I hope that everyone can have a lot of happy messy memories before becoming a well-organized adult.

Because life is too long, there may not be joys and sorrows together, and sad things will follow the years and quietly come as promised.

Sun Yingchen woke up from her bed, the sequelae of drinking was an endless headache, her temples were pounding suddenly, her brain was also blank, and she vigorously recalled what happened yesterday.

But the one-sided fragments can't be pieced together, and some are just pictures.

The three of them all looked at the table at the same time, and the plate of asparagus never touched a single chopstick, as if Mengying was there, but no one wanted to greet her.

Then there was the hysteria of Li Renshu's crying, Zhou Miao hugged her, and said over and over again: "It's going to be okay, it's going to be okay." ”

Yesterday, everyone's emotions were broken, but Sun Yingchen did not participate in the end because of the paralysis of alcohol.

She suddenly lifted the quilt and ran to the next room, Li Renshu slept in the room, although covered with a thick quilt, but her face was still ugly, pale and terrible, like the effect of the face full of makeup on the stage play, she leaned on the door panel and looked at her, she just fell asleep quietly, as if she had never been disturbed.

Suddenly she thought of something, and walked to the living room, Zhou Miao was lying on the sofa, Zhou Miao opened her eyes as if she was thinking about something.

"When did you wake up?"

Sun Yingchen's voice was a little hoarse, her throat was burning like a fire, she was extremely sad, she sat on the sofa next to her, poured a glass of water, and drank a few sips of her throat to get better.

Zhou Miao was still lying and didn't move: "Today is our final exam, are you confident?" ”

Sun Yingchen shook her head, an unfamiliar major, how can she easily pass the exam in a short time, and the completion of the course means saying goodbye to the senior year, and then continuing to prepare for the exam to meet the identity and studies of that graduate student.

"I'll get up and clean up, it's almost time, I don't want to be late today."

After Sun Yingchen finished speaking, he got up to sort out his own affairs, but ignored the loneliness that flashed on Zhou Miao's face.

Along the way, the car was very smooth, Zhou Miao didn't drive, they called a taxi.

The driver seems to be quite poor, and has been forced to babble jokes that seem to be funny, but Sun Yingchen and Zhou Miao can't listen to it, the driver is like a stand-up comedy actor, talking to himself "Guankou", so intoxicated people, life must be very happy, I don't want their life to be so sad.

"Yesterday...... How is Li Renshu? Sun Yingchen broke the silence and talked to Zhou Miao, who was leaning on his shoulder.

Zhou Miao hugged her arm tighter: "Yingchen, let's not leave regrets, never, okay." ”

Sun Yingchen nodded, in fact, she knew that regret was a thing, what do you think, how can anyone have no regrets, she sighed: "Tell me about it, I don't believe that Li Renshu didn't say anything to you yesterday." ”

Zhou Miao giggled: "Yingchen, sometimes I envy you, sometimes I hate you, what I envy you is that you don't drink well at all, but you are willing to drink, don't care how much, you don't refuse, but after drinking too much, you can pass out, you don't know anything about what happened, but what I hate you is your cleverness, you see through everything, but you don't know the truth." ”

"What the hell is going on?" Sun Yingchen's voice was very soft, very light, and he was wondering if he was talking just now.

But Zhou Miao said: "Do you remember that Li Renshu said that the four of them should not go back, even if there is still a crack in their hearts, there is no way to stand together again." ”

Sun Yingchen didn't understand what she meant by this.

"This morning's final exam, you take the exam well, and when the exam is over, I'll tell you again, okay?"

Sun Yingchen knew that she didn't want to be impressed by her mood, but with such words, how could she have a way to calm down and deal with the final exam.

Li Renshu woke up and saw a note on the bedside table, which was Zhou Miao's handwriting, very beautiful, as beautiful as her person.

"There's milk in the fridge, don't forget to heat it up in the microwave before drinking it, so that your stomach can be more comfortable."

Li Renshu looked at the note in a daze, and the date was marked on it, she smiled, her colorless lips seemed to have a crack, she reached out and crossed the date on the note, as if she cherished it very much, and as if she was saying goodbye, and finally she tasted a trace of salty taste, such a liquid, will it be more and more bitter one day in the future.

"Ding", the aroma of milk came from the microwave oven, she walked over, pressed the button, and then took out the warm milk, and drank it very seriously, the hot temperature from her mouth to her throat, and then to the stomach that made her frown and burn, before the cup was finished, she began to cramp, and then put down the cup, rushed to the bathroom, and vomited, as if the fluid in the stomach was going to be spit out.

The bitter taste in her mouth, but she cried, holding the toilet and crying silently.

The phone screen lit up, and it was a picture with Xiao Hua smiling, his ridiculous gesture to Er, and then accompanied by a text.

"Xiao Shu, you said that you won't contact me this year, you won't give me any phone calls or text messages, you said that you were afraid of disturbing my rest and disrupting my work, but I couldn't do it, I would tell you my recent situation, Xiao Shu, you wait for me for three years, and I will give you a lifetime."

After reading this message, she cried more and more sadly.

Xiao Hua, who was far away in South Korea, looked at the state of confidence as read, and he smiled across the screen, he knew that she was there.

The sky in South Korea is no different from that in China, but the air is the same, but it seems that without her, he has no energy, he gets up at five o'clock in the day to run, and runs non-stop for three hours, and then there is only one egg for breakfast. Lunch is boiled vegetables and a glass of effervescent water, and skipping lunch is the most painful.

Xiao Hua looked at the same people as himself, they were all working hard for a shining life in the future, and finally he closed his phone and continued training.

The vocal teacher is very strict, so strict that he will directly use the rattan in his hand to beat the students, as long as you don't ask for it, you will suffer so suddenly, it hurts so much, he has been beaten several times, but he is the least beaten among the students.

Some people don't know how long they lasted, and finally they couldn't hold on, rushed out of the training ground, and then were pressed to the ground by the security guards who surrounded the door, and were beaten, and then left without a complete body, leaving the training place, leaving the identity of the trainee, and maybe returning to China will face a large amount of compensation, but this is the path that everyone chooses.

There are also people who, in the only rest time, cry hysterically, a big man cries so aggrieved, not because of what he has experienced, but because he struggles with the terrible persistence in his heart, and at the same time is sacrificing.

Xiao Hua has an extraordinary excellence and persistence, although it is very painful, and this kind of life is also maddening, but thinking about what Li Renshu said to him, he has the courage to play and persevere.

"Xiao Hua, I love you, although I don't care what you have now, but I am still willing to marry you, three years later, no matter whether you succeed or not, I am willing to marry you, but I don't want to not be blessed by my parents, so please work hard."

Xiao Hua wiped the sweat from his forehead and continued to run.

The two coaches outside the plastic track looked at a figure on the runway, and couldn't help but change their faces slightly.

"You're talking about him?" One of the coaches asked.

"Yes, artists from China." Another coach said: "He has a good voice and looks good, I don't understand why he works so hard." ”

"Maybe we can't understand the desire of an ordinary person to become a superstar."

A coach handed him a note written in Chinese that they could all read, saying, "Survive three years and become a superstar in your eyes." ”

Maybe Koreans can't understand what it means to survive three years and become a superstar in your eyes, they just think that he just wants to be a dazzling star, but they don't know anything about him.