A few days of vacation passed in a flash, and went to a familiar city, but because of the rain did not play much, I don't know why, I am still so nostalgic, obviously it has passed, but I always can't forget, I still remember, passing by that familiar street, walking through the intersection of holding hands together, and even the same place where I lived, that feeling has never dissipated, recently this sad mood is getting stronger and stronger, sitting alone in front of the computer at night, listening to the music you like, immersive, and suddenly thought of Jay's "Excuses" and " Stranded", resonated with his heart, and Ling'er broke up for more than a month, standing in front of the window of his new house today, looking at the familiar window, I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart, and I couldn't help but ask myself: "Are you still thinking about her?" It's all gone, so why can't you let go? Or did she really leave such a deep imprint on my heart. Suddenly I remembered the lyrics in the song "You Are Happier Than Before": "Walking on the bustling streets, you no longer hold my hand, how can I say the words of blessing ........", I remember that when I said that sentence, I had already begun to choke, and my whole heart was like putting a heavy stone into it, uncomfortable and breathless, and I don't know if she was deliberately avoiding me, we haven't met again since we broke up, and even I thought about meeting deliberately, but it didn't work, in the same city, Sometimes it's small, it's big, maybe you can meet it inadvertently at some point, maybe it's like she said you'll never see it again, and you can't meet it in your life, as if you've ever thought about whether we'll greet each other when we meet again, or become a familiar stranger and pass by, but at this moment, I really want to say: "I miss you so much, will you still miss me?" "In fact, after saying so many stupid things, I know very well in my heart that the past is always the past, and there is no way back to the past.

Although you have deleted all the ways you can contact you, I can't help but want to pay attention to your news, want to know how you are doing, and hope you are happier than before!

I have to continue to go down the road of my life, starting tomorrow is basketball training, to prepare for the basketball game, I hope that like some time ago, I can make myself tired and full every day, don't think about all other trivial things, no matter what your future is, whether you are happy or lonely, you have to be good to yourself, just like tonight I chased "Across the Ocean to See You" said, I am not good to myself, no one will be good to you.

Although the road ahead is too sad, but I believe that I will see the light of day, believing in myself is more important than relying on others, writing this, and reminds me of the famous words that I have never forgotten: "The most important thing for people is to find their own world, and life is meaningful." ”