Chapter 47: Hesitation

I have wondered countless times whether Situ Yunzhe will chase after Australia, but I have never thought about how I should deal with him if he really comes, and whether I really want to reunite with him.

What to do? What to do? Can we really forget the past and stay together for the rest of our lives?

For a while, feelings of nervousness, apprehension, hesitation, hesitation, helplessness, happiness, sweetness, and satisfaction all hit my heart, and hesitation was mixed. Maybe happiness comes too suddenly, so it will be so difficult to gain and lose, and it will feel so unreal, so it will be so unassertive.

If a person has so many emotions intertwined, how can he calm down and think about the problem? Therefore, after tossing and turning several times, he still died without illness, and finally had to give up thinking and ask Lin Xuan for help.

"Hey!" The phone was connected quickly, but I didn't expect the person who answered the phone to be Chen Chen, his voice was mixed with a thick sleepiness, I didn't dare to come out, and the phone almost slipped on the bed. At this time in China, it was just dawn, according to Chen Chen and Lin Xuan's habits, it was impossible to get up so early, I didn't expect him to be woken up by me, and I don't know if he would be angry at me.

"Shen'er? Shen'er, what's wrong? Chen Chen's voice was much clearer, mixed with full of worry.

"Chen Chen, it's nothing." I had to bite the bullet and ask Chen Chen, "Is she good?" ”

"Of course I'm good, but the little lazy girl is still asleep and can't talk to you on the phone." Chen Chen said regretfully.

"It's okay, I'm looking for Lin Xuan, did she get up?" Now that the phone has been connected, if he doesn't say anything, Chen Chen will definitely be quite displeased, "I'll talk to her about something." ”

"You wait!" Chen Chen's voice revealed a strong sense of dissatisfaction.

I shrugged my shoulders, since Lin Xuan came back, I rarely took the initiative to find him, but his dissatisfaction is inevitable, who made Lin Xuan a woman, the topic between women, of course, has to be discussed with women!

"Shen'er, what's wrong?" A few seconds later, Lin Xuan's thick nasal voice came in, and after a few seconds, she suddenly shouted excitedly in her voice: "What, Situ has already found you?" What about others? ”

"It's in the hotel." I have a deep sense of gratitude for Lin Xuan's concern, and I am quite unhappy that she revealed my whereabouts to Situ Yunzhe, but the gratitude has long outweighed the displeasure, even if she is in collusion with Situ Yunzhe, but the ultimate goal is because she is worried about me, hoping that Situ Yunzhe can find me as soon as possible and protect me.

"And what did he say?"

"He, he proposed to me." After a long pause, he finally turned his heart sideways, and automatically ignored the thrilling scene that almost walked around the ghost gate just now.

"Propose! Oh, my God! Lin Xuan was extremely excited, as if it was her, not me, who was being proposed.

I suddenly regretted mentioning this to her, but the words were out of my mind, and I had to continue to suffer her exaggerated joy.

Before Lin Xuan's excitement was reduced, I heard a loud noise on the other end of the phone, followed by Nannan's crying, then Chen Chen's voice of Nannan, and then Nannan's and Chen Chen's voices became smaller and smaller, thinking that Lin Xuan had left the room.

"Lin Xuan, what's wrong with you over there?" I asked Lin Xuan a little uneasily.

"Shen'er, it's okay, it's okay, Chen Chen accidentally fell to the ground just now, and as a result, he hit the chair and woke up our daughter, Chen Chen is coaxing at this moment, you don't have to feel distressed, just sleep less."

"It's been a hard time for you." I suddenly felt sorry for Chen Chen and Lin Xuan, I was a deserter as a mother, but I left my daughter to take care of them, which was too much of a bastard.

"Huh! You're welcome, Chen Chen and I will intern first, and when we have children in the future, we will be familiar with the road. Lin Xuan smiled and returned to the topic, "What did you say about Situ?" ”

"I didn't explicitly refuse, but I didn't agree either." I thought about it and said.

"You're stupid!" Lin Xuan suddenly pulled his voice and counted me down, "What should I say about you?" People have chased to Australia to propose, neither dislike you for getting married, divorced, nor disgusted with you with a child, you are telling me, what are you dissatisfied with others, don't mention to me those old millet rotten sesame seeds? ”

"Lin Xuan, it's not that I'm dissatisfied with him, those old things, I have long forgotten about them, I'm actually dissatisfied with myself, as you said, I'm a woman who is about to run for three, it's good to have someone, but after going through so many things, I really don't want to enter the siege of marriage anymore."

"But you know very well in your heart that over the years, you have always pretended to be him in your heart, if you guess correctly, you have been waiting for him, but now that he is really standing in front of you and proposing to you, what else do you have to hesitate? Have you ever thought that if such a good man misses it, he will regret it for the rest of his life? Lin Xuan suddenly lowered his voice and comforted me bitterly.

"But I, I have a faint uneasiness in my heart, and I don't know where these uneasy emotions come from, I am always afraid that in the end it will be a mirror and a moon, rather than a bamboo basket in the future, it is better to be pure from now on, live a lonely life, and my heart is a lot more steady."

"I'm sorry, don't care about its bullshit, go to its mirror flower bamboo basket, I just ask you, where did Ye Shen'er, who lived stronger than Xiaoqiang, died?" Lin Xuan has long lost the image of a lady, and it is estimated that he has already jumped to the table, "Ye Shen'er, let me tell you, with your strength and forbearance, you can indeed live a life pretending to be chic, but have you ever thought about it, she is still young now, and everything is enough with her mother, but what about when she is older?" She will also need a dad, she will also compare their parents with each other like other children, she will ask you, why do other people have dads and I don't? Have you thought about it? So Ye Shen'er, your way of living is called selfishness, you are so selfish that you only care about living comfortably, but you never think about the people your daughter will face in the future, or everything she will face. ”

"No, Lin Xuan, I'm hesitating now, I'm afraid that I won't be able to give more love and happiness to Nannan." I eagerly corrected Lin Xuan's words.

"Then you should put your feelings first." Lin Xuan slowed down her tone again, and she said to me slowly: "Shen'er, listen to me, the happiness of you and Nannan, only Situ Yunzhe can give." ”

I instantly had a feeling of tears, in this world, the person who loves me the most is Chen Chen, the person who loves me the most is Situ Yunzhe, and the person who knows me the most is none other than Lin Xuan, she has already felt my sweetness, my helplessness and hesitation, so excited, so disregarding the image.