In the quiet night, I like to use words to talk to myself, maybe I can no longer hear the other most authentic expressions, only words can make me feel the real existence, today is spent in Ling'er's house, during the day I and the two of them, three or five good friends in the evening to have dinner together, Ling'er personally cooked, made a very delicious dinner, everyone is full of wine and food and then played the card five stars.

Thinking about Ling'er, it is really hard, and letting Ling'er play with them after dinner really feels that she is indeed a very special girl.

Last night, a pair of conflicting little couples also came, it seems to be reconciled, and they are happy for them, think about the night before when they were chatting, I don't know what the reason is, after the little couple quarreled, the woman ran out, and then I took Ling'er to find her, sat together on the river embankment, and blew the wind.

Listening to them talk, I think it's quite interesting, why? Because I just feel that they are too young and have experienced too little.

Looking back and thinking about what happened to me at that time and around me, I feel that I am very pathetic, and I always comfort others in one way, and sometimes I can't get over that hurdle.

Thinking about the unhappy marriage of his two elder brothers, he has always been single, as if he is really used to being alone.

But since Ling'er appeared, I really changed this mind. Ling'er doesn't know what to think now, speaking from the heart, I like her various personalities very much, I feel very suitable for me, six years, I have never been so concerned, in her, I see the kind of face that can live together, I really want to be with her, but she sometimes feels like she is separated from me, and the ambiguous relationship is also unpredictable, sometimes it is very good, sometimes it ignores my feelings, and I seem to have a clear relationship, which makes me overwhelmed.

I told her a few times, but she always diverted the topic, as if she was deliberately avoiding it, and I didn't want to ask again, for fear that even the current relationship would not be there.

How to love, will develop more perfect with the road ahead. Now, I've gone through a few love papers while mine

"Education" is also getting higher again and again. Love, when you come, you will feel that it is very heavy, and when you go, you will feel that it is very light, but the person with the deepest affection is often the person who is the most hurt, no matter where it is placed, you can't ignore family, friendship, and career...... No matter how much suffering it has given you, still cherish the roots of love buried deep in the strong soil.

As we walk in this world, how many sighs of life, how many memories of the past, and how many aftertastes of love...... However, don't cry like a complaint, let alone cry out to the sky and grab the ground.

We can walk slowly and a little heavily, occasionally looking up, slowly and a little heavy footsteps, and like

"Hope" resides in the night sky.