494. Throw it out, don't be soft
Zhong Forest hugged his head and squatted down in pain, infinite sadness spread across his body, and he could see that his shoulders were trembling, and the uncontrollable heartache was pouring over and over again.
The whole heart is uncomfortable, and it is like exploding immediately.
The doctor sighed, walked over and patted him on the shoulder, "As a family member of the patient, you should cheer up, the patient's emotions are easily affected by the family." ”
If even the family members are so pessimistic, what should you do as a patient?
Zhong Forest looked up at the doctor and choked up, "That'...... This disease of hers...... Is it possible that it was a misdiagnosis? ”
Breast cancer is in the advanced stage, even if she understands the meaning of these words, Zhong Forest still has the last glimmer of hope, Mai Siwen is still so young, she still has a long way to go in her life, how could she get such a terrible disease?
Maybe it was a misdiagnosis, maybe it was a joke played by God.
Zhong Forest's eyes were full of expectation, as long as the doctor told him that this was a misdiagnosis, let him do whatever he wanted.
The doctor silently lowered his head, "I'm sorry, I can understand your mood now, according to our experience and the patient's symptoms, comparing the results of the blood test and the results of the biopsy, the patient is indeed suffering from advanced breast cancer." ”
The light in Zhong Linlin's eyes dimmed little by little, this was the most cruel sentence he had ever heard, and the bloodless blade made him suffer the pain of ten thousand arrows piercing his heart.
Zhong Forest didn't know how he got up and walked to Mai Siwen's hospital room, he just stood at the door, looking at the woman lying on the hospital bed, only to find that she had lost so much weight.
And he never found out.
Zhong Forest walked to Mai Siwen's bed step by step, his steps seemed to weigh tens of millions of catties, and every step he took exhausted all his physical strength.
He trembled and tried to touch her face, but he shrank back halfway through, and Mai Siwen looked so fragile at this time, as if he would disappear at the touch of it.
Zhong Shulin covered his mouth with his hand to prevent himself from crying, and endured it until his entire shoulders were trembling, and in the end there was really no way, Zhong Shulin had to bite his hand tightly.
I don't know how long I cried, Zhong Forest finally fell asleep in Mai Siwen's hospital bed.
When Mai Siwen got up, she opened her eyes and saw Zhong Shulin by her side, the man she had loved for so many years, he was holding his hand tightly, this was the first time since that incident.
Mai Siwen was very sad, Zhong Forest appeared here at this time, he should have known her condition, and he couldn't hide it after all.
It's just that the person she doesn't want to see at this moment is Zhong Linlin, she really wants to pull out her hand and let him leave, but her heart is greedy for this long-lost warmth.
His brows were tightly furrowed, and Mai Siwen cautiously raised his hand to help him smooth his brows, because he was worried about Mai Siwen, Zhong Shulin slept very lightly, and with a slight movement, Zhong Shulin woke up.
Mai Siwen reacted very quickly, and immediately turned his head, not wanting Zhong Forest to see him so embarrassed.
"Are you awake?" Zhong Forest asked in a low voice, turned around and poured a glass of water for Mai Siwen and handed it to her, "Are you hungry?" Would you like to have breakfast now? ”
It's been a long, long time since I've heard Zhong Linlin's heartfelt concern for her, and a word made Mai Siwen's nose sour and red eyes, and she wanted to throw herself into his arms, but reason stopped her action.
She took a few deep breaths, calmed her mood, and said coldly, "Why are you here?" ”
"I miss you, so I'll come and see you." Zhong Forest is not hiding his inner thoughts, he is what he is.
If it had been placed before, Mai Siwen would definitely jump with joy when she heard such words, but at this time, it was already too late, she was sick, her breast cancer was in an advanced stage, and her life could end at any time.
"You go, I don't want to see you, we've broken up." Mai Siwen tried her best to make her tone sound ruthless, at such a moment, she really didn't want to have a little entanglement with Zhong Forest.
Just let her go through the road of life quietly by herself, she can bear it alone, she doesn't want Zhong Forest to suffer these tortures that he shouldn't bear, it's enough to force him to be with him for so many years.
"Do you want porridge for breakfast? Or something else? Or do I buy a little bit of the same? Zhong Forest didn't seem to hear Mai Siwen's words, and said to himself.
The more Zhong Forest was like this, the more uncomfortable Mai Siwen became, she turned her head to look at Zhong Linlin's eyes, and said word by word: "Zhong Linlin, didn't I say it clearly enough?" We've broken up! Hurry up and get out! I don't want to see you! ”
Zhong Forest walked over and put his hands on Mai Siwen's shoulders, and looked at her, "I heard it clearly, then Mai Siwen, you also heard it clearly for me, the breakup is a matter of two people, I don't agree with you to break up, so the breakup you said is invalid." ”
Mai Siwen was in a trance for a moment, as if he had returned to the time when he fell in love, his eyes were all reflections of himself, and even his tone was full of love, Zhong Forest's tenderness Mai Siwen has always been unable to refuse.
It's just, what is Zhong Forest doing? Knowing that she is sick and come to pity her? Sympathize with her? What she Mai Siwen hates the most is the sympathy and pity of others, not to mention that these poor sympathies are given by the man she loves the most.
How could she be embarrassed?
Mai Siwen broke his hand and moved his body to the side, keeping a safe distance between the two, "Zhong Forest, do you know that I am sick?" ”
He didn't talk about her condition because he didn't want Mai Siwen to have too much psychological pressure, which Mai Siwen mentioned, Zhong Forest didn't deny it, and nodded.
"So, are you sympathizing with me now? Do I need your sympathy? "It's really not surprising that Mai Siwen has such thoughts, Zhong Forest was too ruthless and cruel to her before.
After knowing that she was sick, her attitude immediately changed 180 degrees, which made people have to doubt.
"No...... It's not like this......." Zhong Forest didn't know how to express his feelings, and he knew that all explanations were pale and weak now, and he blamed him for being too bastard in what he had done before.
I just hope that Mai Siwen can give him a chance, and I hope that everything can be done in time, so that she can understand his heart.
"Wenwen, if I say, for so many years, I hate you, but I have never failed to love you. Do you believe it? Zhong Forest asked cautiously.
Mai Siwen wanted to laugh very much, for so many years, she tried hard to make up for what she did wrong, but she never got a response, and now she is sick and her life is short, so she waited for Zhong Linlin to say love.
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