Chapter 30: Youth is to shed tears

I know what the girl meant, she was asking us to change clothes, but where am I in the mood to change clothes at the moment.

When they were gone, Mei Xue closed the door.

I walked to the table, looked at where I sat at noon when I was eating, thought of Mei Xue's mother, thought of the scene when Xue Minhao first troubled me, and thought that it was all because I didn't have parents, so I was bullied by my classmates at school, and there was no one to tell me.

If I were like a normal person, with my parents by my side, and I was bullied by my classmates, I would definitely tell them, and I wouldn't have smashed someone's head.

Thinking like this, I felt very sad, wronged, and helpless, and tears couldn't help but fall.

As soon as the tears fell, I quickly wiped them away.

Because I knew since I was a child that I was different from others, everyone else had parents and a lot of relatives, and I only had my grandmother.

One old and one young, depending on each other.

Although my grandmother loves me very much, I can still feel the gap between myself and others, and sometimes I am envious and inferior.

In this envy and inferiority, I have developed a strong and independent character, and I handle everything by myself, and I don't let my grandma worry if I can.

I rarely cry, I don't dare to cry, for fear that my grandmother will worry.

Over time, I didn't get used to crying, especially in front of people.

Therefore, as soon as the tears came out, I immediately wiped them away, but the tears were wiped more and more, and I couldn't wipe them away.

I even wanted to lie on the table and cry.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

Usually I'm not like that, and if someone was around me, I would definitely hold back and not cry.

Later, when I thought back to this scene, I thought it might be because I saw Mei Xue's mother, and saw that Mei Xue's mother was kind to Mei Xue, and she packed up Mei Xue's things in an orderly manner, and she didn't need Mei Xue to worry about it at all, I also wanted my own mother, and then my mentality collapsed.

"Mo Xue......" Mei Xue stood opposite me, seeing me crying, her eyes were also red, and she grabbed the edge of the table with both hands and said to me, "Don't cry." If they tell the teacher, I will say that I did it, and I will take all the responsibility. ”

I was very moved when I heard Mei Xue's words, but I couldn't let Mei Xue do this, shaking her head and turning her back to prevent Mei Xue from seeing me crying: "No, I hit me and I beat it, I'm not afraid of taking responsibility." "I'm afraid my grandma will be sad.

Thinking of my grandmother, I felt sad again, and my tears fell even more.

"Mo Xue, let's transfer schools." I felt that Mei Xue took a step towards me, "My family has money, I told my mother to ask my mother to find us a school, and we will transfer together." We can also be classmates. ”

"No, I can't transfer." My grandmother and I don't have a fixed place to live, so where I go to school, my grandmother will build a house nearby and accompany me to school while picking up garbage.

The current home was built by my grandmother with great difficulty.

If I change schools again, my grandmother will have to find a place to build a house again.

I don't know if I can find it.

The point is that I don't want my grandma to toss anymore.

It's better not to go on it than to toss it like this, but I know that grandma won't agree that I won't go to school, so I still have to go to this school, so I ......

"Why?" Mei Xue asked me puzzled.

I didn't answer Mei Xue's question, tried to wipe the tears on my face, took a breath, and asked, "Mei Xue, you said that if there are too many of us, they won't dare to bully us?" ”

"Mo Xue, what do you mean?" Mei Xue walked around the table, rushed to me, grabbed my arm and asked excitedly and expectantly, "Mo Xue, are you going to mix?" If you want to mix, I'll mix with you and call you Sister Xue. Sister Xue! ”

"It's not that I'm a bastard, I think the strength of the two of us is too weak, and I want to form an alliance with those who are being bullied and resist them together. I just don't know if those who are bullied dare or not, and if they are willing to form an alliance with us. I said worriedly.

I thought about it, even if Jiang Peiying told the teacher about me hitting her on the head, she wouldn't let me go.

She'll get me in trouble.

So I thought about what Mei Xue told me before, she said that as soon as there were more of us, we would get mixed up, and Brother Dong, they wouldn't dare to bully us at will when they saw that there were many of us.

I thought of that there were many people, and I thought of forming an alliance with the bullied people and resisting together.

When Mei Xue heard my words, she was very excited, patted her chest and said, "Sister Xue, don't worry, leave the matter of winning people over to me, I promise to get people." As far as I know, there are several girls in our class who want to join us. ”

When Mei Xue patted her chest, I saw that her hand was bleeding, in several places, and exclaimed, "Your hand is bleeding?!" ”

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt." Mei Xue pinned both hands behind her back.

I knew that both of her hands were injured, and I also knew that she was poked by a clothes pole, so I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and I was also a little worried, and asked: "Mei Xue, once we form an alliance to resist them, we will definitely be beaten and bleed in the future, are you afraid?" ”

"Sister Xue, what do you say? I've always wanted to mix, I've long thought about being beaten and bleeding. Even if you are beaten until you vomit blood, it is better than not resisting and always being beaten. What's more, we can beat them too. Didn't Jiang Peiying's head be broken by us? ”

"Hmm." I thought the same thing in my heart, nodded firmly, and said, "The two of us think the same, I wonder if other people can think the same as us?" ”

"When you win people over, make it clear to them that our alliance is not to mix, but to resist those gangsters, and we can't be like those gangsters, bullying the weak and asking others for money."

"Anyone who joins us, as long as someone is bullied, everyone else must be not afraid of being beaten to help. If anyone backs down, kick them out immediately, and don't even think about joining us again. Also, as long as girls. ”

"Sister Xue, let's go together again. I think the same way, those who just want to be sheltered, who don't want to help, resolutely don't. Mei Xue rubbed her eyes and said with a smile.

It's natural to listen to Mei Xue call Sister Xue one by one, but I am very embarrassed: "Don't call me Sister Xue, call me by my name." ”

"That's not going to work. From now on, you will be our boss, and you will be majestic. Start with me, I will call you Sister Xue, and they will follow and call Sister Xue. In this way, it is easy to distinguish between the two of us, so that they can call me by my name and call you Sister Xue. "Mei Xue said one by one.

"I think you are more suitable to be the boss, or you should be the boss, let them call you Sister Xue, call me by my name."

Mei Xue shook her head: "No, I'm not suitable to be the boss, I'm only suitable to be the second." The boss must not only be powerful, but also smart. Sister Xue, you are much smarter than me. I've inquired, you're in the top 10 in your class. So the position of the boss belongs to you, so don't fight with me. ”