Chapter 70: Essay "Seventy"
June is finally coming to an end, and half a month of going out to study and referee law enforcement is finally over, and you can return to the normal rules of life.
The most important thing to get busy during the holidays is to be sure to get your driver's license. 2016 is about to pass half, their original goal even do not know whether to complete or not completed, recalling the year, their three three-year goals, the first is to participate in the work, within three years to be able to transfer home, this goal has been completed, the second goal is within three years, to be able to enter the middle management cadres, has not yet been achieved, the third goal is based on the second goal, two did not complete the first let alone three, but now will face a big choice in life, Whenever faced with such a choice, always hesitate, is to change a unit, if you change, where to go, and I don't know what will happen, now, if you work hard, you should be able to mix into the ranks of middle-level cadres, but this is also what you think, what the leader thinks, there is no way to know, the day when you want to make a decision is getting closer and closer, I really don't know what the result will be after you make a choice, whether it is right or wrong, I don't know what the result will be?
Last night and Sister Fen also chatted a lot on QQ, she is a few years older than me, married and has children, our father used to work together, the relationship is very good, we are also friends who talk about everything, and now we are also colleagues, after all, she is also very experienced, so many times he can point out a thing or two, I am also very frank to tell her my thoughts, but her opinion is just a reference, after all, I have not experienced what I am facing now, to speak from the heart, I am really an ambitious person, I believe that even my parents didn't see this, and I didn't want to live a life of peace with what happened when I started working, and I really was a person with pursuits, and I believe that only I know this.
So I endured it again and again, and chose to accept all kinds of work, business and learning, but if the choice of vacation is decided, maybe everything will start from scratch, and what I pursue will change again, because when a person can't change the environment, he can only adapt to the environment.
I talked to Ling'er on the phone last night, and I talked a lot, she went to my house for dinner yesterday, I thought that my mother would ask a lot, because I was not there, I didn't expect Ling'er to think of it, fortunately, she said that she was ready early, proving that Ling'er had done her homework enough, she said these words My mother will ask sooner or later, it is better to let my mother not think too much, don't hold it in my heart, and ask early.
It's true! From this point of view, it feels like Ling'er is really more than I thought, although there are some details that Ling'er doesn't think much about, in her opinion, because they are all meaningless.
But on these big things, she really thinks about them quite carefully, proving that we are really all growing. We've talked a lot about it, and I really hope that there will be a perfect ending and we will stay together until we grow old.