When people are slowly shedding their immature shells, there is another thing that is also unconsciously abandoned, and that is courage.

Before you know it, you've become timid and old. Slowly getting used to everything, full of vigilance and worry about all beginnings; learned to wait, but forgot to try; Accustomed to reminiscing about the past, sighing and regretting.

It's a really worrying feeling at times, and instead of spending the weekend with my colleagues from my own unit as usual, I was with a group of young people to be with the girl I crushed.

It's been almost six years, and I'm basically used to living alone, and I don't want to have too many worries and concerns, because it feels so cumbersome and complicated, and I have been mentioned by my family countless times about personal problems, and I am always indifferent, maybe it has something to do with my own experience and what happened around me!

It makes you seem unwilling to think about emotional things anymore. But since I met her, the blank piece in my mind seems to have been awakened again, and she seems to have a first love-like feeling, which can not be calmed down for a long time, although the time of understanding is not too long, but her various personalities are deeply attracted to me, maybe this is fate, I always thought that I would stand out, proud to live, but after meeting her, I feel that I am wrong, so that I will still care, accommodating, have the urge to care for her, this feeling has not appeared in her for a long time, so I really want to care for her with my heart, good to her, But I didn't know how to express it further, I didn't know what he was impressed with and felt about me, and I became a little overwhelmed, but I was afraid of missing out on me.

Yesterday I talked to her about her troubles, and it felt the same as the problems I had been struggling with for the past two years.

Therefore, I think that which path to choose, and how to go about this path, needs to evaluate the risks and make appropriate choices.

Because when we look back at the road we have traveled, there will always be a few points in time that make us want to take a time machine back and exhort ourselves at that time: "Try it, choose it, try it!" "Life is constantly gaining, but also inevitably losing, people are accustomed to carefully maintain their share, afraid that one day because of an impulsive thought, lose what they already have, become nothing; Fear of everything to wake up, to zero.

Looking back on the youth, frivolity, fearlessness and uninhibition when we first came out, it seems that it was still yesterday, but today it has become the thing that we crave the most in our hearts, because at that time, even if we took the wrong path again and again, the precious thing is that we will not hesitate to turn back and start again.

I hope that in a few years, even if I am old and decrepit, I still have full spirit, a young mentality, and bravely stride forward to where I want to go.

This is what we want to look like, and we look forward to the most anticipated old age in our roadmap. It's a long road in life, and I hope that everything is still in time.