part 352
Bai Siyuan was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said, "Yes, maybe it's just that I think it's important now, or maybe it's just an illusion on my part." ”
Sun Yingchen suddenly looked back at him, the tears on his face didn't even have time to wipe away, and the tears on his face didn't have time to weather, they hung on Sun Yingchen's face one by one.
Bai Siyuan looked at her and cried, the throbbing pain in his heart seemed to kill him, but he was at a loss, he didn't know what to do, his hand was in his trouser pocket, and when he touched the tissue, he proved it, because of what Sun Yingchen said, he didn't take out the pack of facial tissues for a long time.
"Bai Siyuan, if you say that we still have the possibility now, I want to tell you how much, I have never left, I have always been in the same place, as long as you give me a little possibility, I am willing to give all my strength to work hard." Sun Yingchen knew that it was not good for her to say this, but she couldn't suppress her truest feelings, she loved Bai Siyuan, she loved him.
Who would have thought that a person hidden in his heart would one day never remember her again.
Bai Siyuan stood in place, he didn't even have the slightest expression on his face, he just stood like this, as if looking at the person in front of him was a stranger, the two had no intersection before, and he looked at her with emotionless eyes.
Sun Yingchen stood in front of him, and she felt that her self-esteem was being overturned again and again.
Who said that a love, if you love too much and are too full, then you must be the most humble one, the humble in love is not terrible, the terrible thing is to make you feel pitiful.
Sun Yingchen moved her steps, she stepped back step by step, Bai Siyuan didn't give her any words, but she also knew, that kind of voiceover from the heart, she didn't need to hear it too much, she already knew how to stop in moderation, was this the answer she wanted?
"I know, Bai Siyuan, I know." Sun Yingchen seemed to be talking to herself, and the tears on her face became more and more.
Bai Siyuan's heart became more and more chaotic, but he just stood cowardly, and he didn't have the strength to do anything out of the ordinary.
Sun Yingchen looked at him, and suddenly smiled, the good-looking peach blossom with a slight mist, looking distressing, she looked at him, and said word by word: "Bai Siyuan, if you remember it one day, you must remember what I said now, I have given you and me a common opportunity, Bai Siyuan, I can also be the Sun Yingchen who loved you before, I can have no self, and I don't have no self-esteem, but Bai Siyuan, I'm tired, love is not equal, it just embarrass me alone, if you think about it in the future, I want you to know that I tried, really tried. ”
Bai Siyuan's heart throbbed for a while, and the hand he hid in his trouser pocket was clenched into a fist, he couldn't even perceive the force, but he felt that the hand under the fist was numb and unconscious, but only by doing so now could he control his irrational hand to touch the tears on Sun Yingchen's face.
Yes, he wanted to reach out to Sun Yingchen to wipe the tears from her face, because those tears made him sad, and it was beyond measure.
"Bai Siyuan, really, I'm tired, again and again, I'm tired." Sun Yingchen stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, looked at him with a smile on his face: "You know, I am very happy with Lu Heng, as you saw before, he is very good to me." ”
Bai Siyuan's chest was stuffy, like a knife, cutting his heart.
"If possible, Lu Heng and I will get married." Sun Yingchen looked at him, but she still couldn't see any expression on her face, everything was like she directed and acted in a mime by herself, she was the only protagonist and the only audience, she didn't even have a person who resonated, but she played it very happily.
"You and Lu Heng, will you get married?" Finally, Bai Siyuan finally spoke.
There was a strange feeling in the air, Bai Siyuan's words seemed like he couldn't help blurting out, and those unbearable words were like a drowning patient, who urgently needed a life-saving straw around him, he wanted to know, and he was eager to know.
"Yes, I will marry Lu Heng." Sun Yingchen said such an answer, but for Sun Yingchen, this answer was an answer that was forced to forget bit by bit with Bai Siyuan, but for Bai Siyuan, why not, perhaps, it made Bai Siyuan even more sad, but she didn't know.
"You and Lu Heng are married?!" Bai Siyuan still muttered softly, he didn't even know what kind of mood he was in now, he just felt a little difficult to breathe, he had never had such a reaction before, but this time it made him so sad that he couldn't control it.
Sun Yingchen looked at the lonely emotion on Bai Siyuan's face, she paused, and said: "Bai Siyuan, I will give you a chance, I will also give myself a chance, before I and Lu Heng get married, or even on the day of our wedding, as long as there is no ceremony, if you say that we can still go back to the past, I will abandon everything and turn around and go with you." ”
Bai Siyuan knew how determined Sun Yingchen was to say such a thing, and how much magic did such words have, shocking Sun Yingchen and Bai Siyuan.
"However, if I get married to Lu Heng, it will be too late, Bai Siyuan, if I let me know that you regret it at that time, I will also choose to regret knowing you." Sun Yingchen said word by word.
Bai Siyuan looked at her, listening to the words of regret in her mouth, he felt suffocated for a while, looked at her, and urgently needed an answer: "Regret?" You regret knowing me, do you? In fact, what Bai Siyuan wanted to ask more was, Sun Yingchen, do you regret falling in love with me, but he doesn't have the courage to say it, and he doesn't have the courage to get an answer in front of her.
Sun Yingchen smiled bitterly and said, "Bai Siyuan, I don't regret loving you, I just regret that we are not so brave with each other, and I only feel regretful." ”
I'm not sorry, I'm just sorry.
Bai Siyuan listened to what she said, he didn't know what kind of taste was in his heart, and a bitterness permeated his heart.
Bai Siyuan himself didn't know why he was still holding a breath now, he had to wait for the so-called feeling, the so-called evidence that he had fallen in love, but Bai Siyuan himself didn't understand that all his emotions now stemmed from his deep jealousy that Lu Heng could stand by her side justifiably, and even came to the possibility that they would have a future.
But Bai Siyuan forgot that all this was the bitter fruit caused by his letting go.