After returning to the apartment in despair, Lin Qingqing didn't want to say a word, and went straight back to the room and got into the bed.

At this time, she still had a high fever, and the cold medicine seemed to be useless. She was scary, but she felt cold and panicked. Wrapped tightly in the quilt, tears fell silently.

Standing at the door, looking at Lin Qingqing who was shrunk in the quilt inside, Xu Yanran was also silent. She suddenly regretted that she might not have instigated Qingqing to find Ou Yuanlan.

When she came out of Ou's company, she saw that Lin Qingqing was not quite right. But no matter how she asked, the man just kept silent. In the end, she saw that the person opposite was about to cry, and finally gave up.

"I'll go find Ou Yuanlan." Su Mu suddenly spoke.

He didn't know when he walked next to Xu Yanran, looking at the person inside, the concern in his eyes was no less than his own.

Just like Jiang Shang to himself, Su Mu should also like Lin Qingqing. Xu Yanran looked at him, and her heart was clear.

But it is precisely because she is clear and transparent enough that she knows that this kind of liking is actually unequal. Because the other person doesn't like you, it's a multiplication formula. One side is zero, and no matter how much the other party pays, the result is also zero.

Looking up at Su Mu, Xu Yanran shook her head gently. "Don't do it." She discouraged. "It's useless to talk about these things, it will only make things more and more complicated."

"Do you just watch her so sad?" Originally, Su Mu didn't want to intervene, but now seeing Lin Qingqing so uncomfortable, he also became uncomfortable.

The boy in front of him is still young, and he still doesn't know that those loves, hatreds, hatreds, life and death are all destined by God. "It'll work out." Xu Yanran muttered.

Once she also stubbornly chased Sioux City, the south and the north, and the vicissitudes of life. She thought that the chase would be useful, and she thought that as long as she persevered in the end, they would definitely have a good result.

And yet? People are not as good as heaven. Many things are destined by God, no matter how hard she tries and persists, what should come will always come, and those who still leave will always leave.

That night, Xu Yanran still stayed in the apartment to accompany Lin Qingqing, and Su Mu had already returned to his apartment. Sitting on the bay window of the bedroom, Lin Qingqing's face was calm.

It may be that in the inky night, no one will care about her joys, sorrows and sorrows, so it can make her feel very comfortable and comfortable.

There was no light in the room, Lin Qingqing and Xu Yanran sat opposite each other, neither of them said a word, each carrying a bottle of beer.

The cool breeze at night blew in through the window, looking down at the brightly lit city at her feet, Xu Yanran suddenly felt a little emotional.

"If only he were still here." The fluttering words still drifted into Lin Qingqing's ears along the night wind.

Needless to say, Lin Qingjiu knew who Xu Yanran was talking about. The advantage of having a common memory is that even if many words are pointed, the person who understands them will still understand them.

Looking at the heavy night and the flickering neon lights, Lin Qingqing also sighed softly. "It's all changed, everything has changed."

Compared to the same year ago, everything has indeed changed. She is no longer the angry bag who buries everything in her heart and will only be bullied by others. She is no longer the wife who was put in the palm of Ou Yuanlan's hand, although she may never have been.

Sometimes she really feels that this year is like a long dream, the pain in the dream is clear and frightening, and the happiness in the dream is so sweet that people are reluctant to open their eyes.

The once prosperous Lin family is now only Lin Yu and her. One by one, those clear faces became the names engraved on the tombstones, and after all the years, who remembers?

When the love was strong, Xu Yanran also shed tears. "Qingqing, sometimes I really envy you." She threw up her head and poured a large sip of wine.

The night breeze poured in through the window, blowing their hair scattered. If it weren't for the fact that the floor was still high, others wouldn't be able to see it, and maybe they would think they had seen a ghost.

"What envy me? Envy me for ending up alone? Speaking of this, Lin Qingqing also smiled bitterly, and then raised his head and took a sip of wine.

In the past, she didn't think that wine was a good thing, and she couldn't even understand why so many red men and green women liked to indulge in it. But now that she had poured it one bite at a time, she really found the momentary pleasure that alcohol brought to her nerves.

In the face of her occasional vitriol, Xu Yanran didn't care. Life is so hard, how can anyone keep a sweet smile all the time?

"Qingqing, seriously, if Su Cheng is still there, even if he is with other women, I don't care." Xu Yanran's eyes were red. "But every time I think of him going to another world, my place is empty." She pointed to her heart.

There used to be a man living in that place, and even if he moved away, there were still traces of him, his smell, and his things.

Looking at Xu Yanran, Lin Qingqing suddenly felt sad for her. Which of them is better than whom? Even though Ou Yuanlan is in this world, every time she thinks of the man who once hugged her hand, now holds another woman, kisses his lips, and now kisses another person, she can't help but feel heartache.

The self-pity of the two women continued until dawn, and Xu Yanran was so drunk that she had collapsed on the bed and fell asleep. Lin Qingqing carefully covered her with a quilt, and then stared at her phone in a daze.

There are no missed calls on the phone and no SMS alerts. Even if this time she was fully charged, she would check every hour, but it was as if it was out of order, and there was no movement at all.

Maybe it's true this time, Lin Qingqing sniffed, and his eyes turned red unconsciously. She raised her hand and touched her forehead, the fever had subsided.

Turning on her phone, she found a map of China and flipped through it casually. The world is so big, where can she go?

Before she could think about this problem, Bai Luo's call came in. In order not to make noise to Xu Yanran, she ran to the balcony to pick it up.

"What's wrong?" There was a hangover-hoarse look in her voice.

To her surprise, Bai Luo's voice was even hoarser than hers. "Qingqing, has Nuan Nuan contacted you? She hadn't been back for four days......" The man on the other end of the line said with anxiety in his tone.

Because of his messy things, Lin Qingqing almost ignored Jiang Nuan and Bai Luo's awkward run away from home. "Don't worry, I'll go to Uncle Jiang's house today." She proposed. It just so happened that she wanted to leave S City for a while, which was also a destination for her and a reason to leave.

"Thank you." Bai Luo was not polite to her anymore.

Lin Qingqing shook his head. "It's okay, call us." With that, she hung up the phone directly, with something more complicated in her eyes.