Extra Situ Yunzhe Chapter 7: The love of life
When Shen'er returned to the living room, she was startled by me standing behind her, and immediately counted me down angrily.
After going back and forth, the two actually teased each other, I was thinking about the trip, and asked her how she thought about it, whether she wanted to travel abroad or domestically?
Shen Er talked about it left and right, answered ambiguously, and then deliberately changed the subject, telling me to go home early so that my parents would not hope.
"Dad has long stopped managing the company, and now he guards Mommy every day, so he doesn't have the heart to pay attention to me at all, where is there time to look forward to me coming home." ”
As soon as Shen'er heard me mention Mommy, she immediately sensitively asked me about Mommy's situation, and I smiled and told her that Mommy was fine.
I didn't want her to know that Mommy had been in a coma for years.
In the end, he was moved again with affection and reason, trying to persuade Shen'er, "We are no longer young, we should plan more for ourselves, I want to take care of your mother and daughter for the rest of your life." ”
expected to be rejected by her, but there was still a little loss.
As a last resort, I had to vent the thoughts and pains that had accumulated in my heart over the years to her one by one, I said, "Over the years, I have wanted to appear in front of you many times, and I want you to rely on it, because I can't bear to see you pregnant and insist on tutoring people; I can't bear to see you get up early and take care of the supermarket at night; I can't bear to let you raise you alone; I can't bear to see you carrying a gas tank from the first floor to the third floor alone, I want to appear in front of you, but I don't dare to approach you at all, I'm afraid of scaring you, and I'm even more afraid that you will reject me thousands of miles away, Shen'er, can you feel my torment and torture? ”
"You're afraid of me?" Shen'er stared at me and asked, "Since you are afraid of me, why did you appear in my sight again?" ”
I was silent again, and after a long time, I made up my mind and decided to confess something to Shen'er, and I told her, "It's because of Lin Xuan's return." ”
"Lin Xuan's return?" Shen'er looked at me puzzled.
"That's right! Lin Xuan's return! After I pondered for a long time, I continued: "Lin Xuan told me that she finally figured it out, she wanted to come back to guard her Chen Chen, and asked me to bring my woman back. Shen'er, so many years have passed, in fact, I don't care about waiting longer, but Lin Xuan infects me, she can give up a good future for love, without scruples, I am a big man, why do I always look forward and stagnate forward, so at that moment, I also decided that Lin Xuan's return is an opportunity for me to return to you. ”
"You and Lin Xuan have always been in contact?" Shen'er was very smart and quickly guessed that Lin Xuan and I had been in touch all along.
I smiled bitterly, "I have indeed kept in touch with Lin Xuan, which can be traced back to not long before you and Duan Ruochen got married!" ”
"But why haven't you heard Lin Xuan mention it?" Shen'er muttered: "Back then, I remember that I didn't worry about you, and asked Lin Xuan to visit you a week before the wedding, but she didn't reply to me until the next day, she didn't say anything to me, only that you were very good, and now it seems--"
"Shen'er, let's not go into the past anymore, okay? The reason why I have been in touch with Lin Xuan is because she is your best friend, and we have people we care about and common topics in common. ”
"If you don't mention it, then don't mention it." Shen'er sighed softly and stared at me seriously, "If Lin Xuan never returns to China, will you never reappear by my side?" ”
"Maybe--" I pondered for a moment, "it will be later, but the day will come." ”
"Ah Zhe, why are you doing this?" Shen'er coughed lightly, lowered her head and said, "Actually, you deserve a better woman, I'm just a divorced woman with a child in tow, and I'm useless at all." ”
"It's worth it or not, I have the final say." I gently stroked Shen'er's face and asked her, "So, may I ask the beautiful Ms. Ye Shen'er, since we are destined to meet again, can we renew our relationship?" ”
Shen'er blushed and avoided my expectant eyes, bit her lip and said, "I don't want to think about this now, I just want to run the supermarket well." ”
I knew that she would reject me like this, so you came and went, and after a while, I somehow pulled Le Zhengdong, and when I mentioned Dong Zhengdong, I subconsciously locked Shen'er firmly in my arms, as if I was afraid that she would leave suddenly.
It seems that in my subconscious, Le Zhengdong has long been a greater threat to me than Chen Chen.
After several struggles, Shen'er was naturally gradually at a disadvantage, and I was thinking about how to make her stop, but who knew that she in her arms suddenly seemed to be hypnotized, not struggling, and not making trouble.
I held her face and stared at me for a long time, her eyes looked up at me, and for a moment, I turned all the thoughts I had missed her for the past few years into my next action, and my kiss slowly fell, first on her forehead, then on the tip of her nose, then on her lips......
My heart was pounding, and naturally I heard Shen'er's irregular heartbeat, it turned out that she was just as nervous as me at the moment.
After the heartbeat calmed down, I whispered in Shen'er's ear: "May all suffering be away from you for the rest of my life, and may the woman I love in my life always be sideways." ”
Shen'er's tears burst into her eyes, and she said to me, "Ah Zhe, I'm not worthy, not worthy!" ”
I said to her, "It's worth it or not, I have the final say, whether you want it or not, you have the final say, if you don't want to, I'm willing to continue to wait until you are willing." ”
When Shen'er heard this, she put her arms around my neck and whispered bitterly on my chest.
We call out to each other, holding this moment firmly in our hands and locked in our hearts.
I wish that time would always stand still at this moment, and the love of my life would always rely on me and trust me like this.
……
Just as we were immersed in the joy of sadness, there was a sudden cry of Nannan, and I saw Nannan coming out of the room at some point, and she was crying while rubbing her eyes.
Shen'er pushed me away in a panic and hurriedly carried her back to the room, and then the sound of her falling asleep came from the room.
I was a little annoyed, and I didn't know what to do until I fell asleep again, and I was relieved.
After Shen'er coaxed the girl, she saw me at the door and asked me angrily why I hadn't left yet.
I ignored her questioning and asked her what was wrong, and she told me that she didn't see her crying after waking up from a dream, but fortunately she didn't really wake up.
I smiled wryly and spread my hands to her, "It seems that if you want to hug the beauty, you have to pass the little girl first." ”
Shen'er scolded me for not being serious, and mentioned Yang Biyi who went to Germany on a business trip with me in a slightly sour tone, and teased that although Le Zhengdong was not her dish, if she really wanted to get married, he would definitely be a good choice.
Although I knew that she was purely angry at what I said, I was still anxious, "If you really choose the kid surnamed Le, I will snatch you home and punish you for bathing and wiping your body for Mommy every day." ”
Shen'er looked up in surprise and carefully observed my expression, and then I realized that I had said the wrong thing, and I couldn't help but be very annoyed.
Shen'er asked me how my mommy was, I knew that I couldn't hide it anymore, and I didn't want to hide it from her anymore, not to mention that she would go to the Situ family mansion sooner or later, and her mother would know about it for many years, but she was afraid that Shen'er would blame herself for no reason after hearing it, so she told her the true situation of Mommy in an understatement tone.
Shen'er didn't wait to finish listening, and threw herself into my arms and cried bitterly, "It's all my fault, it's all my blame for my willfulness back then, so my aunt dragged her seriously ill body to Luzhou to see me, at that time, her complexion was very bad, I was too careless, she must have been too disappointed in me and fell into a coma." ”
I was silent, and I only learned about Mommy's trip to Luzhou before Shen'er and Duan Ruochen got married.
Indeed, after Mommy went back that day, her condition gradually worsened, but I never blamed Shen'er, Mommy only went to visit her because of her love and reluctance, which is not inappropriate, but her body is too fragile to bear too much sadness and sadness, so she will be exhausted to the point of being unconscious.
"Let me ask you, where did you go after we broke up, and why did you disappear for so long?" After crying for a while, Shen'er suddenly raised her head and looked at me with rain.
I was speechless and wanted to say to her, not that I didn't want to come to you, but that I couldn't.
That year, I was battling the disease, and I was afraid that I would collapse on the operating table forever, so I held back my thoughts of her and quietly faced death.
Seeing that I didn't answer, Shen'er was quite angry, and like an angry lion, he beat me and pushed me hard, until I was pushed into a corner and there was nowhere to retreat, I rubbed her tightly into my arms, "Shen'er, let's stop dwelling on the past, okay?" Isn't it good that we're like this now? ”
Shen'er obviously didn't follow, she climbed my neck and looked up, as if trying to see something in my eyes, I suddenly grinned, "Actually, it's been so long, I've forgotten what the reason is." ”
Shen'er knew that I was perfunctory to her, so she threatened me to get up, "If you don't want to say it, don't come to me again in the future." ”
I scoffed, "If you say that, I'll make this my home." She scolded me for being perverted and stabbed me with her elbow, which was the place where Chen Chen punched me just now, I took a deep breath with the pain, but scared Shen'er.
She asked me what was wrong, but I shackled her tighter in my arms, and we hugged each other so quietly, less of the sword and crossbow just now, and more of compassion, and Shen'er forgot for a moment and continued to ask me why I disappeared back then.
The two of them rubbed their ears and temples for a while, Shen'er suddenly urged me to leave, this situation, I was even more reluctant to leave, but I was afraid that I would no longer be able to bear the desire to shout all over my body, and forced her, and secondly, I was afraid that the bruises on my body would be discovered by Shen'er.
According to her temperament back then, if she knew that Chen Chen beat me, she would definitely go to Chen Chen to settle accounts, and Chen Chen finally relaxed her vigilance against me, I don't want to provoke the most domineering and protective brother-in-law in the world.