Chapter 138: Be a little more selfish

"What's the matter? If I can do it, I will do it. Perhaps because of guilt, Zhou Ziyue desperately wanted to do something for her.

Yu Sheng said: "What I asked you about today, don't tell the third person, including Yu Qiumin, my mother." ”

"What are you ......" Zhou Ziyue was confused, knowing that he was not a relative, why did he pretend not to know?

"I have my own plans, you can promise me."

"Don't worry, I'm sure I won't tell anyone, you know me, okay?"

"Thank you." In fact, Yu Sheng has his own plans in his heart. There is nothing to do in the previous life, who killed him?

Now that she knows her life experience, she really doubts the mother and daughter, after all, they are not relatives, and there is nothing impossible to harm her.

And then there is Nianhua, according to the recent dreams and the feeling in his heart, Yu Sheng inexplicably has a feeling that he has really lost part of his memory, and the memory related to Nianhua.

She also has to figure out this matter, why did she forget? Who did you offend? If you can't figure it out in this life, then it's really a waste of time.

If you want to figure it out, you have to stay by Yu Qiumin's side, even if it wasn't done by those people, it definitely won't be able to get out of it.

So she still has to stay by their side, figure out these things well, even if she suffers this grievance, she has to endure it.

Think about Nianhua, he used to chase himself so hard, it was because of her amnesia that he failed him, and every time he saw him, he would be disgusted and disgusted from the bottom of his heart.

If it weren't for the re-life, she might have turned him away thousands of miles away! Maybe God can't stand it anymore, so she was reborn, these dreams I have had recently are all related to the years, maybe it's because of the rebirth, I can slowly recall it!

But...... Yu Sheng's eyes darkened, she was destined to not be able to repay him anything, because they might be cousins! The thought of this makes my heart hurt like being pricked by a needle.

"Xiaoyu, actually ......" Zhou Ziyue opened his mouth to say something, and suddenly saw the pain flashing in Yu Sheng's eyes.

Yes, in this matter, the most painful is Yu Sheng, why do they live so selfishly and give all those pains to their children?

Sometimes, he really wished that he could be a little more selfish, so that at least he would lose his conscience and not feel sorry for the mistakes he had made, but now he is like this, while being selfish, and at the same time suffering from moral pressure, it is really better to live than die, but he is still reluctant to die.

Why, did he get to where he is today......

Yu Sheng came back to his senses, looked at the stunned Zhou Ziyue and asked, "What do you want to say?" ”

Zhou Ziyue was taken aback and shook his head, "It's nothing." "Ever since he said he was her father, she hadn't called him uncle anymore, but not as close as she used to be.

It seems that she doesn't want to find her biological mother, after all, he has already said that he doesn't want her, Yu Sheng's child is also a stubborn temper, and in her eyes, he is also an irresponsible father.

At that time, he just wanted to see if Yu Sheng's calm armor would be shattered, but it didn't, what would she think if she told her now that he was not her father?

In the end, Zhou Ziyue still didn't say it, forget it, there is no difference, if nothing else, she will not recognize her ancestors in this life.

What does it really have to do, it's just Nianhua, I heard my sister say that Nianhua is chasing Yu Sheng, but they are still children, Nianhua will go to the military school next year, and the relationship will naturally fade after separation, and they will have their own lives in the future.

I guess that's right......