Chapter 90: Essay "Ninety"
Every year the summer old set of training began, boring and boring, sitting all day, the first day is finally over, let's say something happy first!
Mom didn't know which one she sang the night before yesterday, she wanted me and Ling'er to calculate my fate, see if the eight characters matched, and the words were very absolute, together together, if they didn't get along, they would separate as soon as possible, and I would check it on the Internet at night to see if we were compatible, and the result was okay!
Yesterday, my mother went alone, because Ling'er had to clean up her things in the morning when she had to go to work, and she didn't believe this, so naturally I didn't go, because I didn't believe it either, my mother went alone, and when she came back, the result was similar to what I expected!
Sure enough, the fortune teller didn't say anything wrong, and I was relieved, Ling'er and her sister came to my house to eat at noon, and I briefly talked to her in advance, and she estimated that she also counted it in her heart!
This thing has finally passed, my mother is always so worried, and she always wants to come out one by one, which makes me tired, I hope there are not so many ideas in the future!
Not very pleasant first of all is the work, it is estimated that the transfer is hopeless, today a day hard heart is not very cool, calm down, although the leader in the above said passionate, but I am not in the mood.
After the afternoon training, I went to play for a while, I haven't played for a long time, and the quality is really much worse in all aspects, so let's recover slowly!
Hurry up and adjust your mentality, otherwise you will collapse when you enter the new school year in this state, so work hard!
What made me feel most uncomfortable was chatting with Ling'er last night, and Ling'er actually said that I was a bit like caring about her trend, and I made her feel tired.
I really couldn't say anything at the time, it was because I cared too much and cared, which led to saying that I wanted to take care of her, and there would be such a result, although I knew that she was very independent and had her own ideas, but after all, now you are two people, not one person, just because I don't want you to suffer any grievances and unhappiness, but it led to the opposite result, maybe I should also reflect on it!
It's my wishful thinking! When one person can't change another person who cares, then try to change yourself!
Maybe it's a little better. Yes! Learn to get used to it, to change. If it is true that when I stop thinking so much and don't care so much, I think our relationship will slowly fade.
But I don't want that. Let's do it first, I really feel so tired and depressed during this time, I need to release, no matter how hard and tired I am, I have to carry it myself, and I say come on to myself!
Believe that everything will be fine.