At the end of the day, everyone seemed to be having a good time except for her.

Sometimes she wonders if it was a bad decision for her to come back. For the sake of going around, maybe it's worth it.

In fact, during this period of time, she was not without feelings, Lu Shijing's transformation, Lu Shijing's affectionate gaze, as soon as he was free, he immediately devoted himself to the role of a good father and husband, although she never gave him a good face, he was as patient as ever.

She tried to avoid him at all times, turning a blind eye to him, but she knew that this was self-deception.

She is just an ordinary person, how can she resist the great temptation of living in Lu Shijing, they have a child to go around, which cannot be separated and changed no matter what.

Xia Ying was both contradictory and depressed, carefully restrained. She has not forgotten her promise to Lu Xiaoan. If she is Huaiyin, then did Xiao An already know, he knew in advance but had to make a promise, is it accurate that there will be today?

The mind is chaotic, and only when you see the pocket, can the mind be calm.

It's been six months in the blink of an eye, and time is too fast.

Later, no matter how Aunt Li and Sister Ling persuaded her, she was unwilling to travel with her children in the same frame as Lu Shijing, and everyone had no way to take her. However, most of the time, Lu Shijing is busy at work, working from 9 to 5, and because of her avoidance, the opportunity for the two to meet is greatly reduced.

In fact, she is too idle in the Lu house, there are three or four people around, she is not busy, but has a lot of idle time every day, and the whole person is cranky, thinking about things and west, and sentimental.

She suddenly couldn't find the meaning of her own existence, and after she didn't have to worry about food and clothing, she didn't pursue it, and her life was boring and empty. Maybe many people will think that she is cheap, which woman doesn't want to live the life of a wealthy wife, and how many female celebrities want to marry into a wealthy family despite their high income.

Doudou grew up, some small clothes couldn't be worn, and the weather was getting colder day by day, so Xia Ying and Sister Ling went out to buy Doudou's clothes, diapers, toys, enlightenment books, etc., and by the way, they took Doudou to swim and take a bath. This toss is the beginning of the lantern. Xia Ying saw that she had finished eating, drank the milk powder in the thermos cup and slept sweetly in the stroller.

I wanted to propose to eat dinner out, but the driver drove the car over and put away the folding stroller, Sister Ling took the initiative to sit in the passenger seat, Lu Shijing came out of the back seat and took the pocket away from Xia Ying's hand, she was embarrassed and didn't know how to deal with herself.

"I know you're avoiding me, are you so uncomfortable with me? Or am I already able to influence your emotions, joys and sorrows? ”

Xia Ying, who was reluctant to get in the car, heard Lu Shijing's words, and immediately fell on the bar, in order to prove that he had no influence at all.

She said lightly: "Lu Shijing, don't be too arrogant. ”

She really didn't have any confidence in her heart.

The car did not drive back to the villa, but stopped at the gate of a school, Lu Shijing pulled her out, and then the driver took Sister Ling and Doudou away according to Lu Shijing's instructions.

"Lu Shijing, what do you want to do?" She resisted so much that she couldn't get rid of his big palm.

Despite her reluctance, Lu Shijing looked at her like a hedgehog, glaring at herself, and couldn't help but be overjoyed at the beginning until she couldn't get any response and progress after her hard work, as if she was forever standing still and couldn't enter her world...... Slowly, in the hope and the gains and losses, I was cold and disappointed again and again...... He didn't know how far he could endure it, and what he was most afraid of was that he couldn't help but do something to hurt her.

He eventually let go.

There is no greater distance in the world than this. Love but can't.

Xia Ying clearly saw the struggle and pain in his eyes. It takes courage to ruthlessly reject such an outstanding man.

In fact, she doesn't have to care about Lu Xiaoan's feelings, if Lu Xiaoan has been deliberately deceiving her, what reason is there for her to keep her promise.

"Go in and have a look."

Lu Shijing led the way in front, "You grew up in an orphanage, and you dropped out of school after graduating from high school, and the most regrettable thing is that you didn't go to college, this school is where you went to the repeat class six years ago......"

She didn't particularly want to remember the things that belonged to Huaiyin, and she followed him unconsciously, and it was not a matter to stand alone in the autumn wind.

That night, Lu Shijing took her to many places, schools, apartments, and snack streets...... Later, he didn't mention it much, and she knew that it must be the place where they had been in love or even dated, full of good memories.

Yes, she wasn't at all impressed.

Sometimes she thinks that it might be a wonderful thing to remember how much she loves this man.

It was almost ten o'clock, Xia Ying was a little sleepy, and she was also worried about going around. Having said that, Doudou is a worry-free baby, and he can fall asleep obediently in the crib.

"The car is coming soon, and there are five minutes to go."

The two of them stood on the side of the road, the autumn breeze was getting cooler, and the summer cherry blossoms were chilling. There was an extra coat on her shoulder, which belonged to Lu Shijing, and she subconsciously wanted to refuse, but he pressed her beak unacceptably.

"Obedient." His eyes were dark and focused, revealing a hint of pampering.

The skin of the fingers they touched, suddenly warm, as if they had been electrified, dense, squirming, Xia Ying felt a little stiff, and did not dare to look directly into each other's eyes, and her heart beat irregularly at this time.

She knew very well that she was excited, not because she remembered some sweet past, but because she couldn't resist the hormones that this man exuded all the time.

Like someone, you don't need a reason at all. The prejudice against him, the fatal flaw in his personality is vulnerable in the face of good feelings.

Is this like?

Why does she hate herself at this moment, like an animal in estrus, without reason, she hates and hates herself.

"I don't need to."

She threw off her coat with all her strength and ran towards the end of the night street.

She has received too much information these days, Haishi A City, Thailand, Hong Kong, and there are things about them everywhere, which everyone wants her to know, intentionally or unintentionally, and they impose these things on her, and the name Xia Ying has completely disappeared and does not exist.

When Sister Ling proposed whether she liked Thailand, Hainan or Hong Kong and Macau when she went on vacation, she finally broke out.

"I'm not a wife, I've never been your wife, I'm Xia Ying, please don't instill in me anymore and impose things that don't belong to me, okay?"

When she roared, her expression was hideous and terrifying. Even at the same time as he finished yelling, he startled Doudou, and then he cried loudly, crying loudly, and crying made people more and more irritable.

Sister Ling didn't expect her to react so much, she was stunned for a moment and immediately reacted, hurriedly picked up her pocket, and coaxed her.

Xia Ying touched her forehead, she was at a loss, fidgeting, and didn't know whether to cry or what to look at...... When his mood calmed down, Doudou stopped crying.

She hurriedly apologized to Sister Ling.

Sister Ling is not wrong, she just completed the task given to her by Lu Shijing. And she is just angry with the other party.

Why did she become so irritable, I don't know my terrible self anymore, and I scared Doudou to cry.

She thought about it all night and finally came to a conclusion.

The next day, she told Lu Shijing, "I agree to do hypnosis." ”

Her complexion was calm.

Lu Shijing couldn't hold back his joy, after all, he heard about her tantrum yesterday, but he didn't expect that things would turn around today.

"However, I have one condition." She spun around.

"On what terms?"

"After hypnosis, if my memory still hasn't recovered, I hope you and everyone don't treat me as your familiar Huaiyin, because your eyes, your attitude, make me at a loss, I'm just Xia Ying, not Huaiyin, I'm a brand new person, an independent individual."

"No, it won't. As long as you agree, you will definitely be able to recover your memory, and you can think of me and everything we used to be. Lu Shijing said excitedly. He is so sworn and confident.

But his slightly trembling hands and the fluctuations in his mouth revealed his nervous mood at this time.