The road is long, I hope to accompany you to the end as much as possible, if you can't do it, I wish you a good night's sleep, joy and peace every day.

Sun Yingchen walked over and hugged Li Renshu, who was already very thin and fragile.

"Li Renshu, why?"

Li Renshu didn't speak, just patted her shoulder and smiled, Li Renshu's smile was fake, because she was too thin, and the places on her face that had been moved were extremely obvious, and her thinness was clearly visible.

Sun Yingchen pulled her body away and looked at the smile on her face, the water light needle could not cover the gray under her original skin, she was very angry: "Li Renshu, don't laugh, you see your tears are about to fall." ”

One sentence made Li Renshu, who was still smiling, cry.

The two of them wept silently.

Lu Heng, who was standing at the door, looked at everything in front of him, he tilted his head to look at Zhou Miao, and found that Zhou Miao was also whimpering silently, his mood was extremely complicated, but there was nothing he could do.

The clouds on the horizon rolled, and the more they accumulated, the thicker and heavier they became, and the original white clouds turned into blackened clouds in a blink of an eye, like cotton that had rotted and rotted. Then the sky was bright, the black clouds were overpowering, and the air pressure became restless, and soon the sky was about to rain on the eve of the curtain.

"Li Renshu, let's go to the hospital."

Sun Yingchen still holds on to the last glimmer of hope, she doesn't believe that medicine is so advanced now, it can't save such a fresh life, and she doesn't believe it when she dies.

Li Renshu shook his head: "Do you know why I stayed here and didn't leave?" ”

Sun Yingchen shook his head.

Li Renshu said bitterly: "I'm afraid, I'm too scared, the critical illness notice issued by the hospital has made my parents collapse, I refuse to be hospitalized, maybe you don't know, I hate the smell of disinfectant in the hospital as much as you do, I would rather spend my last time outside than die, my body is soaked in the smell of disinfectant." ”

Sun Yingchen's tears are like broken pearls, at first she was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe because of Lu's only breakup, and finally evolved into angina pectoris and was hospitalized, at that time, Li Renshu laughed with her in the hospital and peeled apples for her, Li Renshu at that time didn't show that she hated the smell of hospital disinfectant at all, now think about it, Li Renshu is delicate in her heart, not very arrogant and heartless, but she hid it so well that it made people ignore her existence.

"My parents wash their faces with tears every day, and I hope that the last part of my life will be so sad, so I choose to join you and accompany me through the last section, okay?"

Sun Yingchen nodded: "Okay." ”

She said it so sadly that a single word had already broken all her emotions.

"Yingchen, how is today's exam, you haven't told me yet." Li Renshu brought the topic back to life.

Sun Yingchen choked up and couldn't speak, just nodded, indicating that she did well in the exam.

Li Renshu looked at her and was also relieved, and said, "Ying Chen, do you know? Although we are in the same school, but our majors are different, you choose the Department of Economics and Management, I choose the Department of Literature, the two departments are different, so we can't go to class and leave class together every day, and then review together, and finally take exams together, but I don't regret it, I still like the Department of Literature, since I know that you planned to change schools last time, and at the same time changed majors, just like me, they are all from the Department of Literature, although I don't know why you changed schools, but since you have changed, you should treat this major well, don't forget, what you said, if you want to go to graduate school, don't be like Zhou Miao, she retreated halfway, she seems cool, but in fact, she is the one who has not planted the most. ”

Sun Yingchen only knew at this time that it turned out that Li Renshu knew early in the morning that Zhou Miao would not go to the exam today, and she didn't know when, she seemed to understand more and more what their small group was going through and what was happening.

"Ying Chen, promise me? I love this major of mine, because I can't achieve it now, can you help me? ”

"Okay."

Sun Yingchen had nothing to say except for agreeing.

Zhou Miao was still standing at the door, crying silently.

"Don't be so sad, after all, I'm not dead yet, the reason I'm here is because I hate crying so much, don't let the sadness spread here, okay?"

Zhou Miao nodded: "Okay, let's have something to eat at noon, I'll go outside and order something." Zhou Miao wiped her tears indiscriminately and was about to go out, but Sun Yingchen called out to her: "You stay, you usually order what everyone likes to eat, today, let me come." ”

Sun Yingchen left, and Lu Heng also went out.

There was thunder outside, and soon the rain hit the place.

The heavy rain cut off the way she wanted to go out, Sun Yingchen squatted at the door of the unit door, crying unscrupulously, Lu Heng had no umbrella, so he could only stand beside her.

Sun Yingchen wiped her tears indiscriminately, and was about to rush into the rain, but was stopped by Lu Heng, she looked back at her arm that Lu Heng was pulling, so hard, he said, "You stand here and don't move." Then he rushed into the rain, the rain was really heavy, so big that Lu Heng's figure almost merged with the rain.

Soon Lu Heng rushed into the car, and then drove over to pick up Sun Yingchen, although he was already wet, he still got out of the car, covered the top of her head with the coat that was already soaked, and said, "Get in the car." ”

Sun Yingchen looked up at him, and then got into the car.

Lu Heng closed the car door, went around to the other side of the car, and got into the car.

The wipers swam back and forth on the glass, but they still couldn't keep out the more and more rain.

Sun Yingchen was very silent, she didn't speak, like a broken doll.

Lu Heng looked at her like this, he was very distressed, and the stuffy pain in his chest made him crazy.

Since when did she start, isn't she the female man who will smile at you, but why is her life full of uncertain sadness.

"I know you need to be quiet now, but you still need to pull yourself together." Lu Heng looked at her, although he protected her well when he got into the car just now, but her forehead was still drenched by the rain, he took out a tissue and wiped the rain from her cheeks.

"Lu Heng, I'm sad now, I'm sad and I'm dying."

Lu Heng shook his hand, and then wiped the rain off her face, the tissue was in my hand again, he didn't speak, some things can be relieved if he is persuaded by others, he knows that because he has gone through that experience that is more tragic than her now, so he knows that only by seeing it and figuring it out can he come out.

Sun Yingchen looked at the rain outside the car window and smiled very sadly: "This autumn came too early. ”

Lu Heng started the car and drove the car out of the community, just driving aimlessly, he knew that she didn't come out to buy something, it was just an excuse for her to come out to breathe.

Sun Yingchen tilted his head and looked outside, blurry.

Yes, this autumn came too early, in the autumn wind and rain, she could feel the coolness of autumn, and gradually understood that some things were not wishful thinking, because of how many tribulations and ups and downs there were to be carried, Li Renshu's matter hit her too hard, and that kind of painful heart seemed to have reached the eighteenth layer of purgatory all at once, and she had to endure countless punishments and detention, and she beat her heart without refutation.

Maybe this is the so-called growth, but this kind of tormented growth is extremely difficult, and every step has to pay the price of blood.