A dark green figure on the bank of the river stood facing the water, the clothes behind him were blown by the wind, this person was none other than Xiao Mo who Mi Nuo was looking for, Mi Nuo hurried over with a cane.

"Xiao Da ......"

"I want to be quiet."

…………

Quietly?

On such a cold day, Xiao Dada wouldn't think about throwing himself into the river, right? Don't, she doesn't know how to swim.

Mi Nuo's worried eyes turned back on the river and Xiao Mo, hesitated for a long time and said 'yes', then walked back step by step and sat down on the stone not far away, looking at the figure that looked thinner and thinner under the night breeze, and sighed silently in his heart.

The wind is silent, the water is empty, and the past travels under the moon alone.

On the boat, Gu Qingzhou stood at the bow of the boat in red clothes and looked at the black and bright sea, his pale face could not hide the hope and joy in his eyes. A young voice came from behind him, and when he turned around, a young man of fifteen or sixteen years old walked anxiously towards him with a cloak.

"My lord, why did you come out again? It's a cold night, and you're still injured, so go back to the cabin and rest. Saying that, Qinghe put the cloak in his hand on Gu Qingzhou's shoulder.

This adult is not worrying at all, he always doesn't have a good rest, how can the injuries on his body be good, if he doesn't find out, it is estimated that he will have to stand all night.

"It's okay, how many days does Qinghe have before he can get to Huanxi Town?"

"Qinghe knows that the adults are in a hurry, and they have already urged the boat boss to speed up, according to the current schedule, it will be there in less than three days, and the adults can rest assured that they will be able to catch up with Xiao Gongzi's performance."

"Okay, ahem......"

"My good lord, don't stand here, Qinghe, please go back quickly."

Qinghe was really curious about what kind of charm that Xiao Gongzi had that could make the adult whose career was flourishing resolutely resign despite the opposition of the saint, give up everything in Lanyue City, and also offended Long Yan for this and was scolded for a hundred boards, and the mansion of the imperial gift was also confiscated.

"Qinghe, in fact, you could have stayed in Yuefu." Gu Qingzhou was a little guilty, after all, he had no power or power to follow him, and now he had no money.

"My lord, Qinghe just urged you to have a good rest, which is also for your good in the end, don't you want Qinghe because of this?" Qinghe said as he raised his sleeves to cover his face and 'cried'.

"You kid, that's not what I meant." Gu Qingzhou stroked Qinghe's hair and sighed, "Don't cry, I'll go rest and rest." ”

"Okay, please." As soon as the sleeves were put down, a bright smiling face appeared in front of him.

"You......" Gu Qingzhou shook his head amusefully and angrily, "Let's go." ”

Five years ago

After the Golden Berry Award ended, the two returned to their residence and were feasting, but they quarreled because of the recommendation of the palace musicians.

"I disagree!"

Xiao Mo got up from the table, his fair face flushed with excitement.

"Don't get excited, sit down and let's talk slowly."

Xiao Moli shook off Gu Qingzhou's hand pulling his sleeve,

"I'm not excited, if you're going to say this, there's nothing to say, anyway, my attitude is to refuse to disagree."

Gu Qingzhou sighed and stood up.

"What a rare opportunity for the selection of musicians from the palace of Moli, no matter who we go to, I believe that we can make a name for ourselves in the court, so that our dream will come true? No more running in every race day and night, no more snorting because it has nothing to do with it, and no more original tracks that have been stolen because there is no background, only to knock out teeth and swallow blood......"

"Don't talk about the boat, I know it's a shortcut, and I believe that with our strength, we can beat other opponents and win the position of musician, or even higher. But have you thought about it? If you get the emperor's appreciation, you must stay in the palace, and even if there is good music at that time, you can only sing it to the person in the thick walls of the deep palace, which is not what I want. ”

"Mo Li, we can resign in the future."

Xiao Moli shook his head, his eyes were a little gloomy and sad, his father was brought into the palace by the traveling saint because of his qu art, and the official worshiped the three products, but his father was depressed after he became an official. The first is that he is not suitable for the palace where his life is in danger if he is not careful, the second is that he is unwilling to contaminate those who are powerful and powerful, and the third is that he can't succumb to sing some flattering songs when he is not careful. After several times, the official position of Sanpin was demoted to cloth clothes, and there was no official position in the palace, even the palace maids and eunuchs dared to come to bully, so that life was even more difficult, and they wanted to resign from the saint and return to their hometowns but were not allowed, and finally died when he was in the prime of life, and warned him when he was dying.

Don't be an official in this life.

This is the so-called once you enter the palace gate, it is as deep as the sea, and you will not listen to the will of heaven if you are pampered and humiliated.

"Qingzhou, I still say the same thing, I don't agree, if you choose the palace musician......" Xiao Moli's deep eyes looked at Gu Qingzhou fixedly, and said with a half-loud sound, "Then there will be no ink pouring from now on." ”

"Strange ......"

Gu Qingzhou looked at the man who walked away, remembering what he said to him when he was preparing for the Golden Berry Award, and a trace of complexity flashed in his eyes.

Qingzhou, after we win the Golden Berry Award, we will buy a building boat, go down the river with our music and indulge in the chic red dust, okay?

He always remembered Mo Li's wish, he just didn't want him to stay up with him like he was when he was preparing for the Golden Berry Awards, how tired he was.

He wanted to give him the good, no, the best.

He just wanted to realize their dreams in the simplest way.

Was he wrong?

In the room, the doctor was sitting at the head of the bed to diagnose Xiao Moli, but the seriousness on his face made Gu Qingzhou very worried.

"Doctor, what's wrong with Moli? Why can't he speak up? ”

The doctor sighed, withdrew his hand to take the pulse, and shook his head,

"This son's voice ...... It's broken. ”

Gu Qingzhou's footsteps staggered, his eyes full of disbelief.

Yesterday was fine, but why did it only take one night......

"Broken...... What is the meaning? ”

"I won't be able to make a sound in the future, let alone sing."

Xiao Mo was stunned, and he couldn't sing in the future?

A deep despair spread in his heart, he couldn't hear what Qingzhou said to the doctor again, he only knew that at this time, the sun was shining outside the window, everything was shrouded in the golden and warm sun, and his limbs were cold, the whole figure sank into the vast sea, his body kept falling down, there was no daylight, his vision was dark, and only the cold sea water around him kept submerging him and swallowing him......

Xiao Mo's deep eyes looked at the river surface that was blown by the wind and rippled layer by layer, and there were some inexplicable emotions surging in his heart, he once thought that for life, acceptance was the best tenderness. Whether it was him who worked hard with Qingzhou for his dreams, or he who was destined to no longer be able to sing.

At first, he hesitated for a long time and finally chose to leave, without saying goodbye, and even changed his name.

Mo - since then, you have been strange.

Even if you meet thousands of people in this world, only he can enter the heart, but this one person can't fall in love and can't stay together.

Over the years, he has been so engrossed in music that he deliberately ignores all the news about him, not caring or listening, thinking that he will be able to slowly forget him.

But it backfired, and the more you want to forget, the more you remember it clearly.

In the past five years, everything has developed as he thought, the tour is full, there are countless fans, and tens of thousands of people are flocking, but what?

Even though there are a hundred charms and thousands of colors in the world, they can't match the eyes he looks back at with a smile.

He misses him, and all the songs he has sung over the years are missing him, but he can't say it.

He also wanted to see him, how many times his luggage had been packed, but he suddenly didn't have the courage.

He was afraid.

After all, it was he who left at the beginning, and after a long time, things are not people, and he ......

In the blink of an eye, he only had a year left. Otherwise, he wouldn't have forced himself to set the last stop of the tour in Lanyue.

Even if you leave, you have to see him again, even if you stand far away.

Just now......

He's coming?

Will he really come?

He...... Did you come to see him?

At first, Mi Nuo thought that Xiao Dada would just blow the wind by the river and go back after a while, but she never thought that this sitting would sit for more than two hours, and she was about to fall asleep, but Xiao Dada still looked at the river in a daze like a wangfu stone, and didn't know what she was thinking.

Mi Nuo, who couldn't sit still, sighed and slid off the stone and walked towards the sculptural back.

"Xiao Dada, let's go back, there's nothing to see in this big night, and it's starting to get a little cold, it's not good if you catch a cold."

Xiao Mo was slightly stunned, and looked sideways at the woman standing beside him, with some surprise in his eyes

"You're not leaving?"

"No, I've been sitting on the rocks over there."

"Why don't you speak?"

"Huh? But you say you want to be quiet? ”

Xiao Mo's eyes turned slightly, he seemed to have said such a sentence, and replied silently,

"Let's go."