Sleepless all night, I don't know how long I cried, the tears in this life seem to have been shed, she never knew that a person could have so many tears.

A pair of swollen eyes are not like words, every second is torment, and when the sky is slightly white, Mai Siwen finally made up his mind, got up from the bed, and escaped to face what should be faced in the end.

Mai Siwen made a call to Zhong Forest, the phone rang for a long time before answering the phone, Zhong Sen was woken up by the phone, he was very unhappy, and his tone was very hurtful, "Mai Siwen, what do you want?" ”

Impatient, the tone was cold and warm, for so many years, as long as there was no one around, Zhong Forest would talk to her like this, even if he was used to it, but hearing such a tone, Mai Siwen's heart was still extremely uncomfortable.

The tears that were finally stopped fell again, "I want to see you, now." ”

Even if Mai Siwen tried her best to control her tone, this thick nasal voice still betrayed her.

Zhong Linlin's brows were furrowed, and he hung up the phone after dropping the word nerve, listening to the beeping sound from the phone, Mai Siwen's heart was cold.

She smiled sadly, laughing at her innocence, and even had delusions that Zhong Forest could hear that something was wrong with her.

Does she hate Bell Forest? Mai Siwen thought that she shouldn't hate, but she was unwilling, she just regretted it, her relationship with Zhong Forest could be very good, but she ruined their happiness with her own hands.

and then selfishly tied him to her side by unsightly means, so she was willing to bear all the disappointments and injuries that Zhong Forest gave her.

These are all things she should bear, but after being entangled for so many years, from now on, it will be completely irrelevant, she wants to be selfish one last time, and she just wants to be able to look at him again.

Holding back all the tears, Mai Siwen dialed Zhong Forest's phone again, and over and over again, the call came and no one answered.

Mai Siwen was unwilling to give up, and replayed it over and over again, I don't know how many times it was broadcast, Zhong Linlin answered the phone, his tone was as cold as ever, and every sentence hurtful, "Mai Siwen, are you sick!" ”

"Hmm." Mai Siwen nodded lightly and said with a smile: "If I hadn't been sick, how would I have been in the hospital." ”

Zhong Forest didn't expect Mai Siwen to answer like this, if this was in the past, Mai Siwen would have jumped up and reasoned with him.

At the moment when Zhong Forest was stunned, Mai Siwen's voice came lightly, recovering his previous inevitability, and he said commandingly: "I have already made an appointment with the reporter, come quickly, remember the image of your good boyfriend." ”

Saying that he didn't give Zhong Forest a chance to refuse, Mai Siwen hung up the phone, Zhong Shulin got up from the bed angrily, and every time he didn't want to do something, Mai Siwen would threaten him with a reporter.

But he couldn't refuse.

When she came to the hospital, Mai Siwen had already changed her clothes and put on makeup, but even after putting on makeup, she could still see her tired face, Zhong Forest crossed her and found a place to sit down.

"What are you crazy about early in the morning, even if you don't sleep, don't others have to sleep?" Zhong Forest half lay on the stool and closed his eyes very tiredly.

Mai Siwen walked over and wanted to take Zhong Forest's hand, but stretched it out several times and then retracted it.

Banxiang didn't hear Mai Siwen's answer, Zhong Linlin opened his eyes and looked at her, "Say, what kind of medicine are you selling in your gourd." ”

"Forest, do you hate me very much?" Mai Siwen asked, her voice was infinitely sad, she didn't know what to do to make Zhong Forest less uncomfortable, in order to make herself less sad.

I don't know why, Zhong Linlin's heart also hurt, he silently looked away from Mai Siwen, his tone was as cold as ever, "Don't hate, don't love, so don't hate." ”

Simple and rude, to the point, Zhong Forest is always like this, it doesn't take a single soldier to make Mai Siwen bear the pain of ten thousand arrows piercing his heart.

She nodded, didn't speak again, just stood in front of Zhong Linlin, shrouded in sorrow, like that day many years ago, she also stood in front of herself like this, and made the most cruel decision.

Zhong Forest's heart was very uneasy, as if something was about to happen, he wanted to open his mouth to ask Mai Siwen if something had happened, but when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them all.

Both of them fell silent, and the atmosphere became extremely eerie, as if time had stopped flowing, and every second seemed to be like a year.

I don't know how long it took, Mai Siwen raised his feet and came to Zhong Linlin, pulled him up from the stool, and Zhong Shulin really stood up obediently.

"Forest, can you hug me?" Mai Siwen looked at Zhong Forest cautiously, and his words were full of fear.

No one would have thought that the popular actress, the invincible Mai Siwen, would have such a humble side, just for a hug.

Zhong Forest's heart didn't know that it was pierced, and he didn't know what kind of wind Mai Siwen was smoking, seeing that Mai Siwen was about to hug himself, Zhong Forest's thoughts were brought back all of a sudden.

pushed Mai Siwen away, as if she was a poisonous object, she didn't want to have any contact, and her eyes were full of disgust.

Sneered, "Mai Siwen, are you using the bitter meat trick now?" It's a pity that you are no longer the Mai Siwen of the past, and I am not the Zhong Forest of the past. ”

Mai Siwen didn't sleep all night, which would be weak in his hands and feet, and Zhong Forest suddenly made a move, Mai Siwen didn't have any defense, so he was pushed to the ground by Zhong Forest.

The palm of his hand was bruised, but Mai Siwen didn't feel any pain, and these pains were completely negligible compared to the pain in his heart.

She laughed at herself and got up from the ground, after all, she had an extravagant hope, Zhong Linlin's arms no longer belonged to her Mai Siwen, his heart, everything about him had nothing to do with her.

It's just that if time were to do it all over again, she would probably stick to her original choice, after all, at that time, she had no choice at all, and some things couldn't be both.

Although she already understood, why did this heart still hurt so much, it hurt so much that she wanted to dig her heart out.

She raised her head slightly, endured all her tears, and then said with difficulty: "Zhong Forest, you are free, we ...... It doesn't matter anymore. ”

One sentence exhausted all of Mai Siwen's strength.

After so many years of entanglement, so many years of torturing each other, everything ends here, I let you go and give you back your freedom.