Chapter 30: Cut off old love, cut it to the ground
Canal Park, it rained overnight last night, and even after a day of sunbathing, the lawn was still wet.
Su Lingyu waded through the vibrant green grass, stood by the river, a gust of wind blew, her shoulders trembled slightly, 22 degrees Celsius, not the cold season, but after last night's baptism, her body was like a thin piece of paper, and she couldn't bear the wind.
She looked at the sparkling surface of the river, the afterglow of the setting sun reflected half of the sky, and also reflected the surface of the river, she remembered the record in her diary, the person who made her love the sunset so much was the man behind her, Tang Yi.
She smiled wryly, questioning why she once liked such a affectionate man.
"Suzu ......"
Tang Yi wanted to speak and stopped, he was indeed drunk last night, and it was his intention to let her accompany her to drink to get a contract, but he never thought of letting her sleep with her, even if he hated it, they had known each other since childhood.
Hearing his voice, Su Lingyu looked back, and a faint smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, "Why do you show such an expression, there's no need, last night, I already made it very clear." β
She stepped forward, raised her head to look at him, and looked straight into his pupils, "Tang Yi, you don't love me, I know." You hate me, and I know it. You and He You love each other, I know better. You can't see me, you can't feel me, it's all right, this proves that you are a single-minded man, right...... Undivided attention. β
Su Lingyu swallowed the sour pain in her throat, "Don't worry, when Uncle Tang comes back, I will take the initiative to tell him that I want to break the marriage contract, so that you can be in harmony with He You Shuangsu and Shuangfei for a hundred years." β
Su Lingyu lowered his gaze for a moment, and instantly raised his head to look at him, "I am grateful for those pasts, whether I remember them or not." β
I don't know what else to say, I'm afraid the farthest distance in the world is like this, he doesn't understand, he doesn't understand her affection, because he doesn't understand, even if they are close to each other like this, looking at each other, they are as far away as the end of the world.
Su Lingyu walked around him towards the top of the lawn, like a person is like this, again and again made up his mind to give up, but again and again he fell into the quagmire, even if he cried and grabbed the ground, even if he swore poisonously, even if he cut his heart and cut his flesh...... But it just doesn't have a long memory.
Diaries, one diary after another, shuttled in Tang Yi's brain, and he was stuffy in the office all afternoon, reading the five diaries that Song Shiyin threw on his face from beginning to end, unless his heart was made of steel, he couldn't be moved.
When she was 14 years old, he was 20 years old, and it was in his prime, and every week he would bring a different girlfriend home, and she lived next door to him, how could he endure that heart-cutting injury?
He chased after her, blocked her way, and asked incredulously, "Do you really like me?" β
Su Lingyu looked at him, without the slightest intention of escaping, "Once." β
Tang Yi frowned, "What do you mean?" β
Su Lingyu chuckled, "Brother Yi, you are older than me, you have a higher diploma than me, and your comprehension ability should be stronger than mine, right?" Once, and now I don't like you! β
She was leaving, Tang Yi stopped her again, and even held his two hands, "I and He You...... Only once, my dad forced me to get engaged on the night of my wedding...... Afterwards...... Never. β
Su Lingyu understood very well those subtle pauses, and then she did everything she needed to do except for a kick in the door, but what did these have to do with her?
"Tang Yi, I'm not a virgin, I can't forgive every mistake, besides, you're not wrong, don't say I'm sorry, that's the last thing I want to hear."
Su Lingyu shook off his hand, everyone has self-esteem, especially in front of the person they like, the most powerless thing in this world is probably that I love you, but you love someone else who doesn't love you.
I have never seen Tang Yi so crazy, hugging her from behind, desperately not letting her go, and even ignoring the eyes of others, "I admit that I was wrong last night, I shouldn't let you drink, I shouldn't have ...... you for the sake of the contract"
Su Lingyu suddenly turned around, "Can you say it?" Can you tell you to let your fiancΓ©e sleep with someone else? β
Tang Yi was choked speechless and stammered for a long time, "But you, aren't you not asleep?" You're so good, not only did you not get taken advantage of by that dead director, but you also got a contract. β
Su Lingyu silently recited again, "You are awesome." Then he looked at him, "Every time I'm wheeled into the operating room, I want you to say, 'You're awesome,' and every time I remove the bandage, I want you to say, 'Don't be afraid I'm here,'......"
She paused for a moment before she continued, "But where are you?" You are outside the operating room, chatting with He You about me and me, and you hug and kiss He You outside the ward. β
Su Lingyu took a breath, turned around and walked out of the park, she didn't understand before, she was too kind, she believed what everyone said, people are good at being bullied by others, horses are good at being ridden, it really makes sense.
"Su Lingyu!"
Tang Yi's command voice came from behind her, and this time she didn't stop and walked straight out of his field of vision. No matter how much love is there, there is a time limit, and she has exhausted all her strength, so she has no regrets.
Love is a thing that starts from the heart and leads to all the bones of the limbs, so one day when you fall out of love, it seems that all your strength has been drained.
Walking out of the park, Su Lingyu had no strength, she stood on the side of the road, and the entire eighteen years of history were overthrown.
It is easier said than done to retract the heart of love for someone. To be honest, she can't get out of Tang Yi's shadow now, but she wants to get out of his world, and she has never been determined.
There was no time to waste, and the next day, Su Lingyu rushed to school with the design drawings and the destroyed works, but the instructor went out for off-campus teaching, and she waited at school while remaking the works.
It wasn't until five o'clock in the evening that I received a call from the teacher saying that he had come back and was in the office.
Su Lingyu put away the work, and ran from the teaching building to the office building in a hurry, but the office area was dark, she brewed in front of the office door, gently pushed the door open, and eased her vision for a while before her vision became clear, she frowned and shouted, "Teacher? β
No response.
After a while, she was sure that her instructor was sitting on a chair five meters in front of her, and she asked suspiciously, "Teacher, what are you doing?" He walked inside.
Walking to the switch, Su Lingyu stretched out her hand and wanted to turn on the light, but as soon as she moved, the instructor shouted bitterly, "Don't turn on the light!" β
When she first entered the school, it was this teacher who appreciated her very much, saying that she was very talented in design, and Su Lingyu also admired this teacher very much, she obediently didn't turn on the light, and walked straight to the teacher, "Teacher, what's going on?" β
The instructor lowered her head, even if she only felt the teacher's low mood through the light in the corridor, she leaned over and asked with concern, "Is the competition in trouble?" Teacher, don't do this, if you really can't participate, I'll wait for next time, I'll try...... Hmmm......"
Suddenly, Su Lingyu was stupid, like a piece of wood, her instructor was at least forty years old, and her sons were in junior high school, and they actually hooked her neck and kissed her.
"What are you doing?" Before she could react, the voice of the vice principal came from behind her.
With a click, the office lights were lit, echoing the lights in the opposite school building.
The instructor let go of her, Huo Di stood up, and pointed to her nose, "It's her, it's her who seduces me, saying that as long as she can help her delay the date of the competition, she can accompany me to bed!" β
The heart is dead more than mourning, not to a certain person, but to the whole world.
She once said that being rich is amazing, being rich is amazing! And the facts tell her, that's right, being rich is amazing, being rich is awesome, and being rich can invite someone who is even more terrifying than a ghost, so this is He You's last blow to her, so she can't turn over even if she dies.
I didn't, what a weak denial, even if the vice principal believed her, he would not give up the teacher for a poor student.
An hour later, Tang Yi was invited to the principal's office, Su Lingyu stood against the wall, watching Tang Yi walk to the vice principal's desk in a hurry, and only glanced at her when he entered the door.
The vice principal's expression was serious, "Mr. Tang, I don't want to bother you, but Su Lingyu is a student...... It's really disappointing! β
After a pause, the vice principal continued, "I heard that you are engaged, is it true or not?" β
Without waiting for Tang Yi to answer, she said again, "How can you seduce a school teacher for the sake of competition!" β
The last few words were almost shouted out, and then pointed to the instructor, "Our instructor has won the runner-up in the national design competition, and is the key training object of the school. β
Tang Yi gritted the root of his back teeth, the green tendons on his neck burst out, turned around and went straight to Su Lingyu, didn't ask anything, raised his hand and slapped him.
Su Lingyu was beaten against the wall, and countless small stars jumped out in front of him. Her vision was blurred, the corners of her mouth were cracked, and she turned her head to look at Tang Yi.
Tang Yi roared angrily, "Explain, say you didn't do anything!" β
Su Lingyu didn't cover her swollen cheeks pitifully, but just said word by word, "For those who don't believe me, is it useful to explain more?" β
"You!"
Seeing that Tang Yi raised his hand again, the vice principal who was sitting at the desk stopped, "Okay, Mr. Tang, the school doesn't want to do anything about this matter, after all, it will affect you and this teacher, so I decided to expel Su Lingyu from school, what do you think?" β
Expulsion? Su Lingyu's heart tightened, and she hurriedly rushed over, grabbing the vice principal's arm tightly, "I didn't make a mistake, he suddenly kissed him, I don't have to seduce him......"
The vice principal sighed and shook off her hand, "Enough, what kind of student are you, there are records here in the school, skipping bed, hitting classmates in the dormitory, and it is very unsociable, and there are people who see you wearing revealing clothes in and out of the nightclub at night...... Do you have anything else to say? β