Lin Jiayi carried Jiang Yao into her home with difficulty, threw it on the sofa, turned her head after taking off her shoes, looked at the footprints on the ground with a headache, sighed, and glared at Jiang Yao.

"Hey, wake me up and mop the floor." She said and kicked Jiang Yao gently.

Jiang Yao moved her body, squinted her eyes and opened them, as if she was looking at her, turned around again, and fell back into a coma, "I'm not drunk...... It's just sad. ”

Lin Jiayi retracted her feet, this time she really believed what she said.

The smell of wine on her body is not heavy, after all, she only drank two glasses, and the degree is not deep, Jiang Yao's alcohol consumption is still better than Jiang Zilin, and she will not be drunk, but just now she couldn't even walk, and now she can't wake up.

Lin Jiayi turned around and took the mop, gently kicked the door shut with her foot, and said in a low voice: "Fortunately, I didn't return this apartment, you can sleep here at night, get up early tomorrow morning and explain it to the person who should explain, if you don't return overnight, it is estimated that tomorrow will be enough for you......"

When Jiang Yao heard this, she finally opened her eyes, moved her body, and then closed her eyes again.

Tears began to well-in.

"Jiayi, I'm so tired." She whispered suddenly.

Lin Jiayi glanced at her and continued to mop the floor.

Jiang Yao moved again, pulled the sofa and sat up, dizzy, but still conscious, leaning on the sofa and staring at the ceiling, her lips squirmed for a moment, "Jiayi, I secretly went to see Zhou Zheng today, and I didn't let him see me, but I watched him enter the security check." ”

"I know."

"......" Jiang Yao paused, turned his head in a daze, and said, "You know? ”

"You just look in the mirror and you'll understand." Lin Jiayi pointed to the clothes on her body, mopped the ground, and put the mop aside.

Jiang Yao struggled to prop up her head, looked down at her clothes, and immediately understood.

So that's it...... Today, she specially wore clothes, as well as her whole body dress, and even carried a hat and mask in her hands, holding on firmly, for fear of being recognized...... Even if she goes to a bar to get drunk, she has to be careful.

"Actually, we all know what you think, so we don't have to hide it." Lin Jiayi sat down beside her and spoke: "Zhou Zheng has been abroad for two years, and he already knows how his path should go, what about you?" Haven't you figured it out yet? ”

"I have no way out......"

"Why not? Is marriage all there is to a woman? ”

"Maybe someone else gets married, maybe not, I get married, it must be." Jiang Yao closed her eyes and shook her head, "Jiayi, you don't understand, I live in pain every day, every day...... I wake up in the middle of the night and often ask myself why I am lying next to this man, why I promised my mother to see Goofy in the first place, why I didn't find out what kind of person Goofy is earlier, and why I am always ......the unlucky one who suffers."

"I don't think so." Lin Jiayi said.

The two were silent for a moment, Jiang Yao's mood calmed down a little, she sat up with her body propped up, turned her head to look at Lin Jiayi, her eyes were shining, "Why not?" ”

"Your life and Goofy's life can be separated." Lin Jiayi squinted her eyes, "Marriage is not everything, it can't be everything." It's just that you don't have the ability to separate from him now, and when you have the ability to look at yourself today, you will find that it is a joke. Wasn't it the same when I was with Jiang Wenyang? I felt like the world was falling apart, and I felt like I was covered in bruises that I couldn't repair it anymore. But I still did it, step by step, climbed up on my own, and today I look back on the past, and I only feel cowardly and ridiculous. ”

Jiang Yao's fingertips moved. She has experienced Jiayi's time, and she has seen with her own eyes how she has come to this point, but ...... She is different from Jiayi, she is not that good......

"I'm not you, I can't do ......"

"If you don't do it, how do you know you can't do it? You don't have to be anyone's shadow, you are you, and you can do things that may be different from mine, but definitely no less than me. "Lin Jiayi cut the railway.

Jiang Yao exhaled lightly, leaned back, and returned to the posture of looking at the ceiling.

"What else can I do?"

"Don't you and Zhou Zheng have dreams?" Lin Jiayi also leaned on the sofa, her eyes swept over Jiang Yao's face, "Now that he has come out of his decadence and knows that he wants to pursue what he wants to do, you should also wake up." Even if what you are doing now is not what you want to do, you should work in that direction. ”

Dream......

Jiang Yao moved her lips.

Lin Jiayi suddenly smiled and continued: "To be honest, I haven't heard the word 'dream' mentioned for a long time, like a primary school student's composition, which can only be heard in the radio script at school. This world is never tolerant enough for people with dreams, and if you are not realistic enough, you can only bear everything that reality gives you. That's it for now. What do you do when your dreams and reality are offset? Do you continue to persevere in the dark, or do you just give up and think of the present as the end of your life? ”

Jiang Yao opened her eyes and was touched, "Then what should I do?" ”

"Ask yourself." Lin Jiayi got up, "In your own life, what you want to do and what you don't want to do, do you still need me to tell you?" ”

Jiang Yao stood up suddenly.

Lin Jiayi was shocked by her movements, and frowned at her, "What's wrong?" ”

"I'll go back first." The corners of Jiang Yao's lips hooked, and her eyes began to shine.

Lin Jiayi stared at her expression, and smiled after two seconds, "Figured it out?" ”

"Well, I think there's something to think about." Jiang Yao's smile still did not disappear, immersed in his own world, and slowly raised his legs and walked outside.

She recalled the first day she met Zhou Zheng, recalled that the two went abroad to participate in food festivals together, and even recalled the time when she opened a store...... The air seemed to be filled with the smell of dessert, her whole body was wrapped in the sweet aroma of cream, and the ratio of flour and water collided, and the temperature in the oven was beautiful...... During this time, because of the entanglement and suppression of life, she has almost forgotten how much she loves food and how much she enjoys the satisfaction after baking and grilling.

Yes, that's right...... It's time for her to find herself.

At this moment, Goofy's house.

"Eh, I said Brother Fei, your wife shouldn't have come back tonight, right?"

"That's right, what time is it, my friend didn't bring it, I didn't come back, and I didn't answer the phone......"

"Brother Fei, are you okay? The first time I saw you eat deflated haha! ”

There was laughter all around.

Everyone picked up their bags and prepared to leave, and they didn't forget to make a fuss when they were leaving.

Although Gao Fei was smiling on his face, he was already scolding in his heart.

Not only did Jiang Yao not bring Jiang Gu and them tonight, but he didn't even come back himself, he lived in the ridicule of others all night! He has already boasted about Haikou, saying that he wants to surprise these friends, let him be a person in the future, how to mix?

Gao Fei sent the person away with a cold face, turned around and was about to go back, when there was a sudden sound of footsteps behind him.

He frowned, turned his head, and his face sank suddenly.

It's Jiang Yao.

Jiang Yao walked briskly in the direction of home, obviously also saw Gao Fei, remembered that he didn't come back for dinner today, his steps were a little slower, and finally he staggered past him and entered the room directly.

Gao Fei came back behind her, staring at her face, with an astonishing coldness, "Jiang Yao, you are very good, you deliberately put my face like this, right?" ”

"I told you they wouldn't come, and I hope you'll take what I say to heart in the future." Jiang Yao turned his head and said.

She was actually a little scared in her heart, but when she thought that Zhou Zheng had already gone abroad, and Gao Fei couldn't do anything to him, she breathed a sigh of relief and hardened a lot.

As long as Gao Fei can't hurt Zhou Zheng, what else can he do to her? It doesn't matter, she has decided that as long as she lives for one day, she will live well.

Jiang Yao thought, her steps became more brisk, and her afterglow touched Gao Fei's face, and her heart was also excited, and she turned around and walked into the bathroom, "Oh yes, I decided to resign." I won't be an assistant from tomorrow, but not for ridiculous reasons like this position that makes you lose face. I'm going to learn how to make pastries again. With that, she closed the door.

The sound of water sounded, Gao Fei's face became heavier and heavier, and he suddenly reached out and slammed it on the coffee table, and the table top shook.