Chapter 38: To Die

Li Xinran was a little uneasy, and always felt as if something had happened.

Until the sun went down, Lifus and Lin Xuexi still did not come back.

"They won't have any accidents, will they? No, they're all sharpshooters! ”

As time passed, Li Xinran's mood became more and more anxious, and she didn't even eat dinner.

If Li Fusi and Lin Xuexi couldn't come back, she didn't know if she still had the courage to live alone, she began to think in a bad direction, regretting that she shouldn't have instigated Li Fusi to exterminate the country of immortals, it would be meaningless at all.

The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became, and she scared herself. She hurriedly ran out of the house, stood in front of the gate of the base, and looked in the direction of Immortal Bay, but it was dark and dark, and there was no movement.

Seven, eight, nine, ten......

Li Xinran stayed alone in the cold night, the exhaled water vapor froze her eyelashes with a layer of snow crystals, her eyes were full of tears, and she stubbornly endured it several times, she even connected the two things, feeling that there seemed to be a causal relationship between them, if she shed tears, it meant that they really wouldn't come back, she had to wait until they came back.

The sky gradually brightened again, Li Xinran waited all night, and didn't wait for anything, but she still had to wait, and she sat on the ground and waited when her legs were numb.

Finally, the roar of the machine came from the woods, and Li Xinran listened carefully, but it was not the sound of a tractor.

After a while, a helicopter appeared in the distant sky, and it flew straight in the direction of the base, then circled over the base for a moment, and landed in a clearing in front of the base.

The furious vortex blew the snow in the vicinity, and the door opened, and Livers jumped out of it, carrying a few guns and a bag of food.

The deafening cracking of the propeller quieted as the engine turned off.

Li Xinran's hanging heart finally let go, and at this moment she wanted to step forward and give Li Fusi a big hug, but she soon realized that things were a little abnormal.

"Where's Sister Xuexi?" Li Xinran looked at the oncoming Li Fusi, and no one got off the plane behind him.

Lifus walked past her, ignoring her, he walked directly into the courtyard, through the downward corridor, to Lin Xuexi's bedside.

There was a wooden box under the bed for garbage, and there was a lot of messy hair in it, which Lin Xuexi had cut off with a dagger yesterday morning.

Lifus took the hair out of the bin, arranged it one by one, tied it in a knot, and put it in his arms.

Li Xinran followed closely behind him, frightened by his behavior, could it be that something happened to Lin Xuexi?

"What about you, Sister Xuexi?" Li Xinran kept chasing Lifus and asked tirelessly, hoping that her worries were unnecessary.

"She's gone." Lifus said calmly as he put away the clump of hair.

"Gone? Where did it go? Li Xinran can't understand what it means to leave, is it living independently? She didn't think that Lin Xuexi had the ability to survive in the wild.

"I don't know." Livers began to pack his belongings and put them in a plastic bag. "She hid a flying machine in Sanctuary Bay and flew away."

"So, are you going to go too? Are you going to find her? Li Xinran saw Lifus sorting out his personal belongings and was suddenly scared.

"I can't find it, I guess she doesn't want to see me anymore." Lifus sighed, "She may have taken advantage of us, but I just can't hate her, she's right, no one is immune to the crisis of all mankind, and it's ridiculous that I've been scheming about my little life, and now, it's time to do something right." ”

"Can you take me with you?" Li Xinran begged in a low voice.

"I'm going to do something very dangerous, there's a good chance I'm going to die, and I can't let you take that risk."

"Don't you even want your life? Just for a woman? As for you? Why are you so unproductive? Li Xinran saw that Li Fusi seemed to have made up her mind, and finally became a little anxious.

"If infatuation with someone is useless, then I may not be productive in this life." Lifus was depressed and depressed.

"But what should I do when you're gone? I can't live without you. Li Xinran moved out of the bitter meat plan.

"How have you lived in the past three years, and how will you live in the future, at least, you don't have to worry about food anymore." After Lifus finished speaking, he picked up the baggage he had already packed and walked out.

Li Xinran hugged his thighs and dragged them to the ground, and the tears that she had endured all night could no longer be controlled, and fell down her cheeks.

"I'm sorry!" Li Xinran cried and apologized, "I shouldn't have made my own decisions, I thought that by bringing you together, I could stay by my side forever, I have no malicious intent." ”

"Don't go! I won't be clever anymore, I will listen to you, fetch water, chop wood, make fires, and cook all by me, as long as you don't leave, I really can't live alone! ”

The girl's cries and pleadings did not make Lifus change his mind, and he picked her up, gently placed her on the chair, and helped her dry her tears, just like he had seen her for the first time.

Then he squatted on the ground, looked at Li Xinran's eyes and said, "Xinran, I have never blamed you, and you don't have to be arrogant, there is no psychological burden." But I can't stay here anymore, it's full of her breath, seeing things and thinking about people, touching the scene and hurting, I can't live in torment every day. ”

"If I survive, I'll come back to you, but it's going to be a long process. But it's more likely that I'm going to die, so you have to remember that we only have enough food here for you for ten years, and there's still a lot of food in Fairy Bay, you can simply move there, and the infrastructure is also very good. ”

"You have to keep the guns I brought back just now, their performance is much better than the previous ones, the weapons should always be kept in a place where they can be seen, you have to eat more vitamin tablets and iodized salt, although they have no effect on radiation protection, but they can make you stronger, and chat with your netizens more when you have time, they are all very good friends."

Li Xinran listened to Lifus's instructions, nodded her head vigorously, the tears in her eyes couldn't stop, she knew that this matter was irreparable.

Lifus stood up and mischievously tossed her hair, "Don't cry, be strong, look like a big girl." ”

"Alright, I'm leaving."

Lifus took his baggage and walked out, out of the place that made him the happiest and most painful in his short nineteen years of life.

He climbed into the helicopter, started the engine, and waved at Li Xinran below.

Li Xinran didn't stop crying, but she still raised a hand and waved it.

Lifus saw her shouting at him with her mouth wide open, but he couldn't hear it, and the loud noise and turbulent air currents made it seem like the center of a storm. He pulled down the joystick, and the helicopter rose off the ground, and flew into the sky under the escort of Li Xinran's gaze, getting farther and farther away, getting smaller and smaller, and finally turned into a black dot in the sky.

The helicopter flew in the direction of Fairy Bay and landed in the glade where Lin Xuexi disappeared.

Lifus turned on the Monkey Watch's communicator and wanted to contact the other Chosen Ones through the Monkey Watch, but he guessed that the first to receive the message must be the Alliance and Achilles, and that a missile might blow it up in a few minutes, but he had to take the risk.

"I'm loveless now, am I? A soulless shell is just a walking corpse, and I must die anyway, so let me die here! ”

Lying in a helicopter in a decadent position, Lifus holding a pistol to his head, trying to end his life before the missile could blow him apart.