Chapter 121: Leaving (Medium)
Lu An turned his hand over to show me, there was nothing in it, he raised his hand and waved it forward, and a branch and leaf fell to the ground again.
"How is that possible? How could this world ......" I retreated in shock.
"There are no immortal cultivators in your world, but there are people in our world, and I am a person in the immortal cultivation realm. Well, I've been found by them, and you're no longer worth using it. I don't want to talk nonsense with you, you go with me, it's my way back to you for saving your life. ”
When Lu An said this to me, his voice was very cold, and the voice was as cold as a thorn, piercing into my heart fiercely, and it hurt terribly.
My tears of pain were about to fall, and I didn't want to believe Lu An's words: "No, you said that you used us to prevent them from finding us." But how did they find you? It's incoherent. ”
"It's not all because of you." Lu An complained, "It's all because you won't let me sit at the same table with Li Sihan." ”
After speaking, Lu An also glared at me.
The eyes are so fierce, there is only anger in them, and I can't see the previous tenderness and love at all.
I took a step back and said, "How is that possible?" Lu An ......"
When I called Lu An, I took a step forward and reached out to pull him.
If he had seen me stretch out his hand, he would have reached out a long time ago.
But now, he just stared at me coldly, with resentment in his eyes.
I didn't dare to pull him, so I retracted my hand again, "Okay, I accept that you are a person from the immortal cultivation realm, and I also accept that you use me, but I really like you." I think we ......."
"You think we, that's what you think. We are not people of the same world at all, we are very different, and to me, you are like ants. ”
Ant? Lu An actually compared me to an ant.
I just began to digest what he meant when he said that he was a person from the immortal cultivation realm, could it be that he was an immortal?
"You—You're a god?"
"I will become an immortal sooner or later, and you ......" Lu An looked at me again, there was no love in his eyes, only indifference, pickiness and disgust, "I will repay you, and it can be regarded as giving you a chance." Whether you can cultivate into an immortal or not depends on your creation. ”
It is more uncomfortable to be looked at with that kind of cold, critical and disgusted gaze by someone you like than it is to be looked at with that kind of cold, critical and disgusted gaze by someone who hates yourself.
My heart ached like a knife, tears rolled in my eyes, and I choked up: "No need, I saved you, not so that you can repay me." I don't want that reward. ”
"You have to ask for it. Because I am a cultivator, I can't owe favors to others, and if I owe favors to others, it will not be good for my cultivation and it will be difficult for me to achieve positive results. ”
Hearing Lu An's words, I felt like he was blaming me, and I was very unhappy, so I asked him: "If you can't achieve positive results, what does it matter to me?" We all had a good relationship and broke up. ”
Yes, although Lu An didn't mention breaking up with me, all the words he said implied that I had broken up.
"It's good for you to be a maid. Even if you can't cultivate immortals, you can prolong your life, and I suggest you think about it. ”
"Longevity?" I sneered in my heart, I was used and abandoned by him like this, I still want to live longer, am I afraid that I am not uncomfortable enough?
I coldly refused: "No need, I don't want to live that long." ”
"Don't make a decision so quickly, I'll give you a night to think about it, and I'll wait for you here at five o'clock tomorrow morning. At the school, I'll take care of it for you. Lu An said that he was leaving.
I looked at his handsome face, and now I can't accept the fact that he has suddenly become a person in the immortal cultivation world.
It's not so much that I can't accept this fact, but that I still like him.
"Lu An......" I couldn't help but reach out and grab him, "When you used me, didn't you like me at all?" ”
Even a little.
I know I'm humble, but I really like him.
Lu An ruthlessly shook off my hand, "Don't tease." How could I possibly like you? ”
"Is that all the previous ones fake? You take me to the infirmary, you ...... in front of grandma"
"It's just a show."
Go along for the ride?
I can accept that he took me to the infirmary to play on the spot, but I can't accept it and I don't want to accept it when he plays in front of my grandmother.
He's cheating on grandma.
At that time, grandma was dying, how could he bear it? How to bear it!
I tried to question him, but when the words came to my lips, I swallowed them back and turned into tears.
"Good! You don't like me, you can. You can use me, but I really like you. Can I know what the name of my rival is? Can you know the situation of the rival? Let me die and understand. ”
The rival in love heard my conversation with Lu An, and before Lu An answered, he replied, "My name is Weng Qingya." Our Weng family is one of the top ten families in the immortal cultivation world, and I am the daughter of the head of the Weng family, and my status is noble. ”
Showing off to me, Weng Qingya said to Lu An again: "Lu An, if she doesn't want to go, forget it." She is an ordinary human in this world, what kind of creation can she have, and it is ...... if she goes."
"That's all I have to ask." Lu An said lightly.
Weng Qingya liked Lu An very much, and was afraid that Lu An would be unhappy, so as soon as she heard Lu An say this, she immediately changed her words and said, "Okay, take her." It's just a matter of having one more mouth, and our Weng family can afford it. ”
After that, Weng Qingya leaned towards Lu An, "Lu An, let's go." Father has always wanted to see you, and he must be very happy to know that I have found you. ”
Lu An and Weng Qingya left.
Lu An ...... "I know that Lu An and I are not from the same world, and I know that it is no longer possible for me and Lu An, but when I saw him and other girls leaving, I couldn't help but call him."
Lu An took two steps forward before stopping, but he didn't turn around: "Tomorrow morning at five o'clock, I will wait for you for five minutes at most." ”
With that, he strode into the car and left.
When I saw Lu An hear me call him and continue to walk forward, my heart died directly. Seeing him stop again, my heart instantly came alive for him, and I was thrilled.
But when I saw that he didn't turn around, and when I heard his words, my heart died again.
I watched him and Weng Qingya get into the car, and watched the car go away, I didn't chase it, it felt like the sky was falling, it was dark in front of me, very sad, very helpless.
"Woo......" I turned around and vented my discomfort on the wall, my fists slammed into each other, and tears fell down one after another.
I was afraid that when others saw me smashing the wall, they would come and ask me, and after I smashed it a few times, I hid behind the bushes and cried there, and I didn't dare to cry out loud.
It was getting dark, and although there were street lights, no one thought that there were people behind the bushes by the wall, so no one bothered me, and I was crying very happily.
"Why is this happening? Why? "I can't figure out how Lu An became a person in the immortal cultivation world, and the scene of him raising his hand and slashing branches and leaves in my mind is so real, so ......
I remembered that Lu An once said words like father, mother, grandfather and grandmother, and thought that it was the name of the rich and noble family to their parents and grandmothers to show their dignity.
Now that I think about it, how narrow my thinking was before, so narrow that I didn't know that there was another world besides our world.
Thinking of the honorific titles of father and mother, I thought of Lu An that afternoon, Lu An also told me that he wanted to take me away, take me to see the mountains and seas, and wander the world.
How romantic we were that day, strolling through the sunset, imagining the future, hoping that time would pass sooner.
However, before the future arrived, we dispersed.
There are many pictures floating in my mind, from the first time I met Lu An, I saw him wearing a mask, I thought he was Xue Minhao's person, and I looked at his clear and beautiful eyes, and I remembered his eyes from then on.
Until now, I remember everything related to Lu An clearly.
It was the first time I was beaten by Dong Ge and Gu Lei, I went to get the telescopic stick, and I saw him raise his head from the table, only showing a pair of eyes, and I remember it clearly.
Ah, how clear his eyes were.
I thought I would never see as clear eyes as his, but today I saw another pair.
It turns out that there are such clear eyes, not people from our world, but people from the immortal cultivation world, no wonder the eyes can be so clear.
When I think of Lu An's eyes, I think of Weng Qingya, and I think of the scene where the two of them left together, my heart hurts so much.
Suddenly, I thought of what the old class said to me, he said that Lu An is good-looking, good at studying, good character, and a good person, let me grasp it well, don't lose it.
I wanted to take advantage of it, but Lu An didn't give me a chance, so I still lost him.
"Woo, old class, I didn't mean to lose him, I didn't mean to......" I'm so sad now, I really want to find someone to talk to.
But who to turn to?
I thought of my grandmother.
When I think of my grandmother, I think of my grandmother's absence, and then my sadness adds another layer.
"Grandma, what do you think I should do?" I hope my grandmother can't see me crying over there, and she won't hear my words, "Lu An is going to marry someone else, but he wants to take me with him......"
Speaking of this, I can't understand why Lu An is a person from the immortal cultivation realm, and if he wants to go back, he will go back, why do he have to take me with him.
He said it was revenge, but I felt more like revenge, and Grace would take revenge.
No, he's not revenge, he's ......
He said that he owed me the grace of saving my life, and if he didn't report it, it would be detrimental to his cultivation and it would be difficult for him to achieve positive results.
To put it bluntly, Lu An is still using me.
He is really good at taking advantage of it, and he won't even let go of the opportunity to repay his kindness.
Saying anything is also to give me a chance to see if I can become an immortal, what if I cultivate into an immortal......
Suddenly, I thought that if I could really become an immortal, before Lu An could become an immortal, would I be able to beat him up.
Thinking of this situation, I wanted to go with him, to press him to the ground and "piapia" to hit him in the face.
But I also think that I am an ordinary person in this world, can I cultivate to become an immortal?
What happens if you can't fix it? Be a maid for the rest of your life?
No, I don't want to be a maid for the rest of my life.
If I don't go, I won't let Lu An repay the favor and let him fail in cultivating immortals.
When I thought of this, I had a sense of revenge, but then I thought of a very serious question, that is, whether I would die if I failed to cultivate immortals.
Thinking that Lu An failed to cultivate immortals and might die, my heart hurt and I panicked.
I still like Lu An, but I still don't want him to die.
"Go ahead!" There was a voice in my head that said, "Anyway, grandma is gone, Lu An is leaving, what's the point of staying in this world alone?" It's time to go to another world to relax. ”
But another voice said: "Lu An has abandoned you, what are you still thinking about him?" ”
These two voices quarreled in my head, and they quarreled for a long time, but they didn't come out with a victory.
It's getting dark, the night is getting colder, and I'm getting more and more mosquito-bitten bags, and it's time for me to go home.
If you don't go home, grandma should be worried.
I wiped away my tears, rubbed my face, stood up, patted the ash on my ass, looked at the people in the distance, and slowly walked towards the neighborhood.
I was afraid that I would cry for too long and my eyes would be swollen from crying, and my grandmother would see it, so I went to the public toilet in the community before going home.
In the public bathroom, I washed my face and eyes for a long time, and I went back after making sure that my eyes couldn't see that I had cried.
"Auntie, auntie is back." When I walked up the stairs half way to my house, I heard the sound of Doodoo Boer.
I looked up and saw Dudu Baoer and her aunt standing at the door, Dudu Baoer holding a golden pig piggy bank in her arms.
Because she saw me back, Dudu Bao'er jumped with excitement.
"Auntie, Dudu Bao'er, why are you here? When did it come? I asked, surprised.
The aunt said: "Dudu Bao'er wants to give you the piggy bank, but I can't persuade you, so we are here." ”
When my aunt said these words, Dudu Bao'er handed me the golden pig piggy bank in her arms, "Auntie, here are all the New Year's money I have saved, for you." ”
"Thank you, Dudu Bao'er, your aunt has received it, and the piggy bank will not be accepted." I didn't.
The aunt said: "Take it, it's Dudu Bao'er's intention." ”
Dudu Bao'er said: "Auntie, you can accept it quickly, otherwise Dudu Bao'er will be unhappy." ”
"Okay, thank you." I thought to myself that Dudu Bao'er was only four years old, and how much money could I have for four years, so I accepted it, and later I learned that there was a lot of money in it, nearly 200,000.
Seeing that I accepted it, Dudu Baoer was very happy.
I touched Dudu Bao'er's fleshy little face, looked up and said to my aunt, "Auntie, I'm leaving." ”
When I said this, my whole person was much more relaxed, and the two villains who were arguing in my mind stopped arguing.
"Leave?" The aunt was shocked.
Dudu Bao'er asked, "Are you leaving with Brother Lu An?" ”
"Hmm." It is a fact that I left with Lu An, and it can also reassure my aunt, so I didn't hide it.
The aunt asked, "Where to go?" Why did you leave? How to leave suddenly? ”
"Well, his parents are both abroad, and they want him to go to school abroad. He couldn't bear me, so he let me leave with him. I want to go with him, too. "I made up a reason to go abroad.