Part22: A thought is persistent, so far for life

The anthers old hand trembled slightly on the flower-filled face, her eyes were so doting, gentle and a little apologetic.

Ye Li sighed,

"Anthers, it's over."

"The end?"

Anther looked up at her as if she had heard a funny joke,

"Sister, how can you be? I didn't hesitate to activate the forbidden spell to revive him, how could I let him go. ”

Anther tightened her arms and hugged the flower man, like a treasure, tightly guarded in her arms, lest someone would snatch it from her.

"So far, he can't stay."

"Nope! Sister, I beg you, you let him go, as long as you let him go, I will agree to whatever you want me to do, just please let him go, sister......"

Anther knelt on the ground excitedly and kowtowed to Ye Li, and the flower man on the side seemed to sense the sadness of the anther, and also bent over to learn the movements of the anther and kowtow to Ye Li, but he was tied up and bent over, so that Mi Nuo couldn't help but think of the giant caterpillar that had been there, and the picture was obviously sad but suddenly made people feel a little funny.

"Anthers! You have been practicing for three hundred years, how can you still not understand, he is a mortal, he died ten years ago, why do you want to force him, the deceased is gone! You didn't hesitate to destroy your own bones for him to activate the forbidden art, trying to bring him back to life, but what was the result? He became the person he is now. What about you? Your appearance is ruined and your cultivation is dead. You're dying for him now, why don't you understand! He can't come back! ”

"Nope! No! ”

Anther shook her head and tried her best to deny that she was unwilling to accept everything Ye Li said,

"He's back! He's right next to me, he's obviously right next to me, as long as I stay with him every step of the way, he won't, won't ......"

The anthers hugged the flowers, and the tears rained down, crying very sadly.

Ye Li couldn't bear to see the anther like this, but when she thought of those innocent villagers who died, those who couldn't bear it could only be put away, the wicked let her do it, she couldn't let the anther continue like this,

"Anthers, look at him, is he back? Is he the kind-hearted Lu Wenxuan you knew at the beginning, and he can't bear to hurt even an ant? No! He has now completely turned into a murderous and bloodthirsty monster, and he killed the children, the elderly, the women, the corpses everywhere in the village! Wake up! He's not Lu Wenxuan, he's not the Lu Wenxuan you know! ”

"Nope! Say no more! Say no more! ”

The anthers trembled all over, tears fell like a waterfall, and Ye Li's words hit her heart hard one by one, shattering the walls she had deliberately built one by one, dragging her out of it, forcing her to see the facts that she had been unwilling to face.

At this moment, she was stunned, her heart was like ashes, her body and mind were exhausted, and she only felt that she was on the seashore covered by wave after wave of huge waves, drowning in the suffocating waves.

"Sister, sometimes I think that if I hadn't met Wenxuan that day, maybe I was still cultivating in the cave, then I wouldn't have known that life could be so beautiful and so happy. I didn't expect it to be so short-lived, the sun and the sun and the clouds flowing, and the decades passed in the blink of an eye. Sister, in fact, I understand, from the first day I was with Wenxuan, I understood that even if I had affection with him, I couldn't share the rest of my life, and even if I had years, I couldn't share a white head. ”

"In the past, I thought that as long as I could be by his side, it would be good even if it was only one day at a time a year, but as the days went by, I found that it was not enough, I wanted more, I wanted to be with him every minute and every second, every day and every month, every year, and every year. Maybe God thought I was greedy and took him away. For three hundred years he was the only shining light in my life, and without him my world went from an oasis to a desert, everything didn't matter anymore, and I only wanted one of him in this world. What is cultivation? What is a root bone? What's the point of my life without him? Those lonely and long days and nights tormented me like ants devouring my heart, making my life worse than death. But even if I die, I can't say goodbye to him, I'm a demon, and I can't meet him even in front of the bridge next to the Lechuan River. Sister, I hate myself for being a demon, and it would be nice if I were like him. Sister, you have also loved people, you should understand my feelings, you should understand me, why I am so desperate to save him. I know he's dead, I know he's not going to live, I know he's gone from me, but I don't want to accept it, I don't want to accept it! ”

"The old woman... Don't be so sad, take care of yourself. ”

At this time, Mi Nuo was already in tears, and when she saw such a sad old woman, she suddenly remembered Jinsu.

How many people have been trapped by one word of love.

Her tears were even more uncontrollable, at this moment she didn't mind the old woman just treating her like that, she wanted to comfort the old woman, but at this moment she really couldn't think of anything else but tears......

"Mi Nuo, my mother-in-law was forced to do that just now, don't blame your mother-in-law, okay?"

"Mother-in-law, I don't blame you."

Mi Nuo nodded with tears in her eyes,

"That's good, that's good."

The anther smiled slightly, and her loving gaze moved away from Mi Nuo's face and looked at Ye Li,

"Sister, I know what I did wrong, and I also know that you are for my good, but this time I don't want to be separated from him again."

The anther gently hugged the flower man into her arms, a desperate and sad smile flashed in her eyes, no one expected that in this moment, a long knife appeared in her palm, and the back of the flower man penetrated into her abdomen, and in the next moment she actually pulled out the long knife, and the blood flowed for a while and could not be concealed.

"No!"

"Mother-in-law!"

Ye Li and Mi Nuo exclaimed at the same time, Ye Li teleported to help the anther fall to the ground, and quickly pressed the bleeding wound with his left hand, tears welling up in his eyes

"Anthers, why are you so stupid?"

The corner of the anther's mouth pulled up a pale smile, and she looked at Mi Nuo, who had just been scared and ran over,

"Little girl, don't miss it."

"Mother-in-law......"

Mi Nuo nodded at a loss, tears rushed down to Yunguang's arms, Yunguang caressed her back, and her deep eyes looked at the anther with deep meaning.

"Sister, I'm sorry for the trouble I've been giving you all these years."

"Don't say it, don't say the anthers, I'll help you heal."

Ye Li's hand around the anther's shoulder swirled, and a cyan halo came out of his palm, and he was about to get close to the anther, when he was separated by her,

"Sister, don't waste your cultivation. This is the best choice now, I don't want to live alone for a long time to come, even if I and Wenxuan can never meet again, at least in my heart I have always been with him, and I haven't left, cough cough...... Ahem"

The violent cough caused the blood to drain from her wound faster, and the anther was pale and fragile like a broken ice flower.

Suddenly, a colorful light emanated behind him, it was a flower man! The vines on the flower man disappeared at some point, and the chrysanthemums on his body flew out one by one, turning into various colors of light and dissipating into the air. The chrysanthemums were scattered, and the appearance of a young man with delicate eyebrows appeared in front of him.

Mi Nuo exclaimed, it turned out that this was his original face.

The anther eyebrows were happy, and her body moved to get closer to the flower man, but Ye Li recited a trick to let the flower man come over.

"Wenxuan, I didn't expect me to see you again."

The wrinkled hands caressed the face of the young man called Wenxuan, her eyes were full of surprise and tenderness, and suddenly she seemed to notice something, she shrank her hand and pinned her face to the side, not daring to look at him.

"Anthers ......"

The young man cried out weakly,

"You, don't look at me, I'm getting old and ugly now."

"Fool, what you have become is the most beautiful in my heart."

Wenxuan's tone darkened,

"Don't you want me? Do you hate that my hands are bloody? ”

"No, it's not."

Anther turned her head sharply, took the pale hands, and looked eagerly into his eyes, only to find a bright smile in those eyes. Suddenly, the young man leaned his head on her shoulder weakly, as if they finally met again after thousands of mountains and rivers, they returned to the scorching and fragrant tree of that year, the golden light fell on his body like a waterfall through the flower branches, shining, his clear and gentle eyes looked at her, like Dai Dai's distant mountains, like the clear river, like the warm winter sun. He smiled and brushed away the petals that fell on her head, and said in a warm voice,

"Anthers, whether you are a human or a demon, we must always be together, whether we live or die, life and life."

"Wenxuan, we will always be together, and we will never be separated from you again this time."

The anther's smiling eyes closed gently, and a faint pink light slowly evaporated from her body and the white light emanating from Lu Wenxuan's body met in the air, and then disappeared, as if they had never existed here, just like what she had seen before was an illusion, Mi Nuo didn't know what words could describe her complicated mood at the moment.

Along the way, she always watched so many lives and deaths, every time her heart hurt unstoppably, she didn't want to face it anymore, she was afraid to face it, she was afraid that one day she would get used to such impermanence.

"One thought is persistent, so far for life. This ending can be regarded as her wish. Go back, and never set foot on Jingran Mountain again. ”

Ye Li gathered his expression, stood up with his back and walked forward slowly, dressed in green clothes flying in the wind, like leaves falling from the branches, Xiao Suo was thin and a little sad.

"Mother-in-law said, you have also loved people, and the person you love is Yu Chengqiu, right?"

The cyan back was suddenly stunned, and froze in place for a long time without moving.

"And do you still love him?"

Mi Nuo didn't know why she was asking such a thing. Maybe she was shocked by what happened just now, she hopes that there will be no more mistakes in this world, life is short, and if you can be more than a moment, you will be more than a moment.

"Yes or no, love or not, does it matter? It's just that we've walked together for a while, so why bother not to forget and persist. Anyway...... There will be no goodbye. ”

The slow figure walked forward slowly, and those words were like residual leaves gently blown by the wind in the air for a moment and then quietly fell to the ground, as if the flight just now was just an illusion.

Mi Nuo was a little disappointed, and said in a low voice,

"It's me who has a lot of trouble, you really won't see each other again, maybe Xiaoqiu will go to reincarnation after we go back."

The cyan figure turned his head violently, looking at her with stunned eyes, shock, doubt, and disbelief filled his eyes

"What did you say?"

"Although I promised Xiaoqiu not to say it before, but now that it's over, it doesn't hurt to tell you. He's been dead, it's been thirty years, I don't know how he died, he came from the soul when I met him. I don't know what happened between you, but I know that you are very important in Xiaoqiu's heart, if it weren't for thirty years, he wouldn't still be so obsessed with it and refuse to be reincarnated. Now that we see that you are doing well, we are relieved. You said you wouldn't go to see him, but that's fine. He is like this now, and he doesn't want to be seen by you. Yunguang and I are back, you take care. ”

At this moment, the world seemed to be silent, everything in heaven and earth was eclipsed, Ye Li didn't know when Mi Nuo and they left, and she didn't know how long she had been standing here, until the night was heavy, the cold air hit and then the light was sprinkled, she was shocked to realize that she had been standing in place for two days and one night.

At this moment, a strong thought flashed in her mind, she was going to see him, she was going to see him!

When the wind rises, the cyan figure is no longer in place, there are pieces of dead leaves dancing in the air, like beautiful dead leaf butterflies.