part447

Sun Yingchen smiled, but tears were left in his smiling eyes: "The blood clot in my brain before has seriously compressed the nerves in my skull, I often have headaches, and now it is getting more and more serious, I have been to the hospital, and the doctor said that if I don't open my cranium, I will die." 35xs”

Zhou Miao was anxious and said: "Then open the craniotomy, then operate, now that medicine is so developed, don't scare yourself, let alone scare me, Sun Yingchen, you will live a hundred years old." ”

Sun Yingchen shook her head, and her tears fell more fiercely with her swing: "It's useless, my chances are only a small part, but it doesn't matter, Zhou Miao, we can still sit together and drink now, I am saying, today is still my wedding day, you say, am I in true love with you, in such a day, I can be cheeky to come over to beg for wine, you are the only one." ”

In fact, many times, good friends don't need too many, if you can have one with you to dig out your heart and lungs, that's enough.

Zhou Miao almost wanted to see any flaws in Sun Yingchen's flickering eyes, but in the end, she couldn't see anything, because there were faint tears in Sun Yingchen's flickering eyes.

It was a reluctant way to let his tears flow after forcibly calming down, Zhou Miao turned his head away, and pretended not to care: "Sun Yingchen, don't think that you disappeared for a few days, it makes me worry a lot, in fact, it's okay, if you want to drink, come and drink, when did I take your money, you said yes, but you suddenly appeared like this to scare me, it's your fault." ”

Zhou Miao thought that if she said this, she didn't have to believe that Sun Yingchen had such an illness.

Sun Yingchen just looked at her, but Zhou Miao was still reluctant to look back at her, but Sun Yingchen was unwilling to turn her head, just like that, the two of them were like a tug-of-war without any warning, and in the end, Zhou Miao admitted defeat, she couldn't do it, she couldn't keep her back to Sun Yingchen, so when she turned her head, both of them had tears on their faces.

It was a tearing pain without a sound.

"Sun Yingchen, is there no other way?" Zhou Miao's voice choked, she just said these words with difficulty, her sadness had destroyed all her reason, she just hoped that everything she saw in front of her was fake.

Recently, Zhou Miao's original emotions have become very tense, because she found that in the past 20 years, what she once believed to be true has become a shoddy embarrassment in a blink of an eye, the person she loves, she has never seen him clearly, and her best friend, the friend she treats with rare sincerity, maybe she has gotten too much, God must use this way to take away everything she could have been very happy, but Zhou Miao is so sad that she can't bear it, she doesn't want this, she hopes that the people around her are okay.

Shouldn't life be all about happiness in the first place, and why did it become the way it is?

Sun Yingchen looked at Zhou Miao's crying, this was a rare few times in Sun Yingchen's world, Zhou Miao broke down and cried, and the words she wanted to comfort her mouth turned into sentences: "Don't cry, don't cry." "There are too many big truths that everyone understands, but things fall on themselves, who can hide their emotions so well, and there is no substitute.

Zhou Miao was still crying, like a helpless child.

This kind of Zhou Miao almost made Sun Yingchen wonder if the Zhou Miao she once knew in her world really existed, the one who could be glamorous and radiant on any occasion, her vigorous and resolute appearance was still vivid in Sun Yingchen's mind, originally she thought that she could forget about Zhou Miao's past, but now that she thinks about it, it is all in front of her.

"Zhou Miao, don't cry, you see, today is a day of great joy, let's not cry, we should be happy, we should laugh, we must laugh happily." Although Sun Yingchen's face was full of tears, her good-looking peach blossom eyes were bent into an arc, but she could no longer see her youthful appearance in school.

"Sun Yingchen, do you know, your laughter is worse than crying now." Zhou Miao originally wanted to adjust the atmosphere, but after saying this, she was even more sad.

Bai Siyuan, who was hidden in the shadows on the side, was still quiet as if he didn't exist, he couldn't hear what Sun Yingchen and Zhou Miao said at all, but he was not blind, he couldn't see the two of them with tears and pretending to be calm, every time Sun Yingchen shed a tear, he felt so distressed that he felt suffocated.

Li Jin saw that Bai Siyuan was very quiet, so he walked over on his own initiative and put a glass of mixed wine in front of him, in fact, Li Jin was not a warm person, but he still saw that everyone's mental state was not very good, so he was also worried.

Bai Siyuan looked at the originally empty place in front of him with an extra glass of wine, he looked up at Li Jin and smiled: "Thank you." ”

Li Jin also smiled, sat directly beside him, and said, "I don't know if it's my delusion, I always feel that today's atmosphere is very depressing." ”

In fact, this sentence is a little strange to say on such an occasion, after all, this is a bar, and it is lively and full of people, it is difficult to see that the people who come here are unhappy, but Li Jin said such a thing, but it was a little incompatible with this conversation.

Bai Siyuan smiled, reached out and took the wine glass, he took a small sip, full of fishy and spicy feeling, he frowned: "So strong." ”

"Life is dull, and it is natural to spice up with some spirits." Li Jin explained, and continued: "So this glass of wine is called a matter of course. ”

Bai Siyuan tasted it playfully, and said with a smile: "It should be." ”

It's really good to say, in this world, where there is anything that should be taken for granted, it is nothing more than self-inflicted.

Li Jin looked at the wry smile on Bai Siyuan's lips, and said, "Did you encounter any sad hurdles?" ”

Bai Siyuan looked at him, drank the liquor in his hand directly, and said very sadly: "Yes, it's sad." ”

"If there's no way to cross over, then face it, it's not that difficult." Li Jin said comfortingly.

Bai Siyuan shook his head and said, "I once thought that after my many brainwashings, everything would be solved, but I found that I had no way to do it, and I couldn't even deceive myself." When Bai Siyuan finished saying this, he only felt as if a huge hole was leaking in his chest, facing the wind, and feeling the cold feeling naked, making him powerless.

The feeling of helplessness was really maddening, but he couldn't do anything.

The almost transparent liquor ran down his mouth to his throat and finally to his stomach, burning all the way, but he still didn't feel any discomfort, and he was almost immune to pain.