316. The past
At that time, Xu Xiaoxiao thought that Xiao Zhan was often like this, sleeping with different women through alcohol, so Xu Xiaoxiao's mood that night was extremely complicated.
She was happy to see the man she had been thinking of. And became his woman, sadly, she thought she was often like this with different women.
After that day, Xu Xiaoxiao, who was in an extremely bad mood, canceled all the work notices and stayed away from Huaguo to relax for a while, but then a period of time passed, and Xu Xiaoxiao's aunt never came.
At first, she thought that it was because of the delay in menstruation, but then she began to be sleepy, and when she saw that some of the things she usually liked were nauseated, Xu Xiaoxiao realized that she was pregnant.
After all, she was ...... with Xiao Zhan that night
Liu Chaochun, who has always insisted on accompanying Xu Xiaoxiao, also said that she was pregnant, and when the hospital confirmed her pregnancy, Xu Xiaoxiao's first reaction was to tell Xiao Zhan that she was pregnant with their baby.
But then the joy in Xu Xiaoxiao's eyes dimmed, but Fan Xiaozhan had such a little heart for her, and he would not ignore her after that night.
Using the child as a bargaining chip, that is something Xu Xiaoxiao will never do, so Xu Xiaoxiao endured all the joy, she will give birth to the child, and Xiao Zhan does not need to take any responsibility.
Xu Xiaoxiao saw the sadness in Liu Chaochun's eyes, he had been with him for so many years without regrets, but he was pregnant with someone else's child.
Xu Xiaoxiao thought that Liu Chaochun would leave, so it was okay, he didn't have to waste time on himself, she Xu Xiaoxiao had already given Xiao Zhan a heart, and there was no extra heart for him.
But unexpectedly, Liu Chaochun did not leave, and still followed her inch by inch, changing his ways to make food for her every day, for fear that Xu Xiaoxiao would be hungry.
His eyes were full of tenderness, and his tone was firm, "Xiaoxiao, let me take care of you and the child in the next life." ”
Even hard-hearted people have no way to refuse Liu Chaochun's tenderness at this moment, Xu Xiaoxiao nodded sadly, she thought in her heart that since she couldn't marry her Xiao Zhan, what did it matter who the other party was.
Liu Chaochun's eyes sparkled, and he was a little incoherent with joy, "You...... You answer...... Promised? ”
Seeing Xu Xiaoxiao nodding, Liu Chaochun jumped up happily, picked up Xu Xiaoxiao and began to circle around, and then carefully put her down, for fear that he would have a tire.
"Xiaoxiao, don't worry, I will definitely treat you and the child well." Liu Chaochun solemnly assured.
Xu Xiaoxiao told him, I can marry you, but we can only be husband and wife in name, except for this relationship, everything else will not change, because Xu Xiaoxiao wants to give this child a sound family.
She is a person in the entertainment industry, if she is unmarried and pregnant, I don't know what those paparazzi will say when the time comes, if she marries Liu Chaochun, she can save a lot of trouble, and everything can be justified.
No one will ask who the child's father is, and the child can grow up smoothly without having to deal with the media.
Liu Chaochun was very injured, he thought that he was able to keep the clouds open and see the moon, but the truth was not the same as he thought.
But also, this is Xu Xiaoxiao, there is a sentence, honest to the point of being a little cruel, and she is not even willing to lie to him.
Xu Xiaoxiao knew that Liu Chaochun was very cruel and unfair in doing this, so she gave Liu Chaochun the absolute right to choose, anyway, this is my condition, if you can accept it, you will get married, and if you don't accept it, I won't be reluctant, but in one day, Liu Chaochun returned full of blood.
He felt that this was at least a progress, at least he was legally married to Xu Xiaoxiao, he held Xu Xiaoxiao's hand, and confessed affectionately, "I promise you all the conditions, I will love you for the rest of my life, I believe you will always see my good." ”
Even if there is no love, there is touch, Xu Xiaoxiao's heart is not a stone, she is very grateful to Liu Chaochun, and began to trust him.
All tragedies start from this moment, Xu Xiaoxiao believed in Liu Chaochun, but suddenly one day, Xu Xiaoxiao, who had been doing well, had a miscarriage without any signs.
The child came and went in a hurry, just as he came.
At that time, Xu Xiaoxiao thought that it was because of her own body, and that she had no fate with this child.
She was grief-stricken, heartbroken, her weight dropped dramatically, and her mood became very irritable.
Later, Liu Chaochun's true face was revealed, and when he was in the research institute, Liu Chaochun told Xu Xiaoxiao that the child was not absent for no reason, and it was he who used some medicinal properties of food to make Xu Xiaoxiao lose the child unconsciously.
Xu Xiaoxiao was lying in the research institute, listening to Liu Chaochun on the side showing off the plan of the year, Xu Xiaoxiao's heart was burned with anger.
She and the children of the man she loved the most were killed by Liu Chaochun and Qian Pinyan, and Xu Xiaoxiao had the idea of devouring them alive.
So when she thought of her and Xiao Zhan's child, Xu Xiaoxiao was so out of control, because she remembered the child in her previous life who didn't have the opportunity to see the world, her and Xiao Zhan's child.
These hatreds, these hatreds, Xu Xiaoxiao did not dare to forget for a moment.
That's why Xu Xiaoxiao let the monkey ruin Qian Pinyan that day, she just wanted to watch Qian Pinyan live and die in the quagmire in her life.
and that Liu Chaochun, waiting for the next meeting, Xu Xiaoxiao will definitely treat him well.
These grievances in her previous life, how can she tell Xiao Zhan, Xu Xiaoxiao can only ask Xiao Zhan not to ask, although they said before that they would confess to each other.
Xiao Zhan can also understand Xu Xiaoxiao, he reached out and combed the hair in front of Xu Xiaoxiao's forehead, and his tone was almost coaxing, "Okay, I don't ask, when do you want to tell me, I'll listen again." ”
Xiao Zhan is always like this, he will promise her no matter what, Xu Xiaoxiao nodded, choked up: "Okay, Xiao Zhan, I believe that if I can, I will definitely not hide it from you." ”
This is the deepest wound in Xu Xiaoxiao's heart, and it is also something that Xu Xiaoxiao has always known but dared not think.
In her previous life, when she was in the research institute, she would dream every night that she saw a little child and said, "Mom, you can help me get revenge, you can help me get revenge." The voice was miserable, and every word was like a knife cutting into Xu Xiaoxiao's heart.
That kind of pain can almost kill people alive.
Thinking of such a thing, Xu Xiaoxiao didn't have the appetite to eat, the air here was too stuffy, she needed to go out and calm down, otherwise she didn't dare to guarantee that she would do anything, Xiao Zhan said hello to the boss and hurriedly went out with Xu Xiaoxiao.
I don't know why, Xiao Zhan always feels that Xu Xiaoxiao has a lot of secrets, distressing secrets, Xiao Zhan hopes that one day she can tell herself, and the two of them will bear it together.