Ke Qinghe spent a few chaotic days at home, and suddenly felt weak and unwell one morning. He rummaged through the cabinets to find the medicines, only to find that the medicines had been left in the company and he had never brought them back.

There are no spare pills left in the coat pocket, so either go back to the office or go to the hospital.

It's just that the sudden abdominal pain makes him very uncomfortable, and he can't go anywhere for the time being. Recklessly, he fell into the bedroom and fell on the bed, the weight of his body accidentally squeezing the mattress, revealing the blue corner.

Ke Qinghe had no intention of catching a glimpse, what was it hidden under the mattress?

Holding back the pain, he pulled out from under the mattress, and the blue cover clearly painted the logo of "GL Hospital".

This report is very familiar, like the one that Dr. Luo brought to him that day. But he didn't take it away, and it was impossible to hide it under the mattress.

He opened the report, which stated that the subject was doing well and was allowed to participate in the next experiment.

What the?

Ke Qinghe suddenly couldn't feel his own pain, and hurriedly read the report carefully and repeatedly, there was no name of the experimenter in it, only a string of IDs. Gender is female, age 32, height 168, weight 48kg......

It's Shi Lan...... That's how Shi Lan is......

Don't? She also went to participate in this experiment?

Ke Qinghe turned to the last page, and the date shown was May 16, a week before he woke up......

Ke Qinghe's hands trembled, and his breathing began to speed up. I don't know if it was because of the accident or the pain in his body, cold sweat began to break out on his forehead, and a chill made him uncomfortable.

If Shi Lan participated in this experimental project, what about the child? And what about the child in her belly?

The sudden question gave him a headache, worse than the pain in his body, and he hurried out to drive to the hospital, only to fall heavily on the grass in front of his house.

Fortunately, it was early in the morning, and the person who worked next door saw this scene and called the hospital's emergency number for him.

"Mr. Ke? Are you okay? ”

Ke Qinghe couldn't answer, curled up on the ground, his hands on his abdomen, his eyes were clear and blurry for a while, he couldn't hold on anymore, in a haze, as if he heard the sound of an ambulance, he slowly approached him, and then lost consciousness......

……

"Hello Mr. Ke, I'm Luo Xin, a doctor from GL Hospital."

When Ke Qinghe woke up in the white hospital ward, Luo Xin's gentle voice came from his ears, and he slowly saw his face clearly. Unlike other doctors, he always has a faint smile.

"Luo Xin?" Ke Qinghe was a little surprised, he didn't remember his name, only knew the D.LUO on the sign on his chest.

"You're being treated in the hospital right now, your cancer is spreading fast, haven't you been taking medication lately?"

"Hmm......" Ke Qinghe replied in a nasal voice, wanting to move his body, but found that there was still water hanging on his hands, making it inconvenient to move.

He breathed a sigh of relief, remembered the report found in his home, and suddenly woke up: "That, that experiment, is there a woman named 'Shi Lan' who also participated?" ”

Luo Xin's face did not change, and he was not surprised: "I'm sorry, all the identities of the experiments are confidential, I can't tell you." ”

"Why not?" Ke Qinghe frowned, a little uncomfortable, but if he wanted to get up, he could look at him, "She is my wife, she is still pregnant, I want to know if she participated in this experiment." ”

Luo Xin lowered his head and smiled, indicating understanding, but refused to answer him: "I'm sorry, I really can't reveal it, if it's your wife, hasn't she mentioned it to you?" ”

Ke Qinghe was suddenly speechless, not only did he not mention it, but the two of them had never even met.

It's funny to think about it, I hid her participation in the experiment, maybe she did the same thing......

"Can I still participate in the experiment now?" Ke Qinghe touched his slightly hot forehead and asked.

"Not at the moment." Luo Xin replied, "Your body needs further examination to see if you can temporarily stop the spread of cancer cells, and after confirming that everything is within a safe range, you can continue to participate in the experiment." ”

Ke Qinghe sighed, I was afraid that he was going to torture himself to death.

"Can't you really tell me?"

"Nope." Luo Xin still rejected him, his tone soft but firm.

"So, I'm willing to use all the funds to sponsor your experimental project, and even fund all your future projects, can you let me sleep as soon as possible and set a time to meet Shi Lan again?"

After Ke Qinghe finished speaking, he glanced at Luo Xin, and for the first time his eyes showed helplessness and sadness.

"Mr. Ke, you take care of your body first, and we can deal with it slowly."

"Slowly?" Ke Qinghe couldn't help but laugh, "Do you think I can wait slowly?" ”

Luo Xin replied with a smile: "When your body is well, you will have enough time to wait." ”

With that, he left the room.

Ke Qinghe was lying on the bed alone, and his left hand slowly cooled down because of the water hanging on it. With his other hand, he picked up his mobile phone, looked at the gray avatar on it, and entered a paragraph with his voice.

"Hi, are you still there? It seems like it's been a long time since I heard from you...... I'd rather believe you're still on the phone side, you're just still mad at me...... So, you ignore me and don't reply to me. ”

"But, I miss you so much...... I really miss you. ”

After putting down the phone for a moment, Ke Qinghe raised his hand again and continued to type: "Where have you been?" Will I still be able to catch up with you? ”

……

These days in the hospital are the most self-disciplined period in Ke Qinghe's history. Follow your doctor's instructions, take your medication on time, and participate in various examinations and treatments. Soon, the old feeling returned.

"Mr. Ke, this is the report that was checked yesterday." The nurse sent the report to Ke Qinghe's hand, "Now that his condition has basically stabilized, we can try a transplant next." ”

"Transplant?" Ke Qinghe hurriedly shook his head, "I don't want something that isn't my own." ”

"But it's also a way to regain your health."

"No, I don't." Ke Qinghe still refused, "I don't want anything else in my body." ”

"Okay." The nurse doesn't insist either, "It's all up to you." ”

"And how many more years do I have to live?" Ke Qinghe asked.

The nurse shook her head: "I don't know about this, you can ask your attending doctor." ”

"No need." Ke Qinghe thought for a moment, "I want to see Luo Xin, Doctor Luo." ”

"Okay, I'll get you in touch."

Seeing the nurse leave the room, Ke Qinghe relaxed, looking at the buildings outside the window that were getting higher and higher, the sudden depression was even more uncomfortable than the previous pain in his body.

When I think of the place where I once lived, there were no high-rise buildings, no elevated highways, and everyone walked on land, which was a kind of steadfastness and ease.

He walked to the window, and the sun was shining on his face. There are no clouds in the sky, so blue, so the sun is extraordinarily bright.

In this world, all the unforeseen circumstances have been precisely arranged, if you want warmth, you will be given sunshine; If you want to get wet, I'll give you raindrops. Gradually, even the time can be arranged, and even the person can be chosen.

He suddenly remembered that many years ago, he entered his preferences through the Choose software, and directly met Shi Lan one by one.

At that time, she was still a university teacher, and in the conversation, they became more and more tacit, eager to meet directly, and then make a lifelong decision.

So, the first time they met, Ke Qinghe took her to the Jasmine Restaurant on Bluestone Street. This is the western restaurant he frequents, the environment is elegant and quiet, especially suitable for first dates.

At that time, Shi Lan was wearing a black dress, simple and elegant. She is smart and beautiful, has a good conversation, and is the kind of woman who makes people happy at first sight.

Ke Qinghe ordered food for her, but she struggled with what sauce she wanted on the steak for a long time.

So Ke Qinghe directly asked the waiter to pour two sauces, and he ate whichever side he liked. But I didn't expect that such unintentionality made Shi Lan a habit, every time she had to eat steak like this, it felt like she was experiencing two different tastes, and she could even say that she was experiencing different lives at the same time.

Well, Ke Qinghe just likes her to talk big like this, and she has an indescribable liking.

Their wedding was simple and romantic, and after the marriage, Shi Lan quit her job and took care of everything at home. And Ke Qinghe's work has been busy, and she has gradually become accustomed to being alone at night.

Perhaps, Ke Qinghe has forgotten that Shi Lan has always been an independent woman and has not been overly dependent, how could he suddenly make himself lose his sense of security?

The more I thought about it, the more ridiculous I felt, and I missed the person I once loved so much......

The knock on the door interrupted Ke Qinghe's thoughts, and when he turned around, it was Luo Xin standing at the door, his white coat open, revealing his blue shirt.

His left hand is in the pocket of his trousers, his straight figure is light and elegant.

"Mr. Ke, are you looking for me?"

"yes." Ke Qinghe invited him to sit down, "Doctor Luo, can I participate in the experimental project?" ”

Luo Xin should have expected him to ask such a question, so he opened the report in his hand with a smile: "These days, your body has recovered well, and from the various reports, it seems that it is basically stable......"

"No, you can answer me directly." Ke Qinghe interrupted him, "When can I participate?" ”

Luo Xin closed the report: "Mr. Ke, although your physical condition is stable, the experiment is risky, and this is something I must remind again." ”

"I know, you don't have to keep saying these superfluous words to me, I just want to know the result."

Luo Xin smiled and nodded: "I have also contacted your attending doctor, and your current situation is acceptable." ”

Ke Qinghe finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"However, we can't guarantee the changes in your body after the experiment." Luo Xin explained, "If your body deteriorates after the end of dormancy, causing your life to stop suddenly, it is a factor that we cannot resist, or even ......."

"What?"

"Even dying in hibernation is possible."

Ke Qinghe had just breathed a sigh of relief, but he fell back to his chest and sullenly.

"Give me the safest time." He thought for a moment, "You should have a conservative measure, which is to be as safe as possible. ”

Luo Xin was a little surprised that he would ask this, but he was not unprepared, so he could only answer him lightly: "There will be." ”

"How long?"

"Ten years."

"Ten years?" Ke Qinghe was a little sad, he expected the time to be at least thirty years.

His hand twitched, and the phone still tugging in his hand seemed to remind him of something. He raised his head and looked at Luo Xin sincerely: "Doctor Luo, tell me if Shi Lan really participated in the experiment?" ”

Luo Xin shook his head as always, indicating that he had no comment.

"Tell me, I'm a dying man......," his tone was almost pleading, "I can ignore all the results, even if I die in the middle of the experiment, I'll accept it." ”

Ke Qinghe sighed and continued, "You can help me set the same time as hers, okay?" ”

Luo Xin's expression was still calm, there was no superfluity, he didn't answer, but got up directly and walked to the door: "Mr. Ke, you make me very embarrassed like this." ”

Ke Qinghe stood up from his chair and looked at him.

"It's better to get a transplant." Luo Xin looked at him, "If you recover your health, maybe you can better reach your destination." ”

Ke Qinghe's brain was suddenly knocked out, and looking at the back of Luo Xin leaving, his eyes flashed......