After retiring from the operating table, Jiang Yu didn't really go down to rest, he took the record book on the side, and recorded Jiang Ningchuan's instructions during the operation, the conversation between him and Smith, and every action he made.

In the operating room, whether it was Jiang Ningchuan or anyone else, each of them exuded a completely different aura from usual, a kind of self-confidence that Jiang Yu envied and could not be obtained.

This kind of difficult surgery is not to be taken lightly, during which there was an unstable heart rhythm and a rapid drop in blood pressure, after the removal of the metastasized ovaries, Jiang Ningchuan let the patient transfuse while performing wound sutures, beads of sweat slid down his forehead, slightly playfully hanging on his eyelashes.

At this time, even the breathing is too heavy, and if that drop of sweat falls, the consequences are unimaginable.

He shouted, "Yu Tang." ”

Yu Tang was holding the blood bag in her hand, and the others also had their own tasks in their hands, noticing the bead of sweat on Dr. Jiang's eyelashes, her voice trembled when she spoke, "Jiang Yu, wipe the sweat, come and wipe the sweat." ”

Jiang Yu immediately put down the record book in his hand, held the handkerchief in his hand, and cautiously approached Jiang Ningchuan's eyes, as if facing a fragile treasure, and solved the dangerous bead of sweat.

The sight was finally unobstructed, Jiang Ningchuan let out a long breath, and said to the people around him in a dumb voice: "You just stand aside, ready to wipe your sweat at any time." ”

"Good!" Jiang Yu immediately responded, and swallowed nervously.

When the operation was completed, the timer had jumped to three digits, Jiang Yu didn't pay attention to which numbers were exactly how many, he only felt that his legs might have been wasted, and he sat down on the ground before he had time to take a step, and his thigh muscles trembled incessantly.

The nurse pushed the hospital bed to the observation ward, Jiang Ningchuan and Smith were talking to Fang Liang outside the operating room, and they couldn't hear clearly through a door.

Jiang Yu sat quietly on the floor of the operating room, the tip of his nose lingering with disinfectant water and a faint smell of blood making his head swell and ache slightly.

Someone patted him on the back, Jiang Yu turned his head and saw Xiaotang squatting behind him.

Xiaotang pulled down his mask and asked with concern, "Are you okay?" ”

Jiang Yu didn't answer the other party's question directly, but asked, "Is Sister Xiaotang's surname Yu?" ”

Xiaotang was stunned for a moment and then laughed, she sat on the ground with Jiang Yu, squinted and smiled: "It's all Doctor Jiang's fault, you are laughing at me now." ”

Jiang Yu laughed sullenly for a while, and suddenly forgot why he was laughing, and the smile froze on his face, looking very funny.

Xiaotang knew what was going on when he saw him like this, and comforted: "It's inevitable to be nervous when you enter the operating room for the first time, don't take it too seriously." ”

Just as he wanted to say something, the half-covered door of the operating room was pushed open, and Jiang Ningchuan stood at the door, leaning lazily on it with his hands on his chest.

"Jiang Yu wants to reminisce about the taste of entering the operating room for the first time, I can understand it, Yu Tang, what are you fooling around."

"Doctor Jiang, if you don't speak, the throne of the male god can still sit for a while." Yu Tang stood up and muttered in a low voice as he walked past Jiang Ningchuan, "It's really too ruinous to ruin the atmosphere!" ”

The legs are still very sore, and even because of sitting on the ground for too long, the calves gradually have a tendency to be numb.

Jiang Yu just wanted to stand up, but the numbness coming from the soles of his feet made him feel that his soul had been sublimated, his head was empty, and he fell to the ground uncontrollably. He thought: the tail vertebrae are probably going to break.

Jiang Ningchuan, who was standing at the door, subconsciously stretched out his hand and wanted to pull it, but he was too far away and was not within the scope of rescue, so he could only watch the little intern fall firmly, and even wanted to laugh a little.

Dr. Jiang greeted very insincerely, "Do you want to order it?" ”

To say that what Yu Tang said just now made Jiang Yu a little moved, Jiang Ningchuan just made him want to roll his eyes as soon as he opened his mouth.

couldn't help but complain silently: Where did the kingly demeanor who looked at everything during the operation just now, the person in front of him was finely separated by him!

Jiang Ningchuan thought about it for a long time and decided to be merciful and pull people along, and couldn't help but count, "If you don't have a situation, I'll forget that you're sick with blood, how can blood sickness still be mixed blindly." ”

Jiang Yu held the man's hand and stood up with a slight force, the soles of his feet were still numb, fortunately, there was no numb to psychedelic feeling just now, and it was not a problem to stand up with it.

He followed behind Jiang Ningchuan, and said in his heart that I didn't mix blindly, but when I thought of what happened during the operation, I felt that those words were not true.

There is simply no position to refute it.

After returning to the office, Yu Tang sent two boxed lunches, but he was not yet conscious, and when he smelled the smell of vegetables, Jiang Yu felt that he was about to go crazy. Fortunately, he still had his senses, and he didn't let himself gobble it up, and left the last trace of face in front of the trainee teacher and the nurse.

After eating, Jiang Ningchuan asked, "Did you remember the operation process just now?" ”

"Sister Xiaotang started to remember after changing me, all the way to the stitching."

"It's okay," Jiang Ningchuan patted the little intern on the shoulder appreciatively, and then said, "You can look at the video record in a while, and then sort out the record report, I have to make a special topic." ”

This sentence gave Jiang Yu an inexplicable encouragement, there was a little more light in his eyes, he responded with a "yes", and kept looking for the record book just now.

"Go, Jiang Xiaoyu!" Jiang Ningchuan shouted with a smile, and only then did he "tsk" when he saw the back of the little intern disappear, and the child was really coaxing.

Yu Tang shook his head lightly, looked at Dr. Jiang who was writing the case with a smile, opened the door and walked out.

After sorting out the operation records, it was already dark, Jiang Yu sat up straight and stretched his waist, only to find Jiang Ningchuan lying on the table and taking a nap.

shouted "Teacher Jiang" softly, but no one responded, Jiang Yu himself felt a little sleepy, and yawned on his stomach.

Yu Tang pushed the door in, and what he saw was the scene of the two sleeping on their stomachs together, and before he had time to be surprised, he saw Jiang Yu tilting his head slightly, and gently raised his index finger on his lips, signaling quiet, as if he was afraid of making noise to the person who was asleep.

Yu Tang's first action was to cover his chest, and then he felt as if he had broken some delicate atmosphere, and retreated in a little panic.

I couldn't help but shout: "Mom! ”

……

Jiang Yu's long-thinking mother finally returned home, Ms. Jiang Wan hung up the phone call from the customer, and then walked to Jiang Yu and sat down, asking, "What did you just want to tell me?" ”

may be because Ms. Jiang's profession as a lawyer is a bit special, obviously the mother and son are sitting face to face, Jiang Yu feels that the opposite person is not his mother, but more like a negotiation object.

Jiang Yu walked over and helped his mother to sit down on the sofa, and then turned on the TV to keep the living room from being too quiet.

He stood behind his mother and pinched her shoulder, saying, "Mom, relax at home, otherwise I'll be nervous." ”

"Did you do something bad?" Ms. Jiang enjoyed her son's massage, but she always felt that the good boy looked weak tonight.

"Nope!"

"Then you want to talk about it for the past two days, what do you want to say?"

"I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it."

"Good boy, are you a scourge of the little girl, I am going to be a grandmother? I think I'm still young. ”

“！” Jiang Yu's face turned completely red, "Where do you want to go!" ”

In line with the principle of not having early love during school, he didn't even hold the girl's hand after kindergarten, where did the little girl create a grandson to be a grandmother for her mother.

Seeing her own good boy's reaction, Ms. Jiang actually felt a little disappointed, frowned and stared at Jiang Yu for a while, and said, "If you have something to say, what does it look like." ”

Jiang Yu paused, walked around the sofa and sat down next to Ms. Jiang Wan, and said, "I want to go to see my grandparents." ”

For a moment, the audience's laughter in the background sound of the TV was in sharp contrast to the suddenly quiet living room.

Jiang Wan froze suddenly with an impatient expression on her face, she looked at her son sitting beside her in disbelief, her beautiful eyes were full of disappointment and some fear.

What was originally an ordinary sentence seemed to awaken a nightmare hidden deep in my heart.

She stood up suddenly, stared at Jiang Yu's eyes, gritted her teeth and said, "No." ”

Ms. Jiang Wan is almost fifty years old, there is not a single fine line in the corner of her eyes, she is as delicate and beautiful as before, she is a woman who has been treated favorably by the years.

Jiang Yu moved his gaze back from the corner of his mother's eyes, and at the same time felt that his god was a little inexplicable, and he wanted to laugh a little, but when he saw the look in his mother's eyes, he regretted saying that sentence just now.

The years gave her preferential treatment, but life was full of malice towards her.

"Mom......"

"I said no!"

"Then I won't go." Jiang Yu stood up and held his mother's hand, which was gradually cold, and rubbed it gently, "I'm just...... Oh Mom, don't be sad, I ......"

Before he finished speaking, he saw Ms. Jiang's tears suddenly rolling out, Jiang Yu couldn't help covering his face in pain and swallowing the unfinished words.

The emotions of self-blame are all in his heart, and he wants to cry too.

He knew that his mother not only hated the family, but also had a fear from the depths of his soul, which was deeply rooted in his bones after being hurt again and again.

I always thought that maybe one day I would be able to forget the unbearable past, but my mother's reaction made him understand that unless he was reborn, there was no way to get out of the shadows.

"I'm sorry." He muttered.

The things just mentioned are indeed too much for Ms. Jiang.

Jiang Yu had a nightmare at night, saying that it was a dream, but it was better to say that the memory was repeated in the dream.

It was raining heavily that day, the little Jiang Yu shrunk in the kitchen and shivered, and her mother was arguing with a person who couldn't see his face clearly, and the sound was so loud that it covered the sound of rain outside.

He saw that the man was holding his mother's neck, which was still covered with blood scabs, and he was particularly dissatisfied, so he grabbed the stool next to him and wanted to smash it on his mother's head.

Xiao Jiang Yu screamed and rushed over, followed by bright red, bloody blood crawled all over his face, the tip of his nose was full of that fishy and salty smell, and his stomach couldn't help but feel nauseous.

The alarm clock rang at the right time, Jiang Yu got up and retched on the sink, unable to vomit anything.