Part11: Do you have someone you like?
By the stream, the breeze was blowing, the fire was clear, and the two figures sat quietly in front of the fire, looking at the sparse stars on the black curtain.
Mi Nuo leaned her head on Yunguang's shoulder, looked at the reflection in the stream, and felt a lot of emotion in her heart. She doesn't understand love because she hasn't really loved it. She has always believed that in this world, everyone is an independent individual, and whoever leaves can live, just live well or badly. But after seeing Jinsu, her mind changed a little, and she began to question her original idea a little.
Originally, they could have set off again after dawn, but when they thought of Jinsu...... Mi Nuo has no way to stay there any longer.
"Cloudlight"
"Huh?" Yunguang looked at the water in response, looking at the pair of misty eyes, there were no tears at this time, but the tear stains on his face could still see how sad and sad he had cried.
He had been asleep all these years, and many memories were missing, and when he woke up in that cave, it was the woman behind him who had been by his side. Yunguang had a strange familiarity with her, it felt like they had known each other, but maybe he had forgotten her. When she later said she wanted to follow him, he didn't refuse.
"Yunguang, if the person you like dies, will you die with her too?"
Yunguang was stunned for a while, and said lightly, "Don't answer hypothetical questions"
Mi glutinous frustration of "............"
"Do you have a favorite?"
When she asked this, Mi Nuo's heart was a little nervous, she wanted to know the answer, but she was a little afraid to know the answer.
"I don't remember."
Mi Nuo was stunned for a while before remembering that Yunguang had said that he had amnesia before, and he didn't even know where he came from, so how could he remember who he liked, he was really stupidly crying by himself.
"What about you? Do you have someone you like? ”
Mi Nuo is slightly embarrassed, and Yunguang is also gossiping? I always felt that such a question was a strange feeling in Yunguang's mouth. How do you answer that? I can't say she likes him, then, how embarrassing.
"Well, that was a long time ago."
"Continue"
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Isn't it true that most people will not ask questions when they hear such an answer?
Yunguang is really not an ordinary person.
Mi Nuo took her head off Yunguang's shoulder, and scratched her hair with her left hand embarrassedly
"Actually...... I don't know if I like him? ”
"How?"
"Well, I've met a lot of people, and they say they like me, but I can't feel it, my heart doesn't feel that nervous, so happy that it wants to gush out of my chest, like their liking is said to others, I don't feel it at all. For a long time, I wondered if I was abnormal, why I didn't have the reaction that others should have when they were confessed. Until I met him, he ......"
Mi Nuo stopped, looked at Yunguang's frosty face, and hesitated whether he wanted to continue, whether Yunguang would feel bored.
Yunguang glanced at the stunned person and said lightly, "Continue"
The corners of Mi Nuo's mouth twitched, and sure enough, the great god was also gossipy.
She coughed dryly, cleared her throat, and continued, "I met him by chance, he's not at all conspicuous in the crowd, and he's not my type of person." But as soon as he spoke, he attracted me, and his voice was so good that it seemed to be able to get people drunk. He is even more charming when he sings, like all the light is on him. I couldn't see anyone else for a moment, I only had him in my eyes. ”
Yunguang frowned and looked at Mi Nuo with starry eyes in front of him, and did not speak, but the corners of his mouth were pursed into a line, and some sparks of displeasure flashed in his deep eyes.
"He was a very knowledgeable person and had a great sense of humor, and we got into a conversation very quickly. He was very nice to me, cared about me, and took care of me, so to speak. Gradually, I developed a very strange feeling about him, and many things I thought of him for the first time. For example, I want to share beautiful scenery with him, I want to share delicious food with him, but when my friends say that they want to meet him and let me take him with me, I don't want them to see him, but on the other hand, I want to tell the world that this person is someone I know. Then I found that I had changed, and I no longer spoke in a big way, but I would think about it before I said it, lest I say it wrong, for fear that if I said too much, it would disgust him, but I was afraid that if I said too little, he would ignore it. I tried to change myself to suit his hobbies, and I wanted to show him the good side. I began to want to see him more and more, and I wanted to hear his voice more and more. ”
"I don't know what to do, I guess it's right to be nice to him." When he said this, Mi Nuo's expression suddenly became a little gloomy: "I am only good to him alone, but he is so good to everyone." It turns out that I am not that special existence for him. I'm sad, sad. I don't want him to be good to others, I want to monopolize his good. So I confessed to him. ”
"Confession?"
Mi Nuo looked at Yunguang's puzzled expression, and then remembered that the ancients didn't understand what confession meant.
"It's just, I told him I liked him."
With a snap, the dead branch in Yunguang's hand was broken into two pieces, one fell to the ground, and the other was still tightly held in his hand.
Mi Nuolen froze, I don't know if I said something wrong? But she didn't say anything.
"Go on."
"Uh...... Actually, I regretted it after saying it, because I wasn't sure he would agree. I didn't expect him to disappoint me, he didn't refuse. Hearing this, Yunguang only felt a plug in his heart, holding the hand of the broken branch, the green tendons were bulging, and the eyes were full of black clouds.
Mi Nuo lowered her head and played with the stones at her feet, naturally she didn't see the scene of wind and rain in Yunguang's eyes.
However, he did not agree.
"What do you mean?"
"I don't know, I always thought that there would only be two answers to confession, one is to say yes and the other is to refuse. I didn't expect there to be a third. ”
Mi Nuo's long eyelashes blinked, looking at the small circle she made of stones, the corners of her mouth pulled up a smile, and then she shuffled the small circle and began to put on another look again.
"At that time, I was very stubborn, I felt that liking is liking, disliking is disliking, and there is nothing in between. So I pressed him to give me an answer, but he always talked about other things. You don't know, he made me feel worse like that than he did to reject me outright. I had a big fight with him, but I knew in my heart that he liked me, but not the kind of like I wanted. It was the first time I felt that way about someone, I couldn't get past my own level, I couldn't be a good friend like he said, when nothing happened. What has been said is what has been said, even if neither I nor him will mention it again, but the words will be in my heart, and there is no way to erase them. I never saw him again, which may be the so-called goodbye and never looking back, and the marriage has nothing to do with each other from now on. ”
Yunguang's gaze fell on her newly posed turtle shape, and there was some displeasure in Jade Shatter's voice
"Regrets?"
"I don't regret it, even now that I think about it, I don't regret what I said to him. I'll keep asking him if I just want a reason to die. Because I have always had the concept that what I want is to work hard for myself, if I still can't work hard after working hard, then give up, don't procrastinate and entangle, that will only put myself in a dead loop, it is not a simple cry a few times. It's just that after growing up and meeting more people, I will wonder if I shouldn't have been so impulsive to ask him in the first place, if I have always maintained the position of a friend, maybe there will be a turnaround between me and him......"
The cold gaze suddenly looked over, Mi Nuo was stunned, stayed in place and forgot to move, and watched the handsome face slowly enlarge in front of her eyes with wide eyes. She had always known that Yunguang's eyes were beautiful, but they were as close as they were now, and it was the first time, deep and divine like the light of the stars.
"Forget it after that, everyone has a time when they can't know people."
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The corners of Mi Nuo's mouth twitched, and she laughed dryly.
Yunguang, Yunguang, is this comforting her?
But why did she think there was a smile in his eyes?
Suddenly, there was a strange white mist floating around, Yunguang vigilantly took Mi Nuo's hand and stood up, naturally protecting her behind him, the white mist was very fast, and after a while, the two of them were surrounded by it, and the sight was blocked, and nothing could be seen except a piece of white stool.
"Yunguang, do you feel a little ......dizzy?"
Before Mi Nuo finished speaking, his eyes turned black, and his legs fell to the ground weakly.
"Rice glutinous"
Although Yunguang caught the person who almost fell to the ground very quickly, but in the next second, the person who fell to the ground became two, because Yunguang was also dizzy.
In the white mist, a man dressed in white and wearing a delicate eye mask walked towards them, followed by a beautiful woman with a hot body and an ethereal purple dress.
The man's gaze fell on the two people lying on the ground, no, to be precise, on Yunguang's face, and a smile rose at the corner of his mouth.
Yunguang, we finally meet.
The purple-clothed woman beside her respectfully asked, "Childe, what are you going to do with them?"
"The woman is thrown into the Phantom Heart Lake, and the man is brought back to the Bamboo Garden."
"Yes"
When the words fell, the white mist swirled up like a whirlpool, enveloping several people very quickly, and a gust of wind passed, the white mist dissipated, and there was no one around.