Chapter 84
For a long time in the future, He Yufan talked a lot about the things they had been together, Su Xiaomeng listened very carefully, and the memories in his mind seemed to be gradually waking up...
"I've said so much, do you think of anything," He Yufan asked tentatively
"Huh? How to say it, it feels familiar, but I just can't remember what happened," Su Xiaomeng replied sadly
Hearing this, He Yufan was a little disappointed, but he still said to her encouragingly, "It's okay, take your time, you will always remember"
Su Xiaomeng hesitated for a moment and said, "I, can I ask you a question?"
"Well, just ask, I'll tell you if I know."
He Yufan saw that Su Xiaomeng was hesitant, which made him nervous, and he picked up the teacup and wanted to take a sip of tea to relieve it, but he didn't swallow it yet, and after hearing her words, the tears he choked on were about to flow out...
Because she asked "we, have we, ever slept"
He thought she would ask some normal questions, but he didn't expect it to be this...
Su Xiao dreamed that he choked on drinking water, and because of herself, she felt very sorry, got up and stood beside him, patted him lightly on the back, hoping to help him relieve the relief, and kept saying apologies in her mouth
After He Yufan calmed down, he looked at Su Xiaomeng, who was seriously waiting for his answer, and slowly said, "You, why, would you suddenly ask this"
"Nothing, just want to know, after all we have been together for so many years"
He Yufan thought for a while and said, "Of course I slept, and, more than once", and he kept paying attention to the expression on her face after he finished speaking.
He saw a strong sense of loss on her face, and he knew that it was because of what he had just said, and he suddenly felt that his heart was blocked...
And his answer made Su Xiaomeng hear a boom, as if some expectation collapsed instantly, although she knew that it might be the truth, but she still wanted to confirm again, now she can't even deceive herself, because it is already a fact after all.
And she didn't have to ask to know about it, although she knew that sleeping didn't mean anything, but when she thought about what she dreamed about that night, wouldn't it have been proven?
What, although Chu Xichen said he didn't mind, he would!
However, at that time, I must have only identified him in front of me, otherwise it would be impossible to make such a decision according to my own nature, but why did I separate later?
The more Su Xiaomeng thought about it, the more sad she felt, although she hadn't remembered what happened at the beginning, she still felt sorry for herself who had given everything for He Yufan.
Su Xiaomeng's sad emotions He Yufan could feel it, he thought that she now regretted being with him very much, and asked unwillingly, "Do you regret being with me once?"
"Huh? What"
"Did I say you regret it?"
Su Xiaomeng thought that he was asking about that matter, thought for a while and said, "He Yufan, although I don't remember the past,
But to be honest, I really regret the moment you just said that answer, but, you know what? That's just a momentary thought,
If I could do that, it will prove that you are the person I Su Xiaomeng has identified for the rest of my life, so I don't regret any decision I made at the beginning, it's just that we ended up separating.
Perhaps, we are not destined for each other, that person."
Her words made him unable to calm down for a long time, he had always known that Su Xiaomeng was a good girl, and this moment made him even more sure that he couldn't just give up on her.
She used to be good, of course she knew, just talking about her current cognition, such tolerance and generosity, how could she give up on her.
"Xiaomeng, let's not mention the past, okay? Whether it's good or bad, let's start to re-understand whether it's good or not."
"Let's be strangers in the future"
"Why, I don't want it"
"Although I don't remember the past, I know that I must have been hurt by you very much, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, and I have a boyfriend now, I don't want him to be sad, so, let's just leave it at that"
"Heh, you don't want him to be sad, what about me?"
"You, have nothing to do with me," Su Xiaomeng said resolutely
"Even if you think about the past later, it has nothing to do with me?"
"Right"
"Su Xiaomeng, you said that you would wait for me for three years, but what about the result? Is this what you call a commitment?"
"He Yufan, what qualifications do you have to question me, you have to know that it was you who gave up on me, not me who gave up on you, and said that promise, you must have made many promises to me at the beginning, so did you do it?"
This time Su Xiaomeng blocked him speechless, yes, he didn't fulfill the promise he didn't fulfill at the beginning, so why should he ask her?
"The promise I gave you at the beginning can be fulfilled now, can you give me a chance?"
Su Xiaomeng felt that he was excited just now, "I'm sorry, I was a little excited just now, and I'm sorry, it's late, I still have something to do, so I'll go first."
"Wait, this is my address in City D, you can come to me if you have something," He Yufan said
Su Xiaomeng glanced at the address, then said, "No need", and then turned to leave.
Looking at her back as she resolutely left, He Yufan knew how ridiculous the decision she had made was at the beginning...