Chapter 094: Empathy [Second Update]

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The dark night is like a long journey. Hidden wounds, nowhere to hide, let the boundless loneliness, cruelly roll and tear.

Just because you met the wrong person at the wrong time, you are destined to be lonely for the rest of your life, wandering at the intersection of the dark night, waiting for the person who will never appear?

Midnight has passed, and Xiaozhi has not returned home.

Xia Xue was stunned, looking at the dark courtyard through the window in confusion. Standing until her waist and legs were sore, Xia Xue turned around indifferently, walked to the wine cabinet, and took out a bottle of spirits. After a moment of contemplation, she put the bottle of wine in her hand back into the wine cabinet. Koji, who doesn't like drunk women.

Xia Xue was in place, turning around a few times, bored. She pulled out a box of mint-flavored cigarettes from the drawer below the wine cabinet and slowly floated towards the kitchen. She stood underneath the hood, pressed the switch on the hood, and calmly lit a cigarette for herself.

Circles of smoke drifted away along the range hood. Xia Xue, I haven't smoked for a long time. Koji, a woman who doesn't like to smoke. Unconsciously, Xia Xue invisibly changed a lot for Xiaozhi. Tonight, she realized.

Xia Xue suddenly felt intense pain, stemming from despair and contempt for herself. She took a hard puff of her cigarette, looked at the burning red cigarette butt, smiled coldly, and pressed the cigarette butt to her wrist fiercely.

With a pungent smell of burnt flesh, a piercing pain hit Xia Xue.

Xia Xue closed her eyes reluctantly, and a trace of relief welled up in the depths of her heart. The restless mind is calmed by self-abuse. The alternative self-punishment made her heart feel a little relieved of her confusion.

Turn off the hood and reintegrate into the endless long nights. Throw the cigarette butt in the trash. Step out of the kitchen, into the bathroom, wash and brush your teeth and shower so that you don't have a trace of smoke left on your body.

Xia Xue cleaned everything and walked hopelessly towards the stairs. Walking into the bedroom, my mind numbly closed my eyes.

At dawn, Xia Xue was awakened by a trivial sound. She opened her eyes in a panic and saw Koji coming out of the bathroom wearing a white bathrobe. Xia Xue closed her eyes, turned around, and simply pretended to be asleep.

Xiao Zhi lay on the bed tiredly, and his body was filled with a heavy smell of alcohol. He shifted his body, leaned over to Xia Xue's side, and expertly lifted the hem of his skirt. He is patient, gentle and considerate, and tries his best to wake up Xia Xue.

After a long time, he put it in Xia Xue's ear and said, "Honey, are you okay now?"

Xia Xue didn't speak and continued to be silent.

Koji continues to embody a rare tenderness, as if trying to make up for his late return. Finally, he couldn't hold back and didn't want to wait any longer. But I was afraid that I would be in a hurry and hurt the woman I loved.

Xiao Zhi carefully probed, retracted his fingers, and said puzzledly: "Strange, it's been so long, why haven't you been ready?" Am I not gentle enough, or is something wrong with you? ”

Xia Xue still refused to say anything. The body, as if with Xia Xue's desperate heart, escaped into endless numbness. It was so strange that even Xia Xue herself was puzzled.

Xiao Zhi pulled Xia Xue's body and said urgently: "Honey, don't pretend to be asleep anymore, I know you were awake just now." ”

As soon as the words fell, Xiao Zhi couldn't wait to kiss Xia Xue, but tasted the taste of blood strangely. Even more incredible things happened unexpectedly.

No matter how hard Xiaozhi tried, Xia Xue never responded. When Xiaoji gave up his patience and was ready to go his own way, he encountered obstacles that never happened. It's like an iron wall, and you can't cross it even if you try your best.

Xia Xue lost her voice in pain, and her body trembled from a sharp pain.

Xiao Zhi asked in horror, "Xia Xue, how can this be?" What the hell is wrong with you, 、、、、、、? We've never had this happen before. ”

Xia Xue was flustered, and she really couldn't explain the sudden drastic change. She shook her head, panicked and overwhelmed.

Xiaoji pondered for a long time, then turned over and lay down in discouragement. "I'm trapped, let's talk about it tomorrow!"

It didn't take much effort, and Xiaoji let out a sweet snoring sound. Has he been with Haruko tonight? If that's the case, they're just drinking and chatting and won't do anything else out of the ordinary? Xia Xue's heart was faintly uneasy, and then she was trapped in a cloud of doubts by more troubled thoughts.

What is the purpose of the pill that Impermanence gave himself? Xia Xue thought of this question in horror. Then, thinking of his body's reaction just now, his eyes widened in fear. Could it be that that little pill is blocking that thing?

Impermanence told Xia Xue that the woman he couldn't get, others couldn't imagine. If Xia Xue wanted to do that, she could only go to Impermanence himself to solve it.

Just now, Xiaozhi worked hard for so long and exhausted his gentleness and patience, but he couldn't make it after all. Is it a conspiracy of impermanence, has it served its purpose?

Late the next night, Xiaoji didn't go home until after midnight. The same attempt, played out again. However, it was repeatedly defeated and unable to do anything. Xiaozhi refused to give up easily, and tossed until dawn, causing Xia Xue to be miserable, as if he was about to be severely punished. But the result was the same as what happened the night before.

Xiao Zhi turned over and sat up angrily, his eyes staring at Xia Xue directly, looking terrible as if he was going to eat people.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoji, I'm really sorry、、、、、、 otherwise, you can do it according to your heart, I can stand it." Xia Xue looked at Xiaozhi timidly, with tears in her eyes, as if she had committed an unforgivable mistake.

Xiaoji touched Xia Xue's cheek and kissed it again. After waiting for a long time, Xiaozhi hugged Xia Xue desperately.

Xia Xue immediately let out an uncontrollable scream, and tears fell like rain. Xia Xue overestimated her endurance, and the sharp pain that pierced her heart couldn't bear it at all.

Xiaozhi was frightened by Xia Xue's screams, and lost all interest, so he peeled off and retreated. He seemed to have lost the desire to try, and turned to sleep with all his heart. Beside him, Xia Xue sobbed in a low voice, Xiao Zhi only felt sleepy and was in no mood to comfort Xia Xue.

Many days passed, and Xiaozhi was deterred by Xia Xue. I tried again a few times, but I was afraid that I would repeat the same mistakes, so I had to give up. Gradually, Xiaozhi no longer made that kind of invitation to Xia Xue, and often rushed into the bathroom in the middle of the night to take a cold shower.

When Xia Xue felt Xiaozhi's cold breath, she couldn't help but feel guilty and blamed herself, and cried silently until dawn.

A few days later, Xiaozhi proposed to live in a separate room, so that he could suffer less. So, Xiaozhi slept in the bedroom next door, and Xia Xue began to stay alone in the boudoir.

Life is still as usual, Xia Xue and Xiaozhi respect each other like guests, and they are peaceful and quiet. Xiaozhi has never been embarrassed by Xia Xue again, let alone complained about Xia Xue. Even when the two sit opposite each other and chat, Koji will cleverly avoid the kind of secret topics between husband and wife.

During the day, when Xia Xue went to the coffee shop, she received a call from Impermanence. Impermanence said that he was going to take Xia Xue to a place where Koji and Haruko had frequent trysts. Xia Xue tried her best to refuse, but she couldn't suppress the curiosity in her heart.

I have such a serious problem, and I have long been unable to fulfill my wife's duty, how did Xiaozhi solve it for so long? At the bottom of Xia Xue's heart, an evil evil thought swelled up, wanting to peek into Xiaozhi's secret.

Ten minutes later, Impermanence drove to the store, picked up Xia Xue, and drove to an old residential area. The color of the building has long been mottled, and it is a multi-storey building. Looking up, the old-fashioned wood-framed windows look like ruins that have been in disrepair for many years.

Where is this? Xia Xue sat in the passenger seat and asked softly.

This is the neighborhood where Haruko lived when she was a child. At that time, Haruko lived here with her mother and the man from the United States. Later, the man died in the rubble, and Haruko's mother committed suicide in the middle of the night. Haruko took refuge with a distant relative, the Leng Zhong you know, and the house could not continue to live in and was sold at a low price. Impermanence, looking out the window, said quietly.

Now that it's been sold, how can Haruko still live here now? Xia Xue asked puzzled.

Impermanence lit a cigar and continued, not long ago, Haruko had repurchased the house in her aunt's name. Maybe she's missing her dead mother, right? Or maybe you want to redeem yourself through nostalgia?

Xia Xue looked at Impermanence suspiciously. Salvation? How do you say that?

Impermanence's gaze fell on Xia Xue's face. At that time, it was rumored that Haruko's mother's death may not be suicide, but 、、、、、、 had a secret relationship with Haruko! After impermanence finished speaking, he shouted in a low voice, look, Xiaozhi is here!

Xia Xue looked out the window and sure enough, she saw Xiaozhi. He parked his car in a parking space across the road, and then went straight to the door of the community with a large bag of things.

Immediately afterwards, the young and beautiful Haruko ran out of the community in a hurry and jumped onto Xiaoji's body. Haruko hugged Koji's neck tightly as if no one was around, and her two slender white legs were coiled around Koji's waist.

Koji hurriedly stretched out his hands, held Haruko's delicate buttocks, and continued to walk towards the community.

Xia Xue couldn't believe her eyes. Tears flowed down uncontrollably, and the pain in my heart was scattered all over the ground. Xiaozhi said that he couldn't fall in love with other women, and he only had Xia Xue in his heart. However, why did he carry Xia Xue on his back today and meet other women privately?

Impermanence looked at Koji and Haruko thoughtfully, and said badly, that Haruko, it looks like she is very thin, and when she looks closely, she realizes that her body is really material! She just seemed to have nothing to wear, and I was about to have a nosebleed, haha、、、、、、 this foreign girl is just hot and daring!

Xia Xue lowered her head in frustration, her former self-confidence and arrogance disappeared without a trace at that moment just now.