Part 40 Seven years of correspondence

It seems that it is difficult to like anyone anymore, so I want to get used to one toothpaste, and then try another one, and that feeling really makes me want to vomit.

Meng Ying saw that Zhou Wei had fallen into a deep sleep, her body seemed to be crushed by a heavy truck, and her spirit was still in pain when she got up. She removed his hand from herself, crouched down to pick up the clothes she had been frantic with one by one, and put them back on one by one, looking down at the palms of her hands that were almost bloody.

It was her own, as if only in this way would she not scream, and then push Zhou Wei away from herself, because she needed this, only Zhou Wei could reach the other side she wanted to climb.

"Are you awake?" Zhou Wei's voice carried a hint of old voice, and he came over and hugged Mengying from behind, like a unique treasure.

"Mr. Zhou, I'm going to get off work, it's not early." Meng Ying was going to leave.

"You are not allowed to go anywhere, I want you to stay with me." Zhou Wei said as if he was sympathetic.

"Mr. Zhou, I don't understand what you say, you let me stay by your side, is it when you are a private junior, or an unsightly mistress? I don't want either. ”

Meng Ying turned around, put her hands on Zhou Wei's shoulders, and looked at him very seriously: "If Mr. Zhou hasn't thought about it yet, then today, like three years ago, I will act as if nothing has happened." ”

Zhou Wei kissed her lightly on the lips: "Don't call me Mr. Zhou, call me Zhou Wei." He wrapped her in his arms: "I don't want to go through another three years, Mengying, marry me, and stay with me justifiably." ”

Meng Ying also hugged his shoulders and back, looking at the brown mirror reflecting her face, she smiled very charmingly, her lips were slightly red and swollen, and she said one word: "Good!" ”

As she wished, the identity of a Mrs. Zhou was obtained so quickly and effortlessly.

The wind on the Bund is very strong, as if it is a little reward for the rare summer.

Lu Heng was wearing a white T-shirt and a pair of washed white jeans, and his neat short hair looked unusually handsome, he seemed to be saying something to the taxi, and then the mobile phone screen lit up, and then the mobile phone screen went out, he looked here, and then walked over.

Zhou Miao sat on the railing, next to a plastic bag full of beer, and there were some finished beer bottles at her feet.

"It's too dangerous for you to sit on this, come down."

Lu Heng was about to report to Zhou Miao, but Zhou Miao hid in his arms, Lu Heng was stunned, and when he didn't know how to move, Zhou Miao said in a low voice: "Don't push me away, please." ”

"What happened?" Lu Heng held her back, the smell of alcohol on her body was very strong, I don't know how much she drank, what happened to make her so strong drink like this.

"Lu Heng, you said that the words are very infectious, but no matter how infectious the words are, I am afraid they will not be able to write my panic at this moment."

"Still won't you say? What's going on? ”

Zhou Miao leaned on his arms very affectionately, and her voice carried a hint of wine: "Lu Heng, do you remember what I once told you?" I probably won't get married, but when I'm seventy or eighty, I'll take a bunch of dogs out for a walk on the street, and I'll be a cool, cool old lady when I'm old. ”

Lu Heng was so smart that he realized what she wanted to say, and asked directly: "Are you in love with someone?" In my previous letters, I have not heard you mention anyone. ”

"Yes, I'm in love with him, but he doesn't know, I don't know how to start, and I'm afraid that I'm not worthy of him, and I'm afraid that he already has another her by his side." Zhou Miao rested his head on his shoulder, he smelled very good, and he was as clean as him.

Lu Heng slowly pushed her away and hugged her down, and then Lu Heng sat on the ground, as if he didn't look like a big star at all, just a big brother who comforted his little sister late at night.

Zhou Miao also followed his example, sat next to him, picked up the usual beer again, opened it, and drank a few sips.

Lu Heng rubbed her soft long hair: "The biggest pain in life is actually helplessness. There are many things that you watch happen, and you want to redeem them, but you can't do anything about it. So it's not about working hard to get everything. In life, the most important thing we need to learn is to admit defeat. When someone leaves you, give and get nothing. You know, if you lose this game, you quit and come back later. Admitting defeat is not the end, but giving yourself another chance. ”

Zhou Miao looked at him as if he was out of his mind.

Lu Heng smiled, and also picked up the usual beer, opened it, and was about to drink it, but Zhou Miao snatched it: "You are crazy, if you drink today, your eyes will be swollen tomorrow, and so many reporters will be waiting to capture your handsome face tomorrow." Zhou Miao put his wine at his feet: "I called you out, not for you to buy drunk with me." ”

"You're in love with someone, aren't you?"

Zhou Miao nodded very firmly: "Yes, a person who has no way to speak in front of him." ”

"Actually, it's good not to say it, I'm afraid that if you say it, you're not even friends anymore, so why bother." Lu Heng's words seemed to be worth it, he picked up the beer bottle at Zhou Miao's feet, and then clenched it in his hand, the beer bottle was deformed, and he threw it into the trash can accurately.

"Three points!" He smiled, baring his white teeth.

"Also, if I meet someone who likes and loves again, I will think, forget it, it's good to be friends, it's really good." Zhou Miao smiled heartily: "Lu Heng, how long did you say you and I have known each other?" ”

Lu Heng also thought about it seriously, but without waiting for Lu Heng to speak, Zhou Miao said: "It's been seven years, counting today, it's been seven years." ”

Lu Heng thought for a moment, and then nodded: "It seems to be." ”

"Why did I just go out of shit luck back then and become a pen pal with you." Zhou Miao's tone seemed to be mocking: "At that time, you were just a small person who wrote articles, how did you become a big person competing with each other in various magazines today, and you are so good-looking, you can obviously rely on your appearance to eat, but you rely on your talent, Lu Heng, you are really boring." ”

"Zhou Miao, although I don't know who you like and who makes you so sad, but the advice I give you is, even if you like it, you have to refrain from it, because we can't think of if two people don't love each other, will it be even more sad than you are now, this is an unknown thing." Lu Heng looked at her and seemed to see her through, but he could only say that.

Finally, one day, you will understand that the final game of love is not the cruel words and slaps thrown down when you break up, but if you leave him, you will live better than at any time now.