Part 156 Let it go
The color of the night is like ink, and the darkness makes people panic.
There are no street lights in the community, but the vehicles passing back and forth can clearly illuminate the figures of the two people, and then the shadows are stretched, and then everything disappears.
"Let's go for a walk." Bai Siyuan suddenly spoke.
Sun Yingchen wanted to refuse, but he said, "Okay." ”
There is almost no place to walk in the community, but it is such a palm-sized community, Bai Siyuan and Sun Yingchen walked side by side for a while, and almost all the places in the community were visited.
Sun Yingchen felt the breath around her, if she could, she would rather just go on like this, not tomorrow, not later, just now, she can also selfishly keep Bai Siyuan by her side, without thinking about how much power is behind him to restrain him.
Sun Yingchen admitted that she failed, she loved him too much, even if Bai Siyuan didn't say anything or do anything, she could find a thousand reasons to forgive him, as long as he was willing to turn back, he was willing to turn back.
"Dow has settled in Heilan." Bai Siyuan's voice seemed to be very tired.
Sun Yingchen just hummed: "I watched the news, in fact, I don't want to pay attention to any information about Heilan at all, but you Hailan is too famous, you can't do it if you don't read it, the information is overwhelming." ”
Bai Siyuan smiled, it turned out that she still hadn't changed, she was still the same freewheeling Sun Yingchen, who could say whatever she wanted.
"There are conditions for Dow to settle in Heilan." Bai Siyuan thought about it for a long time and said to her: "As long as I am engaged to Tao Xinyu, Tao Ye is willing to take out 20% of the equity in his hand." ”
Sun Yingchen listened quietly, but her heart felt that it had been tightening and tightening and tightening, and she could only thank that it was night, after all, he couldn't see the lonely look on her face.
"It's okay, after all, Heilan is very important, if you don't feel sorry for Tao Xinyu like this, you can do it as a matter of course." Sun Yingchen pretended to be hard-hearted and said cruel words.
"At that time...... The same is true for me. Sun Yingchen sneered, as if laughing at himself: "But it's okay, Bai Siyuan, there is no longer any possibility between you and me, you came here today to tell me, how powerful you Bai Siyuan is, it's really awesome, I Sun Yingchen has nothing, and there is no use value at all by your side, do you want to tell me that the time wasted by my side really makes you regret it." ”
Bai Siyuan listened quietly, he knew how much Sun Yingchen hated him, he had broken all the promises he had made to her, he really didn't fulfill the obligations of a qualified boyfriend, all he Bai Siyuan gave her was disappointment, and in the end he was sorry for her.
Bai Siyuan knew that it was impossible, but he felt depressed sadly.
Sun Yingchen, I want to tell you how much, I have never changed, but I have no ability to protect you, you and I are people in the same realm at all, when you are still at the starting line, I have fucking reached the end, I have not experienced setbacks, I have started half my life, only when I meet you Sun Yingchen, it is the first setback in my life.
I don't know who said this: 'Meet the right person at the wrong age, and want to protect the person for the rest of your life, but later I found out that I don't even have the ability to protect myself, how to protect the other party.'" ’
Sun Yingchen turned around and looked at Bai Siyuan's thin face, just like the one in her memory, it was still like that, handsome, sunny, but she couldn't see the stars in her eyes anymore, she didn't know what he had experienced during this time, seeing him so thin that his cheeks collapsed, his heart throbbed for no reason, how ridiculous, she still felt sorry for him.
"Bai Siyuan, you don't love me anymore, you don't need to feel guilty, I'm fine now, I eat and sleep well every day, do you know why I can take good care of myself?" Sun Yingchen looked at him with a smile, her beautiful peach blossom eyes full of smiles.
Bai Siyuan looked at her eyes, he was almost reluctant to take his eyes away, and looked at her with affection.
Sun Yingchen smiled indifferently: "Because, I don't love you anymore." ”
Because, I don't love you anymore!
I don't love you anymore.
Sun Yingchen's words were like echoes in the mountains, always telling him over and over again, reminding him that they couldn't go back, and they couldn't go back.
Bai Siyuan laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "So that's the case." He giggled: "Tao wants me to get engaged to Tao Xinyu, I feel sad to think that the person standing next to me in the future is not you, I know that I shouldn't come over to disturb your peaceful life, but I still came over, the afternoon time is very sunny, gradually, the sun is gone, there are no street lights in the community, the black makes people panic, waiting for your time is like a long night is stretched, and finally I still see waiting for you." ”
Bai Siyuan's voice was very distressing, and Sun Yingchen knew that he had been waiting for him here for so long......
"When we met before, you were sad and said that you didn't regret it, you just felt regretful, but, Sun Yingchen, why shouldn't I, if I knew that this was the result between us, I would still choose to get to know you again without hesitation, no matter what I can do, just a little, I don't want me to bring you just sadness."
Bai Siyuan's voice was in the dark night, like a little boy who made a mistake, he was trying to make the other party forgive in his own way, but he was so humble that it made the other party even more sad, how to forgive.
"Bai Siyuan, you were born to be the young master of Hailan, there is a distance between you and me, don't let the rest of our memories be regretful, I don't blame you, I just blame myself, so ...... Bai Siyuan, be yourself, you were born to protect Hailan, and I am just your passerby. Sun Yingchen smiled slightly, she didn't care, she walked to Bai Siyuan's side step by step, raised her head and said: "If you are really reluctant and think that you are sorry for me, then don't forget me so early, before you marry Tao Xinyu, I hope you still remember me." ”
Bai Siyuan listened to her words, and took a few steps back, how could he just remember that there was her in it, and when he dreamed back several times at midnight, he wanted to hug her in his dreams, but when he opened his eyes, there was a burst of blankness and a large emptiness in his heart, reminding him every minute and every second that between them had become the past.
"Bai Siyuan, let's say goodbye seriously this time." Sun Yingchen smiled and stretched out her hand, her hand became whiter and whiter in the night, but she was so helpless.
Bai Siyuan looked at her for a long time, and finally reached out and held hers, the moment he held her hand, he was like a child who made a mistake, crying hysterically, so helpless.
Sun Yingchen watched Bai Siyuan cry like this, she had to be hard-hearted to be able to make herself indifferent, she clenched the fist of her other hand and picked herself hard with her nails, only such pain could prevent her from shedding tears with Bai Siyuan.