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Does he know the answer?

The answer he was referring to...... What is it?

Nan Mengchen was a little afraid to look at Li Yameng's eyes.

In the past two days, she has asked herself many times.

Do you remember why you approached Leamon in the first place, and why you chose to be with him?

That reason......

Now, is it ridiculous, or does it still occupy that vital place in your heart?

For the sake of Gu Muzhi, to deceive Li Yameng like this, has your conscience also suffered?

But now, when you see Li Yameng, how many times do you think of Gu Muzhi?

The reason for the first time...... How long has it been since you remembered?

You will go to N City without telling everyone for the sake of Gu Muzhi.

But that's just an escape, isn't it?

But now......

But you have the courage to come back with another man, to come back and face all the people you feel depressed.

Have you ever wondered...... Why is that?

Nan Mengchen couldn't speak, not that she was running away, nor that she was cowardly, but that she herself had already lost her answer.

Li Yameng remained motionless, as if he was asleep.

But his voice sounded so sober.

"Like someone, like someone who used to make you so desperate...... I don't think anyone in this world will let go easily......"

Who else could that person be?

Nan Mengchen frowned, and even couldn't see the traffic in front of him clearly.

"I ......"

It's not that I don't want to put it down......

Li Yameng's voice was soft and soft, like a dream: "I'm not saying that you don't plan to put it down, maybe ...... I guess there's nothing you can do about it, right? ”

Nan Mengchen's heart was grabbed by something, very tight, very tight.

Li Yameng continued: "There is only one way for people to try their best to like someone, but how to control themselves and not let their hearts like someone? ”

His tone was not heavy at all, but sounded inexplicably relaxed: "I have known Muzhi for many years, and I know ...... His personality and personality are very attractive to girls...... You are not the first and will not be the last...... Excellent people are always attractive. ”

Nan Mengchen felt a trace of bitterness, Li Yameng said to her, it sounded like he was standing in her position, defending her, this position made Nan Mengchen feel ashamed and blamed.

In fact, in the dark, Nan Mengchen always had a strange feeling.

If Li Yameng wasn't so considerate to himself, if he wasn't so gentle in everything, if he was just a prodigal boy who spent drinking outside every day, and there were countless beauties around him, then Nan Mengchen would even feel better!

But on the contrary, Li Yameng always treats Nan Mengchen very well, and he is so delicate and can grasp Nan Mengchen's emotions very well.

This made Nan Mengchen feel even more sorry for him.

Suddenly, Li Yameng changed his words, and suddenly said a little abruptly: "But...... Muzhi now has An Xia, and they are together and have a very happy life. ”

Nan Mengchen's hand clenched loudly, the happiness that Li Yameng said in his mouth was not Nan Mengchen's pain!

"I ......"

Li Yameng finally turned his head and looked at her lightly: "I know that their happiness together must be a pain for you, and you will fantasize that that happiness should belong to you." ”

This sentence made the bitterness and sourness in Nan Mengchen's heart flow along her veins to her entire body like an explosion.

That happiness...... It should have been yours......

Is he talking about me, or is he talking about himself?

"It's ...... for you It's not fair. ”

Li Yameng shook his head lightly: "But now that you have brought me to the Nan family, it is unfair and it doesn't seem to be that important......"

Nan Mengchen bit his lip tightly.

Li Yameng's tone was still relaxed: "I know...... Even if there is still a place in your heart, maybe that position, I will always share it with another person, but I also know that it is not something we can decide, you can't do anything, and I am the same. ”

Every sentence seems to be like a sharp knife.

Nan Mengchen, who poked, had difficulty breathing.

Li Yameng looked at her stupidly: "Nan Mengchen, I like you......"

This lingering sentence is not the first time I have heard it, but Nan Mengchen's heart is still throbbing.

"I don't want to compare this liking with anyone or anything, but I want you to believe that my liking must be no worse than anyone else in the world, so ...... I don't feel jealous of anyone except for feeling sorry for you. ”

This obsession...... Are you going to let me carry it for the rest of my life?

At this time, the person who should be distressed is obviously you!

"You have a lifelong obsession that may never be resolved, and I claim to be the one who likes you the most...... Even...... The one you love the most...... But I can't do anything about it. ”

Speaking of this, Li Yameng finally sighed heavily for the first time.

How embarrassing that breath is, like countless desolations, are hidden in it.

His eyes, a little reluctantly, left Nan Mengchen and looked at the road in front of the car, which seemed to have no end.

"So...... From this point of view, I am not a competent boyfriend, I have no way to make you love me more than you admire, it's not your fault, it's mine. ”

Squeak——!

The car slammed to a halt on the side of the road.

Nan Mengchen finally couldn't stop it.

She turned around and looked at Li Yamon earnestly.

"Do you think that's fair to you?"

Li Yameng suddenly smiled.

This smile made Nan Mengchen feel sarcastic.

What the hell is this problem?

Fair?

How can this be fair?

How can this be fair?!

Nan Mengchen lowered his head and wanted to say "I'm sorry".

Li Yameng suddenly stretched out his hand and gently grabbed Nan Mengchen.

"Some people are born without worrying about food and clothing, some people are born without enough food, and some people are ...... Destined to be with the person you like, but some people are ...... But they can't get close to the most important person in their hearts for the rest of their lives......"

Nan Mengchen didn't dare to raise her head, Li Yameng's words were still comforting her until now.

"The world...... It's never fair. ”

But you have a choice!

You don't have to make this unfair "deal"!

I have nothing but myself......

You're so nice......

You're so gentle......

If you're like anyone else, you'll be happier than you are now!

She looked up, and the words that had already been brought to her lips were held against a finger stretched out by Li Yamon.

He was still smiling at Nan Mengchen, smiling so happily and so satisfied.

"But God is very good to me...... I have never imagined what kind of person I will be with one day, and I have never imagined what the girl I will fall in love with will be like, because I always believe that those so-called 'conditions' are not actually reserved for real love, they are only used to reject those you don't like. ”

Li Yameng's fingers carefully moved Nan Mengchen's lips away, and gently scraped her cheeks with pity.

A burst of electricity spread from his cheeks to his body.

Before Nan Mengchen could even react to what he had experienced, he instantly felt that his whole body was soft.

She had no strength and couldn't speak, so she could only listen quietly to Li Yameng and continue: "I thank God, at least I can be with you, but I also hate God, so that I haven't become the most important person to you...... But...... I'm not in a hurry...... I still have a lifetime to go, and in this life, the person who stays by your side will be me...... As long as you don't give up on me, I will always be there for you until ...... Last day. ”

Last day......

Are you just so sloppy and gambling your whole life?

What if you lose?

Lifetime...... There's no way back!

Why the hell are you so stupid?

You should push me away, you should hate me, even hate me!

She was a little choked, and it was difficult to concentrate on the strength of her speech: "What if...... If the last ...... You didn't become ...... either."

Li Yameng didn't ask her to say that name, but shook his head slightly.

"I'm not trying to be someone else, I don't want to replace anyone, I'm just me."

He got up and moved closer to Nan Mengchen, and a warm heat immediately greeted him, surrounding Nan Mengchen.

He whispered in her ear, "What I want to be...... It's the me in your life, that's all. ”

Sole!

I don't care what kind of past you have, because every past is what I have to go through when I meet you, and only when you go through every past, when we meet, will I recognize you, I will like you, and I will fall in love with you.

Even if you take one less step before we meet, then when we meet, you are not you...... And I'm ...... It won't be me either.

Nan Mengchen felt this fatalistic romance for the first time.

Li Yamon is no one, he is just himself, so ...... His man and his things are different from others.

What is the saying?

If you are wrong, why not......

Fake drama can also be real......

She looked up and looked at Li Yamon's bright eyes in earnest.

"You really won't regret it."

"If it's you, you won't regret it."

"Why do you like me so much?"

"Maybe that's my fate."

Nan Mengchen's eyes slowly lowered.

Thousands of thoughts were expelled by a force at this moment.

"When we came...... I asked you if you would like to ......"

Li Yameng followed her words bluntly: "I am still willing to take you away, if...... You would too. ”

Suddenly, Nan Mengchen raised his head.

In the other party's eyes, there is nothing but himself.

"Take me away, Nan Ruoyi will definitely make trouble for you, aren't you afraid?"

"What about you? Come with me, you will definitely face Mu Zhi and An Xia, are you afraid? ”

Nan Mengchen couldn't help Li Yameng a little.

On this trip to the southwest, he was always calm and wise, and even spoke a little to the point, but he was like an outsider who always hid in the dark and observed, and saw everything so thoroughly.

Zhuang Sufeng is also good...... Nan Ruoyi is not enough...... To hell with it!

"I'm not afraid!"

Li Yameng raised her hand in front of her, cherished everything, and kissed it gently.

"Then come with me."

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