After opening my eyes, I found that Duan Ruochen was kissing me on the cheek, and when I looked up, I found that I was covered with a blanket.

"Woke you up?" When he woke up, he laughed happily, "I have to go back to my room to sleep in the future, it's getting cold, be careful of catching a cold." ”

"It's warm in the room, it's not cold." I rubbed my eyes and stretched again, "Why did you come back so early, isn't there much to do in the company?" ”

"Didn't I miss you? I'm going to come home and see you lazy cat. Duan Ruochen put his arms around me and sat on his lap, his hand dishonestly stroked my lower abdomen, and asked me while stroking, "Shen'er, I browsed the Internet today, and said that after a woman is pregnant with a baby, some people will vomit badly, and some people are as sleepy as you, isn't it that a little life has been born here?" ”

"you, how long have we been married? It's all because you don't know how to control yourself at night, and you actually scold me for being a lazy cat at this time. I opened my mouth curtly, wanting to open Duan Ruochen's hand, but his hands were firmly fixed in one hand, and his other hand went up with the trend, climbing all the way until it touched my chest.

"Then we'll have to work harder." After Duan Ruochen finished speaking, he turned over, pressed me under him, and ripped off the clothes on my body with his hands up and down.

"Duan Ruochen, don't, I'm hungry--"

"I'm hungry too, you feed me first, and then I'll feed you, how about it?"

"Don't, bastard, uh--"

A minute later, my clothes were all gone, Duan Ruochen's hands were wandering on my body, I wanted to struggle, I thought about it and gave up, isn't it supposed to be like this between husband and wife? He needs, I give.

The next morning, I was suddenly awakened by the sound of ping-pong, and when I opened my eyes with difficulty, I saw things flying in the living room.

"Ruochen, what's wrong with you?" I hurriedly got up and ran to the door of the room, and saw that Duan Ruochen was like an angry lion, smashing something when he caught it, so I asked in a panic.

It seems that I have seen him angry for the first time since I met him, but I don't understand why he was so angry early in the morning when he was fine last night.

Duan Ruochen ignored me, and still didn't stop, everything that could be smashed in the living room had been smashed by him, and he saw that there was nothing to start, so he sat on the ground panting.

I cautiously walked around the tables, chairs, and debris he had smashed, crouched down beside him, and slowly stroked his frowning forehead, "Can you talk to me?" ”

"You don't have to." Duan Ruochen pushed me away, my center of gravity was unbalanced, and my head hit the corner of the chair that fell to the ground, making a muffled sound.

"Shen'er, it doesn't matter if you want it." Duan Ruo hurriedly stepped forward to check my head, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I shouldn't have pushed you. ”

"It's okay, it's just that I didn't sit still." I grinned and smirked at Duan Ruochen.

"Shen'er--" Duan Ruochen suddenly hugged me into his arms and apologized vigorously, "Do you know that if you treat me like this, I will feel even more guilty for you." ”

"Ruochen!" I broke free from his arms and looked at him earnestly, "Can you tell me what's going on?" If it's me doing something wrong, I can change it, just don't toss yourself so much. ”

Duan Ruochen's lips moved a few times, and after hesitating for a few seconds, he said, "No, you didn't do anything wrong, it's me who is wrong, and I shouldn't be angry at you." ”

I felt gloomy that he was clearly unwilling to tell me why he was really angry.

I vaguely felt that the surface of the matter was not so simple, because since then, Duan Ruochen would often go home not so early on the grounds of meetings and overtime, and sometimes he even returned home late at night, I had doubts, but I felt that there was nothing to worry about him, so I pretended not to care about his late return.

In the second month of our marriage, that is, in October of this year, another incident happened, that is, Duan Ruochen got angry for the second time in front of me, but the object of his anger this time was me, and it was the first time he fired at me!

This time, instead of smashing things, he directly smashed a box of medicine on my body, then climbed on the bed, lifted my quilt, pointed to the box of medicine that smashed in front of me, and yelled at me: "Ye Shen'er, are you so unwilling to give birth to me?" Hehe, from the first day of marriage, you have the birth control pill ready? It's good that I've been counting the days all day long, counting the day when a new life will come, and you've really cut off my thoughts. ”

I finally understood the real reason why Duan Ruochen had been awkward all this time, I breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to explain to him, but I didn't know how to explain it for a while.

Indeed, in my heart, there is a little rejection of having children, but he misunderstood, it's not that I don't want to give him a child, it's just that I'm not ready to have a child.

"Ruochen, let's talk." I sat up, held Duan Ruochen's hand, and whispered to him, "I'm sorry! I know I shouldn't hide from you that I should take the pill, I just haven't been mentally prepared yet, I think I'm still young, and I should focus on my career. ”

"But you marry me, you just need to keep your duty, be my Duan Ruochen's wife, just give birth to children for me, you don't need to go out and show your face at all, I said, there is no need, I have the ability to support you, I have the ability to let you live the life that all women want."

"But you know, I've never been a hedonist, I need to create my own ability and value, even if I hit my head outside and go home to complain to you, I don't want to stay at home all day with nothing to do."

I simply put out the grievances and discernments these days, I think that between husband and wife, the most basic thing should be honest with each other, since I was found out about stealing birth control pills, then I don't want to put other things in my heart.

"But Shen'er, if I can't give you the best, I will be upset!"

"Ruochen, I don't understand why you want children so desperately, but you really need it so much, I won't take medicine in the future, but you also think about it Before I don't have children, I'll go out and find a job, okay?"

"Shen'er, I'll tell you now why I want a child so desperately, first, I want a child that belongs to both of us, it has nothing to do with anyone, it belongs only to us; Second, I thought that my mother would never have been waiting to see you, and if she had known that you had a child, she would have been very happy, and they all said that they were married from generation to generation, and maybe by then, she would no longer oppose us. ”

"Ruochen, do you think that's all the role of children?" I feel a little uneasy in my heart, I am much quieter during this time than before I got married, and Duan's mother didn't come to me for trouble, even if she objected to our marriage again, now that we are in a boat, she can only push the boat down the river! We don't need to use children to preserve our marriage.

"You misunderstood me, I was thinking that sooner or later we were going to have children, didn't you? Think about it, what a blessing it is for children to be on their knees. Duan Ruochen's eyes were a little dazed, and he seemed to be a little unspeakable.

"If you like it, then we'll want it!" I endured the sourness in my heart and said to Duan Ruochen with a smile, "But the instructions say that you need to stop taking the medicine for a while......"

"Shen'er--" Duan Ruochen waited for me to explain, and he suddenly kissed me frantically on the cheek and body......

This pilling incident, with his anger and my compromise and forbearance, temporarily ended, I continued to live a canary-like life, and Duan Ruochen continued to commute from 9 to 5 every day.

Since that day we discussed about having a child, I threw the contraceptive pill into the trash can in front of him, and started the body's mode of waiting for pregnancy, Duan Ruochen often boiled me all kinds of conceivable decoctions, but only a month has passed, not only is my stomach still not moving, but the whole person has also lost weight.

Duan Ruochen thought that I would lose weight because I had never conceived a child and the pressure was too great, so he comforted me on the one hand, on the one hand, he continued to boil the soup in the kitchen tirelessly, and on the other hand, he was more diligent at night, and every time he went out to work refreshed, I continued to fall asleep on the bed.

After going on like this for half a month, Duan Ruochen went home a lot later, and sometimes he didn't even return home until late at night, I didn't care, so I didn't question him.

It's just that one day, when I was doing laundry, I found that there was a red lip print on the collar of his white shirt, I looked at the lip print for a while, and then laughed.

Chen Chen often has inexplicable lipstick marks on his body, he once told me that men can't help themselves a lot outside, as long as men still have women in their hearts and don't do anything sorry for women, women should turn a blind eye to be a smart woman.

When Chen Chen said this to me, I hadn't fallen in love with Situ Yunzhe, so naturally I couldn't understand the psychology of men, and I always felt that this was definitely something I couldn't bear.

At first, I thought that after I saw the lip print, my first reaction was that I would be heartbroken, jealous, and angry, but none of these emotions happened, I suddenly felt puzzled by my thoughts, and then panicked, did I ever love Duan Ruochen? Even a little.

The answer is yes! Otherwise, why would our married life be so harmonious? But if there is love, why don't I have any jealousy?

I immediately picked up the shirt and rubbed it blankly, as if I were rubbing someone else's clothes, but before the clothes were cleaned, there was a clear knock on the door of the house.