Before Hua Ling had time to think, Wei Chi had already dragged Cheng Rao away.

Cheng Rao didn't know what Yu Chi was doing, and was dragged all the way to the room where he lived.

As the two of them walked by, they were seen by the soldiers around them.

You must know that Wei Chi's usual image is majestic and upright, where would he have such intimate contact with women.

And seeing him like this, he didn't shy away from it at all, and took the other party to his room......

When Wei Chi dragged Cheng Rao over, he happened to run into Shen Yang and Zhang Bai.

After Shen Yang and Zhang Bai saw this scene, the two of them glanced at each other, and their faces were confused.

What the is this...... It's not like his style.

"Boss, you-"

Before Shen Yang could ask a complete question, Wei Chi took Cheng Rao and continued to walk, without any intention of communicating with them at all. Shen Yang and Zhang Bai could only watch from the side, both of them were stunned.

Zhang Bai: "You say, the boss shouldn't really fall in love with that doctor, right?" ”

Shen Yang: "What do you say?" ”

Zhang Bai: "I don't know. ”

Shen Yang stared at the backs of Yu Chi and Cheng Rao for a while, and after about a minute, he finally spoke: "It's so obvious, you can't see it?" ”

Zhang Bai: "What about the frieze?" Hua Lin, I haven't had a crush on the boss for a long time—"

Zhang Bai blurted out this sentence, and after finishing speaking, he found that Shen Yang's face was not good-looking.

Shen Yang is actually usually quite good-tempered, but he doesn't know why he is so irritable all of a sudden.

"Mind your own business!" Shen Yang gave a warning and left.

Zhang Bai: "......"

Damn, what's wrong with all of them?

………

Cheng Rao was carried into the room by Wei Chi.

As soon as he entered the door, he was pressed against the door panel by Wei Chi.

A pain hit her back, and Cheng Rao couldn't help frowning.

"What are you crazy about?" Cheng Rao was disgusted in every word.

Yu Chi's side didn't let go because of her words.

The next second, he suddenly opened his arms and took her into his arms, hugging her tightly.

This kind of strength made it a little difficult for Cheng Rao to breathe.

Cheng Rao is not a person who is slow to respond to feelings, this hug carries the joy of being lost and regained, and ...... Sentimentally attached?

No matter what the relationship is, it shouldn't be between the two of them.

Her chest pressed against each other, and she could clearly feel the sound of his powerful heartbeat.

"You-"

"Don't move." Cheng Rao just wanted to open her mouth and continue to speak, but Wei Chi interrupted her again.

His voice was hoarse, as if he was suppressing something.

There was pain and struggle in his voice.

Cheng Rao heard him make such a voice for the first time, and froze.

Then, Wei Chi hugged her a little tighter.

"You let me hold it for a while."

Cheng Rao: "......"

She felt hallucinated, otherwise how could she hear the fragility and helplessness in Yu Chi's voice?

Cheng Rao didn't move, but she didn't respond to him, so she let him hold it.

After about five or six minutes, Wei Chi let go.

After he let go, Cheng Rao raised her head and looked at him.

Then she found that Wei Chi's eyes were covered with red bloodshots, and his eyes were a little red.

It's the first time I've seen him like this.

Cheng Rao felt that he should have encountered something important.

So, I asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"I said I almost died on the mission, can you believe it?" This sentence was said by looking into her eyes.

Cheng Rao didn't doubt it, and nodded, "Oh, I believe it." ”

His identity doomed him to not have a safe journey. It's normal to be in danger of your life while on a mission.

Cheng Rao thinks that he has been in the peacekeeping force for so many years, and he must understand this truth.

"Aren't you supposed to get used to it?" Cheng Rao replied again.

"Oh yes, get used to it." Wei Chi smiled self-deprecatingly, as if he suddenly remembered something, "It's just that you can't die yet." ”

At this point, his gaze was much sharper than before, as if he remembered something infuriating.

Cheng Rao clearly noticed the change in his eyes, and she didn't know why, looking at Yu Chi like this, she felt a little panicked in her heart.

Cheng Rao moved her lips, and when she wanted to persuade him, Yu Chi suddenly pinched her chin.

"I don't care what purpose you have approaching me, Cheng Rao." He called out her name word by word, "Lao Tzu is not going to let go." You'd better not betray me. ”

Cheng Rao: "? ”

She really wanted to raise her hand and touch his forehead to see if he had a fever, otherwise how could she say such inexplicable words for no reason?

There is no strong relationship between the two of them, so how can they talk about betrayal?

When Cheng Rao was thinking this, Wei Chi spoke again.

"Do you want to know why I don't change jobs?"

He rarely talked to anyone, but now he wanted to tell her all about it.

However, Cheng Rao didn't give him this face at all, and shook her head after listening to his question: "I don't want to know." ”

Wei Chi was choked speechless by her words.

He lowered his head and opened his mouth to bite her neck, a little hard.

"Damn, you're a woman—"

"I'm not interested in knowing, but if you want to speak, I can listen." Cheng Rao looked at him very calmly.

Wei Chi knew that it was not easy to hear such an answer from her mouth.

He grabbed Cheng Rao's waist and pushed her to the bed, and the two of them sat down together.

Cheng Rao found that Wei Chi was very wrong today, that is, the whole person was so fragile that he didn't fit in with his usual iron-clad appearance.

I think I also encountered something special.

After sitting down, Cheng Rao didn't say anything, waiting for Wei Chi to speak.

Wei Chi lowered his head and was silent for a while before he spoke, and a sentence came out coldly.

"It's his birthday."

"Him?" Cheng Rao subconsciously asked.

She didn't know Wei Chi, so naturally she wouldn't know who the "he" he was referring to.

Wei Chi: "My brother. ”

Cheng Rao: "You still have a younger brother." ”

Yu Chi: "Hmm. ”

Cheng Rao: "Your brother is also a soldier?" ”

Wei Chi: "He's in the peacekeeping force just like me. ”

Cheng Rao: "...... Oh, and I didn't see him either. ”

Yu Chi: "He's dead." ”

Cheng Rao: "......"

Wei Chi's words were too direct, so direct that Cheng Rao didn't know how to answer them at the moment.

At times like these, comfort seems to be the most useless.

Because she herself has experienced that despair.

After Xiao Ye left, many people told her not to think about the past anymore and to look forward.

But only she knows how difficult it is to look ahead.

At this moment, she actually understood Wei Chi very well.

Cheng Rao didn't answer here, so Wei Chi continued: "I had an accident and died when I was on a mission. ”

As soon as he said sacrifice, Cheng Rao's hand trembled.

She remembered Xiao Ye, who had also died in the line of duty.

Empathy.

Cheng Rao stared at Wei Chi for a while, then took the initiative to raise her hand and hugged his head.

She pressed her palm against his back and patted him lightly twice.

Cheng Rao's movements made Wei Chi's body stiffen slightly, and he didn't expect Cheng Rao to make such an action at all.

Even someone who was so slow to react could feel that she was comforting him.

Yu Chi squeezed Cheng Rao's hand.

"Xia You is his girlfriend, and the child is also his. I promised him that I would take good care of them. ”

Yu Chi knew that Cheng Rao had been misunderstanding his relationship with Xia You.

Now that he has talked about it today, he wants to explain it all at once.

Xia You's name Cheng Rao remembered, as soon as Wei Chi said this, Cheng Rao finally understood why Xia You called him "big brother".

It turns out that there is such a relationship.

But no matter what their relationship was, Wei Chi didn't need to explain it to her.

So Cheng Rao didn't say much after listening to Wei Chi's words.

The main thing is that I don't know what to say.

**

Hua Lin's mood is not high.

Ever since Wei Chi dragged Cheng Rao away, she has been depressed.

Soon it was time to eat, and after coming to the cafeteria, Hua Lin casually made a few dishes and sat down.

It didn't take long for Zhang Bai and Shen Yang to sit opposite her.

Hua Ling has been wandering, if Shen Yang hadn't talked to her first, she probably wouldn't have come back to her senses.

"You're in a bad mood?" Shen Yang sat down and stared at Hua Ling for a while, and found that she was not in a state.

After hearing Shen Yang's voice, Hua Lian came back to his senses.

When she came back to her senses, she barely managed to squeeze out a smile.

"It's fine."

"I'm not blind." Shen Yang paused and said his guess, "Is it because of the boss and Cheng Rao?" ”

Smack.

As soon as Shen Yang's question came out, the chopsticks in Hua Lin's hand fell.

He didn't need to answer, Shen Yang and Zhang Bai on the other side understood the reason.

Hua Lin is interesting to Wei Chi, and they can see this.

Oh no, to be exact, everyone except Wei Chi can see it.

Hua Ling bent down to pick up the chopsticks, and after some entanglement, he asked Shen Yang: "Is he with Cheng Rao?" ”

Shen Yang shook his head, "I don't know." ”

Hua Lin asked again: "Then when did they meet?" ”

Shen Yang still shook his head, "I don't know." ”

I don't know if I ask three questions——

Hua Ling felt that Shen Yang was perfunctory to her.

He went on missions with Wei Chi almost every day, how could he not know these things?

Of course, Hua Lin is a person who knows how to measure, and even if he is dissatisfied, he will not say it.

Therefore, after asking a few questions and getting no results, Hua Lin was silent.

Shen Yang let out a sneer when he saw Hua Ling eating with his head down.

Zhang Bai next to him was stunned when he heard this, what is he doing here?

Just as he was wondering, Shen Yang spoke.

"If you really like it, just say it yourself, just hide behind your back and ask questions, do you think he will know?"

Shen Yang's words were not good, and after Hua Lian heard it, his hand holding the chopsticks loosened.

Hua Lin's reaction Shen Yang also saw it, but despite this, he still didn't stop.

"If you don't talk about it, just wait for him to be with another woman."

Zhang Bai sat next to him, listening to their conversation, quite embarrassed.

They usually have a lot of contact with Hua Lin, and it is an open secret that Hua Lin is interested in Wei Chi.

However, their profession is really not good for falling in love.

"Okay Shen Yang, let's eat, you don't have to say a word." Zhang Bai hit Shen Yang with his elbow, with great force.

After feeling Zhang Bai's movements, Shen Yang picked up the chopsticks and continued to eat.

He said everything that should be said, and what Hua Lian should do is her choice.

**

Cheng Rao and Wei Chi hugged each other and maintained this action for more than half an hour.

When she let go, her shoulders were numb.

In fact, Cheng Rao is not a soft-hearted person, but after listening to Wei Chi talk about his brother, she empathizes.

Because of Xiao Ye's death, she can understand 100% of the loss of her loved ones or loved ones.

Wei Chi said that today is his brother's birthday, and it is normal for him to be sad.

When Xiao Ye is young, she will also be sad.

Because I empathize, I will be soft-hearted.

She also knew in her heart that Wei Chi was a strong person, and it must be really uncomfortable to see him with such a sad expression for the first time in such a long time.

Cheng Rao hugged him like this, with her palms against his somewhat prickly hair.

For more than half an hour, no one spoke.

After letting go, Cheng Rao's gaze still did not take his eyes off Wei Chi.

"It's better." This is the first time she has behaved in a manner similar to "caring" for him.

Wei Chi was also slightly stunned after hearing Cheng Rao's question, and then nodded, "Thank you." ”

"It's fine." Cheng Rao shook her head, "Anyway, you will avenge him." ”

She felt that Wei Chi was much stronger than her.

At least his profession and ability can give him enough capital to avenge his brother.

As for her, she can only accept the fact that Xiao Ye left, and she doesn't even know what happened in the middle.

And Xiao Ye's corpse is still unrecognizable-

Hearing Cheng Rao's comfort, Wei Chi said "um", and then said to her, "You can go back to your dormitory today." ”

The topic changed a little quickly, but Cheng Rao was very satisfied with such a result.

She didn't want to stay here anymore, the barracks wasn't the place she was supposed to be.

"Then I'm leaving." Cheng Rao said that she was about to leave.

"Finish your meal and leave." Yu Chi dragged Cheng Rao to the cafeteria.

**

After almost another more than an hour of waste, Cheng Rao finally came out of the barracks and returned to the MSF camp.

She went back to the simple room where she was living and found that there was no one inside.

Cheng Rao frowned and looked at the long-haired woman sitting on the stool, and her voice was not warm: "Who are you?" ”

"Hello." Yuan Xiao turned her head, took the initiative to stand up after seeing Cheng Rao, and walked up to introduce herself to her: "My name is Yuan Xiao, and I am a new doctor in the organization. ”

Cheng Rao looked the woman opposite up and down.

Yuan Xiao is half a head taller than her, wearing a white T-shirt, denim shorts, and a pair of long legs exposed, white flowers.

She has a good figure and belongs to the kind of lordosis and backwards.

And you can see that she has a good personality, because from the beginning to the present, she has always had a smile.

Cheng Rao doesn't have any friends of the same sex, but she can be sure that she doesn't hate Yuan Xiao.

But there was one thing she had to figure out: "Why are you in my room?" ”

Mentioning this, Yuan Xiao was also a little embarrassed: "I just came, the logistics side has been too busy recently, and I don't have time to arrange a room for me, they said that you have been busy outside recently, so let me live here first." ”

After listening to Yuan Xiao's explanation, Cheng Rao's face softened a little.

This situation is also normal, caused by the spread of the virus, they have been really busy lately.

"Oh, good." Cheng Rao nodded.

Yuan Xiao: "You haven't introduced yourself yet." ”

Cheng Rao: "My name is Cheng Rao. ”

Yuan Xiao has a good personality, and Cheng Rao rarely has this feeling of sympathy for a person of the same sex.

Yes, I feel.

It's a very mysterious thing.

………

In the next few days, Cheng Rao and Yuan Xiao got along very happily.

The two of them will also have a lot of cooperation in their work, Yuan Xiao is very efficient and can always cooperate well with Cheng Rao.

Because it feels right, Cheng Rao's attitude towards Yuan Xiao is also very good.

It suddenly occurred to her that making friends wasn't a boring thing either.

She hated socializing before, and her life almost revolved around Xiao Ye and his family.

Cheng Rao and Yuan Xiao have always lived in a dormitory.

In the first few days, Cheng Rao was not in any condition at night.

She thought her condition was under control to some extent.

Tonight, however, that feeling of emptiness came back up.

Cheng Rao and Yuan Xiao fell asleep in the same bed, and Yuan Xiao could feel the movement on her side.

At first, Cheng Rao turned over repeatedly, and Yuan Xiao thought she was sick and uncomfortable.

So, I sat up and wanted to ask her.

But when she looked closer, she realized that things didn't seem to be as simple as she thought.

Yuan Xiao saw Cheng Rao curled up, her expression was a little solemn, she moved her lips and asked Cheng Rao, "Are you uncomfortable?" ”

After hearing Yuan Xiao's voice, Cheng Rao's body stiffened.

Is it embarrassing, there must be.

But she always felt in her heart that Yuan Xiao was not the kind of person who would mock her because of this incident.

"Can you go out for a while, and come back in ten minutes." Cheng Rao tried to make her voice sound calmer.

In fact, Yuan Xiao is not an incasual little girl, looking at Cheng Rao's state and face, she can already guess what her situation is.

Although Yuan Xiao was born in medicine, she also studied psychological and psychiatric diseases.

For the first two years, she worked part-time at a psychological rehabilitation facility in the United States.

Cheng Rao's situation...... She's seen it.

"Okay, I'll go out first and come back later."

After thinking about it, Yuan Xiao still went out.

After Yuan Xiao left, Cheng Rao began.

Yuan Xiao didn't go far, just sat outside for more than ten minutes.

When she came back, Cheng Rao just got up and was about to wash her face.

She still had beads of sweat on her forehead and an unusual flush on her face.

All her performances confirmed Yuan Xiao's inner thoughts.

Yuan Xiao stepped forward and blocked in front of Cheng Rao: "How long has it been?" ”

Cheng Rao looked at Yuan Xiao and didn't answer.

Yuan Xiao said: "I have interned at a well-known psychological institution in the United States before, and I have come into contact with many people with such symptoms. ”

If someone else said this, Cheng Rao would probably put up a thorn on her body.

But she knew that Yuan Xiao didn't say this to laugh at her, but really cared about her.

Cheng Rao licked her lips, "It's been more than a year." ”

Yuan Xiao: "Have you seen a doctor?" ”

Cheng Rao: "Hmm. ”

Yuan Xiao: "Do you want to listen to my advice?" ”

Yuan Xiao has been in contact with Cheng Rao for more than a week, and she already has a basic understanding of Cheng Rao.

However, to give advice on this kind of thing, she must first ask the other party if he is willing.

If Cheng Rao is unwilling, she says no matter how much she says, it is useless.

Cheng Rao stared at Yuan Xiao for two or three seconds, then nodded: "You say." ”

It's rare that she's willing to communicate with a person of the same sex for so long.

In fact, if you do the math, the same sex with whom she has a good relationship may be Xiao Lu alone.

But she has a good relationship with Xiao Lu, just because she is Xiao Ye's sister.

Xiao Lu didn't know about her illness.

Not to mention Xiao Lu, even Huang Ping doesn't know.

Huang Ping has always felt that she is so empty that she wants a man.

Jiang Feng is the only one who really understands these situations.

But Jiang Feng is a man in the end, and there are some states of mind that he can't understand.

Therefore, it is not easy to meet Yuan Xiao.

Yuan Xiao said to Cheng Rao: "Sometimes you don't have to suppress yourself so much, you don't have to be ashamed to have desires, you can go to someone to solve it." ”

Hearing this, Cheng Rao clenched her fists: "I don't want to." ”

Yuan Xiao: "But such depression is not good for your body." Modern society is already very open, and no one should be ashamed of their desires. ”

Cheng Rao understood what Yuan Xiao said, and after listening to it, she lowered her head and didn't squeak for a long time.

Yuan Xiao saw her state and knew that she must have something unspeakable.

So, Yuan Xiao asked tentatively: "Or...... Do you have any other reason? ”

"Well, my boyfriend died." This is the first time Cheng Rao has mentioned Xiao Ye to anyone other than Jiang Feng.

mentioned Xiao Ye to Jiang Feng because she had to mention it when she saw a psychiatrist, but this time with Yuan Xiao, she took the initiative to mention it.

Yuan Xiao never expected Cheng Rao to say this, and after listening to her words, Yuan Xiao's expression was a little stunned.

After being stunned for a moment, she raised her hand and straightened her hair before speaking.

"Well, I understand." Speaking of this, she patted Cheng Rao's shoulder, "It's okay, take your time, time is the best medicine." ”

When Yuan Xiao said that time is the best medicine, her eyes were a little fluttering, as if she had thought of something sad.

Cheng Rao looked at her expression and knew that she must have hidden something.

Cheng Rao has seen a lot of the kind of girls who get together and talk in the quilt before.

She didn't think that would happen to her.

But today, it is happening.

After washing her face, Cheng Rao and Yuan Xiao sat back on the bed, and the two chatted for more than an hour.

Cheng Rao has never talked to a person for such a long time.

After chatting, she learned that Yuan Xiao was also from Los Angeles.

It just so happened that this mission was going to end in two or three days, and she and Yuan Xiao could go back to Los Angeles together.

Thinking so, Cheng Rao took the initiative to propose: "Let's go back to Los Angeles together after the mission is over?" ”

Speaking of returning to Los Angeles, Yuan Xiao's arm stiffened.

Cheng Rao saw her changes.

Cheng Rao felt that she didn't seem to want to go back, so she added: "If you don't want to, forget it." ”

"No, I don't want to." Yuan Xiao showed a smile, but a little reluctantly, "It's just that I haven't been back for a long time, and I'm a little nervous." ”

The two of them chatted for more than an hour, but they were both sleepy, and then they lay down and fell asleep.

**

The next day, Cheng Rao and Yuan Xiao were arranged to go to the barracks of the peacekeeping force to help.

After the previous cooperation, the relationship between the organization and the peacekeeping force is very good, and if the other side is too busy, this side will definitely send someone to help.

After breakfast, Cheng Rao and Yuan Xiao came to the medical team of the peacekeeping force together.

The two of them had just walked into the medical team when they happened to run into Wei Chi who came out of it.

Cheng Rao raised her eyes and glanced at Wei Chi, but didn't greet him.

Yu Chi originally wanted to stop Cheng Rao from talking to her, but at a glance, he caught a glimpse of Yuan Xiao beside her.

After seeing Yuan Xiao, Wei Chi's expression immediately changed: "Xiao Yuan? Why are you here? ”

Cheng Rao never dreamed that Wei Chi and Yuan Xiao would know each other.

Hearing Wei Chi ask, Cheng Rao looked sideways at Yuan Xiao.

Yuan Xiao's face was ugly, his eyes were a little dull, and his hands were clenched into fists.

This is the case...... It's a bit complicated.

Cheng Rao looked at Wei Chi again, with a bit of disdain in her eyes, as if she was asking him: How much debt do you owe?