Lin Xuexi resigned as a member of the Aksai Chin United Assembly and all positions in Fermi, and actually held a general meeting of shareholders to elect a new chairman, and no one could persuade her.

Throughout the afternoon, almost everyone came to persuade her, especially Ding Yi, Zou Dufeng, and Christina, as if they hadn't left much.

Even Stevenson, this guy, came to join in the fun, he thought that it was his several speeches and opinions that made Lin Xuexi disgusted, so he had the idea of retreating, he told Lin Xuexi that he never meant to target her, just to talk about things, and persuaded her not to quit these jobs, everyone needs her very much, she is a very good leader.

Lin Xuexi was indifferent to these unpressive persuasions, and in the end she simply locked herself in the room and didn't open the door for anyone to come.

As the people walked away, there was quiet in her doorway.

She hadn't eaten all day and sat silently in her room, reminiscing, missing.

Reminiscing about everything from meeting Lifus to breaking up, funny, boring, sad, joyful, bits and pieces, trivial.

I miss his kindness to himself, his love for himself, his care and tolerance for himself, and his dedication and sacrifice to himself.

Am I doing something wrong?

She asked herself.

Wen Xiu is dead, Holod is dead.

The people of Fairy Bay died, the people of Fermi died, and most of the people who once lived on this planet died.

Now, Lifus is also dead.

Why did he die? How could he die?

Before meeting him, Lin Xuexi felt that she was lucky to be lonely.

After meeting him, I realized that being with him was the real luck.

With him by his side, right and wrong no longer matter, everything doesn't matter anymore.

"Even if all of humanity dies, both of us must live well!"

Lin Xuexi finally understood what Lifus said at the beginning, after losing Lifus.

She really regrets it!

Without Livers, she realized true loneliness.

The kind of loneliness that is in the red dust cage, one after another in the downtown area, and is still alone.

It is like a lone star wandering in the universe, walking through hundreds of billions of years, and there is always no one around to walk with loneliness.

In the days to come, whenever I am lonely, I will think of him, and then alone, lonely and hopeless, every day to see the water east and west, every ten to see the full moon and the lack of the moon, every season to see the flowers blooming, every year to see the spring to autumn.

Whenever I think of him, I sit in the dust, stand in the wind and rain, watch the clouds roll up, watch the tide rise and fall, and then I am lonely, helpless, alone, until I am old.

......

It's two o'clock in the middle of the night, and at this hour, even people who like to stay up late are asleep.

Although it is underground, everyone in the base is going to work at normal times.

Lin Xuexi took a bathtub made of polymer material and filled it with water.

"Don't let anyone in." She instructed Sasha. Then he stripped naked and lay down in the bathtub.

The water was cold and not heated. She lay inside, only one head was exposed, the soaking of cold water made her skin whiter and more tender, and her delicate carcass seemed to be flawless jade.

The icy heat of the water took away her body heat, and she shivered a few times, and her lips turned purple from the cold.

She remembered the day in Hidevend's Bay, where she was locked in a cage, cloaked, naked, cold, hungry, covered in wounds, and dying.

She lay on that filthy blanket, waiting for doom to strike.

The people around her looked at her like an animal, humiliated and ridiculed her, she was afraid, she was ashamed, she was resentful, she had lost hope, dignity and courage to fight.

"I want her, and I want to die!" Lin Xuexi now recalls Lifus's words at that time, and still feels domineering! And this is the starting point of their love.

Later, she was picked up by Livers, and carefully embraced, his hands were so gentle, and his arms were so warm.

"If only he could hug me again."

"Just like when he rescued me from Sanctuary Bay, like when he changed my quilt on the tractor, like when he got me back to Li Xinran's house, like when we talked against the iron door of the underground warehouse, like when I knocked him down in the underground warehouse."

"Like what I've imagined a million times when I was reunited with him."

"Just like that, just hug me one more time."

Lin Xuexi's tears fell like broken beads, flowing from her cheeks to her cheeks, then from her cheeks to her chin, and then from her chin to the water, making a splashing sound of "tuk" and "tuk".

She opened the leather bag that she had prepared a long time ago, and took out a dark folding dagger, which was a gift from Lifuss and finally came in handy today.

When the mechanism is pressed, the small blade "clicks" out.

She swiped the wrist of her left arm without hesitation.

It hurt a lot, but she only frowned slightly, she had begun to get good at enduring the pain.

The subcutaneous tissue on both sides of the knife opened open, and blood spurted out instantly, and she put the severed wrist back into the water.

The blood is dyed and scattered in the water, like a blooming rose, bright and poignant.

Lin Xuexi could feel the blood gurgling out of her veins, she had no sadness or joy, she just felt colder and lonelier.

The water in the tub quickly turned pale red, slowly turned pink again, and then rose red, carmine, crimson.......

Lin Xuexi felt that her body was getting weaker and weaker, her mind was getting more and more dim, and her spirit was becoming more and more trance-like.

The corners of her mouth rose into a pale smile, "Lifus, you liar!" Still saying that there is no resistance? ”

Throw away the dagger in your hand and slowly close your eyes.

"Lifuss, wait for me."