After returning home and eating the perfect meal with Fu Yusheng, Su Xiaomeng lay on his bed by himself, staring at the ceiling motionless, and the scene he just remembered appeared in his mind, and then many sporadic memories seemed to be slowly waking up...

I still remember when I was in the second semester of my first year of high school, I was sad for a long time after experiencing the failure of my first love, and I may not have loved Ye Jingxun as much as I imagined at that time, but I did think so at that time

I don't know if everyone is obsessed with their first love, but I seem to be like that, for a long time after Ye Jingxun left me, I thought that the person in my heart was him, I don't know how He Yufan occupied my whole heart step by step.

Maybe it's the usual meticulous care, maybe it's the unreserved kindness to me, or maybe it's that he doesn't hesitate to express his love for me...

Time seems to have returned to the time of the first year of high school, since Su Xiaomeng in the classroom and Ye Jingxun were separated, she could often be seen looking out the window in a daze, whether it was in class or after class, because of this, her grades plummeted.

Although she is also anxious, she has no intention of studying, but fortunately, she is about to divide the arts and sciences, and the reality does not allow her to indulge herself like that.

may seem to others that fifteen or sixteen-year-old love must be like playing at home, but Su Xiaomeng was serious, and then lost completely.

Is it because your own point of view is wrong, since you have chosen to be together, you must eliminate all external factors and go on with each other.

However, it is possible that my view of love is different from that of others, in Su Xiaomeng's point of view, it is 'I believe that you are a lifetime, if you let go of my hand first, then rest assured, even if I love again, I will not keep it, because I don't want to be a person who even hates myself'

However, at the moment, I really hate myself, because I wasted my studies for the sake of my emotions, which is really stupid.

During that time, I was fortunate to have He Yufan by my side, because he led him out of the shadow of broken love step by step, and he did reveal his true thoughts to him many times, in his eyes, he was really his best friend, but because the two often appeared together, it caused a lot of unnecessary misunderstandings.

After Su Xiaomeng realized it, she reduced the opportunity to travel with him. The reason why I found out was because of Ling Xuan, a junior high school classmate who was in the same class as her, it was an afternoon after school, she came to her seat and asked if she had time, she wanted to go out with her.

Su Xiaomeng was actually quite surprised, but she didn't think much about it, she thought that it might be because the two were classmates in junior high school and wanted to catch up with herself.

But that was really just her thoughts, all the way Ling Xuan was asking Su Xiaomeng why she broke up with the boy in the next class, Su Xiaomeng actually didn't want to answer, so she just prevaricated with a mismatch in her personality.

Ling Xuan comforted Su Xiaomeng for a long time, and then asked tentatively, "Recently, seeing that you and He Yufan are quite close, you two won't be together, right?" If it's true, be sure to let me know! Hee-hee'

When Su Xiaomeng heard this, he laughed, and then replied honestly, "Why do you think so, he is just a very good friend of mine, besides, I know that he has always liked you."

Where Su Xiaomeng couldn't see, Ling Xuan breathed a sigh of relief, and then said to her with a smile, "That was a long time ago, I didn't expect you to remember, but people change."

"Although people will change, I think that if you really like someone, you shouldn't change," Su Xiaomeng said with emotion as he looked at the sun that was about to set in the distance

"Maybe", in fact, Ling Xuan likes He Yufan a little, but she will not choose to be with him, but during this period of time, she found out that He Yufan and Su Xiaomeng were together, she suddenly panicked, maybe she was afraid that he would like Su Xiaomeng, after all, Su Xiaomeng is indeed a girl who is very easy to make people's hearts, because she is very clean, she feels like a crystal clear lake in the mountains and forests, gentle, kind, pure...

Since talking to Ling Xuan, Su Xiaomeng did find that He Yufan seemed to be very different from her, so she was afraid, afraid that she would be wrong, and even more afraid of losing him as a friend, so she reduced the opportunity to meet him, but he didn't seem to want to let himself go like this.

Soon after, on Friday night, because the school has a monthly holiday, there are only six classes on Friday, and there are no classes after 3 p.m., so everyone takes advantage of this time to play and rest.

Su Xiaomeng wanted to go to bed early, but he received a call from He Yufan, he said that he was in a bad mood and hoped that he could enlighten him, Su Xiaomeng felt that he had enlightened himself so many times before, and it was time to repay the favor, so he agreed.

The two walked side by side on campus, and the early summer nights were not so hot, but cool.

Walking like this, I met many classmates in a junior high school class, and then they coaxed, in that scene, I really wanted to escape, because I didn't like it, I didn't like to be misunderstood, I didn't like to be the focus, and more importantly, I didn't feel comfortable...