Out of gratitude, I didn't remember deliberately keeping my distance from Duan Ruochen, not because he did so much for me, but because I felt that since we were classmates, it was not a big deal to have a meal and drink tea together once in a while, and there was no need to hide it.

The peaceful life is very comfortable, except for the fact that he misses Situ Yunzhi more and more, and he will look at the calendar every night to count his return date, he is working hard.

Lu Lao has further affirmed my work ability, and naturally his requirements have become stricter, but he will not reduce the scolding of me because of my relationship with Duan Ruochen, but will intensify the picking, if the task assigned to him does not meet his old man's requirements, he will be so angry that he will blow his beard and stare at it, fortunately, my face is already thick, he is angry, I just listen.

Every now and then, I am calm and relaxed, and I listen to his roar very good-natured, and when the roar is over, I will pour him a cup of tea to moisten his throat, Lu Lao saw that I was so thick-skinned, so it was not good to yell at me again, and after snorting coldly, he went to work.

Day after day, when I looked at the desk calendar and counted the arrival of the six-month period, I felt that the weather was gradually getting cooler, and Situ Yunzhe was coming back in two months, and I thought that the time to meet him was getting closer and closer, and my heart began to get nervous inexplicably. I don't know how Situ Yunzhe came over during the four months of his disappearance, the deep affection and sweetness he once had, whether he still remembers, whether he still remembers our half-year appointment that night, and whether he will also be uneasy because we are about to meet!

One weekend morning when I was sleeping with my head covered, the door of the small apartment suddenly rang, not loud, but it seemed to knock on my heart, I opened my eyes in a daze, and after making sure that someone was really knocking on my door, I deeply slandered this person who disturbed my dreams, and after rubbing my eyes helplessly, I climbed out of bed and opened the door.

The door opened, and before I could see the person outside the door clearly, I was hugged by the man, "Shen'er, my Shen'er--"

It's still a familiar sound, it's still a warm embrace.

"Ah Zhe!" I stiffened my body, I couldn't believe that the person in front of me was Situ Yunzhe, yes, it was Ah Zhe who I had been worried about for four months came back, "You are finally back!" ”

At this moment, all the doubts, all the resentment, all the thoughts turned into tears, and the sentence 'You are finally back' has expressed all my thoughts about him.

The door behind him was stretched out by Situ Yunzhe's long legs, and it slammed shut, and before I could take precautions, his lips had been sealed by him, and his body was tightly hugged by him, and the whole person felt like he was about to suffocate.

Thoughts can make people go crazy, then go crazy, and finally go crazy.

I am no exception, I have already felt his strong thoughts and love from Situ Yunzhe's enthusiasm, so I kissed him back jerkily, and my hands that had nowhere to put them also quietly climbed up to his neck, and the air was suddenly filled with a warm atmosphere.

Before I had time to feel shy, my body suddenly took off, and the next moment, I was hugged to the bed by Situ Yunzhe, and then his body was also pressed down, the crazy kiss still did not stop, the warm breath in the air was even stronger, and when I felt suffocated, I suddenly felt a cold chest/mouth.

"Ah Zhe--" I covered my clothes with both hands, and suddenly came to my senses.

"Shen'er, you promised me, now that I've returned from Europe, you should fulfill your promise!" Situ Yunzhe's slender hands grabbed my slender hands, and his eyes shouted with strong desire.

Such Situ Yunzhe looks a little strange, is this still the sunny, handsome, handsome, and perfectionist Situ Yunzhe? Is it still the same Ah Zhe who never bears to force me?

No, this must not be my former Ah Zhe, my Ah Zhe at any time, he will not force me to do anything I don't want to do, otherwise I wouldn't have been in love for four years, and I can still maintain a complete body.

However, this is clearly my former Ah Zhe, but four months after walking out of school, he has become masculine and dangerous.

"Ah Zhe, I--" I wrapped myself in the quilt in horror and looked at Situ Yunzhe with confusion and apology.

"Shen'er, it's been four months, haven't you missed me?" Situ Yunzhe asked.

"I--" I didn't know how to face Situ Yunzhe's questioning, as if all my thoughts about him had disappeared with his arrival for the past four months.

I lowered my head and looked at him with my peripheral vision, and found that he was already disheveled, and suddenly there was a flash of lightning and thunder in my head, and the scene that happened at the gate of B that morning pierced my heart like a sharp blade, and the scene of two people's messy clothes and two bodies tightly entangled......

It's not that if you don't think about it, you will forget, and if you don't shed tears, you won't be sad!

Ah Zhe, do you know? As much as I love you, I care about that morning; The more I care about your betrayal, the more I will love you.

"Vomit--" I don't know why? Suddenly, I felt like vomiting, and I didn't know where the strength came from, so I turned over and lifted Situ Yunzhe aside, and quickly walked towards the bathroom.

It's just retching, of course he can't spit out anything, he opened the door of the bathroom with a blank face, and when he was about to come out, Situ Yunzhe was standing at the door of the bathroom, his expression was a little hurt, and he was standing quietly at the door.

"Shen'er, are you okay?" Situ Yunzhe waited for me to walk past him, grabbed my hand, and asked softly.

"I'm fine, but when I suddenly think of something, I feel dirty." After I dropped the words, I ignored him and walked with difficulty to the terrace.

When I passed by Situ Yunzhe's side, I clearly felt that his body was stagnant, and the injured expression on his face became even more intense.

I sneered in my heart, as if I should have acted more like I was hurt, it was only four months since that incident, not four or forty years, how could he choose to forget? Or maybe I didn't see him in the car that morning.

Voiceless! Hehe, there has been no voice behind him, no explanation as it should be, and no attitude as it should be.

"Shen'er, do you have to do this to me?"

"Ah Zhe, don't you think you still owe me an explanation?" I didn't want to say this from my mouth, I think it will definitely defile my mouth, but I am still accommodating him, and you don't want to mention it, then I will tear open this bloody wound, all I want is an explanation, even if it is far-fetched.

How can you love someone so humble!

"Shen'er--" The person behind him slowly walked onto the balcony and gently hugged me from behind, "Shen'er, do you believe me?" ”

Do you believe me? Do you believe me! Just a gentle question has completely broken through the defense line in my heart.

Oh, yes! In the past four months, I have been enveloped in a deep longing for him and a strong rebuke in my heart, and I have always thought about how he will explain to me on the day he returns home, but I have never thought that I should trust him, and what I see is just a misunderstanding.

As the saying goes, hearing is false, seeing is believing, and that morning, it was clear that I saw it with my own eyes, and it was clear that it was the truth, and how to trust him.

"If you still want to explain, I'll explain it to you." Seeing that I was still standing upright on the balcony and ignoring him, Situ Yunzhe let go of his restraints on me.

He and I stood side by side on the balcony, looking at the magnificent Hongda office building across the road, and said after a while: "That night, after I sent you back to the dormitory, I also wanted to go back to the dormitory, but seeing that the sky was hazy, I was afraid that I would oversleep and miss sending you, so I quietly slipped out of the school gate through the side door with the intention of drinking, and was ready to take a nap in the car, but I didn't feel sleepy at all, so I simply drank in the car, you know, I usually drink less, and I get drunk easily, as for the woman, I don't know when she was. Why did you get into my car, later, it was Chen Chen who woke me up, and that's how it happened. ”

"You know?" I sighed lightly, but I didn't know whether to believe it or not. In short, I feel a lot more relaxed, as if everything I have borne in the past four months has been put down.

"I don't know!" Situ Yunzhe nodded affirmatively.

"And what happened to you?"

Situ Yunzhe didn't squeak, and after a soft sigh, he said slowly: "That woman has always called me Ah Zhe, and like you, she has long hair, I think, I must have mistaken her for you, otherwise she must not be able to get into my car." ”

I didn't want to believe it all the time, my Ah Zhe would never have a relationship with any woman, but now that he has admitted it himself, should I die, or should I grab him and slap him twice?

Two lines of tears flowed down the corners of my eyes, until they turned into soft sobs, and then into loud crying, and I didn't care whether my colleagues who lived next door would hear it or not, I just vented all the strength and grievances that had been hidden in my heart in the past few months.

When I cried and fell asleep, a solid shoulder supported my body in time, and it was still the taste of memory, the warmth of memory, but it was no longer a feeling in memory.

I sniffed, pushed Situ Yunzhe away, and ran back to the room to lie on the pillow and cry.

The bed suddenly fell, and I knew that the bastard had come in with me again, and I ignored him, still crying to myself.

In my memories of more than 20 years of sunny and stubborn life, it seems that there are only two times when I cried so unscrupulously, and those two times, when my father and mother left me, cried as sadly as they do now.

Perhaps at this moment, I have understood that my love has left me, and four years of affection and four years of sweetness cannot withstand a betrayal after all.

At this moment, I have been extremely disappointed to put the sign of betrayal on Situ Yunzhe, as long as it is a betrayal, whether it is active or passive, its nature is the same, unforgivable!

Tired of crying, the deep sleepiness hit me again, I simply closed my eyes, hoping that when I woke up, some things would already have an answer.