Chapter 9: Rediscovering Friendship

"Perhaps, when I decided to leave, I had a little bit of hatred for you." Lin Xuan sat in the position where Chen Chen had sat just now, clasped my uninjured right hand and continued: "However, later I realized that I had walked inexplicably, and I have hated inexplicably for more than three years, especially after more than three years, when you are still you and Chen Chen is still Chen Chen, I know how stupid I was and how much I hurt your heart." ”

Hearing Lin Xuan say this, my heart became even more uncomfortable, it turned out that I was not the only one who was sorry, I held Lin Xuan's hand back, and slowly said to her: "Lin Xuan, I'm sorry!" No matter how innocent my relationship with Chen Chen is, but we must be brothers and sisters of the opposite sex who are not related by blood, when I fell into the trough of my life, I really relied on him too much, so I didn't take into account your feelings and let you misunderstand. ”

"No, you are not wrong, your marriage back then can be said to be indirectly facilitated by Chen Chen, so he has always had deep regret and self-blame for you, you rely on Chen Chen because you only have Chen Chen to rely on, if you and Situ could walk together at that time, so many things would not have happened in the future. Therefore, Chen Chen can only take care of you in this way, so that he can be similar to you since childhood. It's just that by the time I understood this, there were many things that I couldn't go back to. Lin Xuan shook his head, but there was a faint mist in the corners of his eyes, and my heart began to become softer.

For so many years, I have been imagining the scene of regaining friendship with Lin Xuan, but I have always dreamed about it in the past, but when I return to reality, for Lin Xuan, in addition to deep apologies and accidents, I am more guilty and self-blame, and it seems that regaining friendship is already an indelusion and gap that we cannot cross in this life.

But I can't believe that today, three years later, I will sit quietly with Lin Xuan in this square inch office, calmly uncovering the old scar three years ago.

Perhaps, we all know each other too well, if we lose each other's friendship, we must not want to have someone to replace the blank in our hearts, although we are in different families, but we all have a proud temperament, if it is not a real friendship, then we would rather give up this so-called friendship, or even not have the initial intersection with this 'friendship', rather live alone in the world.

I looked at Lin Xuan very seriously, she also looked at me with extremely serious eyes, and finally took a deep breath, wiped the moistness from the corners of her eyes, as if she was playing with me, "After more than three years of escape and pain, when I returned to Achen's side, I realized that being able to know and stay with the person I like is the greatest happiness, and everything else is no longer important." ”

"Lin Xuan, the years can't withstand any troubles, you and Chen Chen are not small, if you are really relieved, then please spend this life with Chen Chen."

"Of course, I came back, which is the best witness, Shen'er, when I left, I must have broken your heart, and you almost lost your baby, so in the past three years, I have undoubtedly atoned for my sins, fortunately, when I saw such a healthy, lively and bearable little guy, the stone in my heart fell."

"The most difficult times have passed, and I thought that I would not be able to keep it, but I thought that she must have too deep a mother-daughter relationship with me, so she would be reluctant to leave me. Lin Xuan, if you feel indebted, then love her as much as I love her in the future! I picked up the 100 sunshine on my desk and sighed infinitely.

"That's nature, Shen'er, I'll tell you." Lin Xuan suddenly swept away his depressed mood and said to me happily: "After coming back this time, I feel that Achen still has feelings for me, he said that he has been clean and self-loving in the past few years, one is because he wants to protect you and Nannan, until you live a happy life again, he will retire; Second, he's been waiting for me to come back and continue the relationship. So neither of us sisters should feel sorry from now on, and you should be happy for me, because I have finally waited for my spring. ”

"Hmmm! Of course I'm happy for you, as soon as I saw Chen Chen last night, I found that he was a little different from before, it turned out that you had returned, perhaps, this is the magic of love! "My mood also became excited, and I sincerely felt a lot of emotion for Lin Xuan and Chen Chen to get together again.

There are many kinds of emotions that people experience in their lives, but there are three emotions that anyone wants to grasp tightly, that is, family, friendship, and love.

Some people put family affection first, while others think that love is supreme, but I think that these three feelings should coexist side by side, especially people like me who have lost family affection since childhood, sometimes, will subconsciously regard friendship as more important, because love is too ethereal, and friendship can last forever.

However, I gradually lost these three kinds of love, after divorcing Duan Ruochen back then, I quietly gave birth to a nannan, while licking the wound alone, but I never continued to have a new friendship, let alone dare to re-enter love, but in the subconscious, no matter which kind of love it is, it is extremely precious to me, because I am afraid of losing it again, so I will stop.

Over the years, the family affection I have lost has already regained the slightest warmth and comfort in Chen Chen and his parents, and just now I have found the lost friendship in the heart of Lin Xuan, as for love, I have long dared not ask for extravagance, and now I have Chen Chen's family and Lin Xuan's friendship at the same time, I feel very rich.

"You don't make fun of me, I'm not as good as you, dragging a baby, there will be such a great charm, so that the president of Yingge Group can put down his body and do business with your small supermarket." Lin Xuan interrupted my thoughts with a smile, and his tone was the same as when he was in B University.

"Although you ridicule me, you say it's a bastard, it's definitely not for me, and I also have self-knowledge, it's not easy to drag a child, but I don't want him to be the focus of the news, I, now I just want to take care of my small supermarket and make money to support my daughter."

"When people say wealth, they mean spiritual wealth, do you understand?" Lin Xuan shrugged helplessly.

"Rich first, then rich!" I said two riches in a row, and I believe Lin Xuan must understand what I mean.

When it was almost eleven o'clock, Chen Chen had something to do temporarily, so he hurriedly dragged Lin Xuan away, crying and crying to go with Chen Chen, I thought that I should give him and Lin Xuan more time to be alone, so I locked Nan Nan into the bathroom.