Chapter 103: I don't want to lose, I don't want to get
After thinking about it, Yu Sheng decided to give the clothes to Mengxi and let her transfer them to Nianhua, but she still couldn't accept this thing.
In the grove, after Mengxi heard what Yu Sheng said, she saw her hand over the bag again, so she shook her head and refused.
"No, you don't know this person, Nianhua has always been the same, even if you don't want this, he will throw the trash can and won't return it, so you're still dead!"
Mengxi looked at Yu Sheng, his face full of puzzlement, "Sometimes I really don't understand what you think, so many girls begged to give him things, he didn't want them, and the initiative to send them was rejected, what do you think he will do?" ”
"He'll ...... I'm angry. Yu Sheng didn't know the bottom in her heart, and she was embarrassed to tell Mengxi about the things she guessed.
But thinking of Nianhua's character, if she retreated, she would be torn apart by him, and she was a little scared when she thought of this possibility.
In the past, all kinds of memories came up like a tide, she always felt that Nianhua was domineering and self-righteous, but now she has changed her mind, he is not domineering, he is just treating a person according to his own ideas.
Seeing that Yu Sheng was showing signs of loosening, Mengxi hurriedly said, "Don't think too much about it, you are all still young now!" Besides, giving you something doesn't have to be reassuring, why do you care so much? Or ......"
Speaking of this, Mengxi paused, and when he saw Yu Sheng looking up, he continued: "Or are you interested in him?" ”
Yu Sheng's face suddenly turned into a big red cloth, her skin was relatively thin, and her blushing was very fast and obvious. "Nope! Sister Mengxi, I'm not interested in him! I just feel like I can't ask for anything from him for no reason. ”
"Oh, don't think about it." Mengxi patted Yu Sheng's shoulder, "In this world, some things are so strange, such as the food I bring you every day, such as Qianfeng once sent you food, such as Nianhua's gift of things this time, there is no reason." ”
No reason? How is that possible? Yu Sheng didn't believe it, but it was not easy to refute, Mengxi and the others were really very good to her, very good, if she asked too much and hurt their hearts, she would be very uncomfortable.
Mengxi sighed, "I can see it, you just haven't been hurt for too long, and finally someone has been kind to you, so you are naturally scared."
Well...... Let me guess, are you afraid that one day, you will lose all this? So you'd rather not get this kind of good, right? ”
Yu Sheng was silent and nodded slightly. Mengxi is right, she is that kind of mentality, she doesn't want to lose, so she doesn't want to get it.
What's the happiest thing in the world? Probably lost and regained. So what's the most upsetting? It should be a gain and a loss.
There is only a very small gap between the two extreme emotions, and in the next second, it is possible to gain or lose, and she is afraid that she will not be able to bear it.
Mengxi smiled and pinched Yu Sheng's thin arm, "You! Thinking too much at a young age, everyone has their own uniqueness, is it true that no one is really good to you?
Then you may still not understand Nianhua, he is a person who will not be good to anyone easily, but once you decide, it is difficult to change. ”
Yu Sheng nodded again, a bitterness churning in his heart. She knows this characteristic of Nianhua better than anyone else, she once rejected him for ten years!
How many decades are there in life? In the end, she drove him away, and on the last day, he dragged his broken body and fragmented emotions away from her.