"Heilan will continue to work with Dow." Bai Siyuan walked to Tao Xinyu's side and looked at her: "Tao Xinyu, you know, I don't love you, even if you keep my body, you still can't get what you want, is it worth it for you to do this?" ”

Tao Xinyu looked at him for a long time and said a few words: "It's worth it, because you don't know what love is." ”

Bai Siyuan smiled bitterly: "Don't send it." ”

Outside the window, the scenery in the distance was no longer visible, and the light rain cut off the view from the ridiculous visibility.

After Tao Xinyu and Tao Ye left, the temperature in the office seemed to plummet all of a sudden, even if there was a warm wind blowing all the time, it still couldn't warm up the already cold heart.

Chen Juan got up and walked to Bai Siyuan's side, putting her hand on his shoulder: "Siyuan, you know that your father and I don't want you to be unhappy, although we have always wanted to tie you to our side, but we still hope that you can be brave to pursue what you want, Hailan is not your responsibility." ”

Bai Siyuan shook his head: "Mom, you said, if I really chose to go abroad half a year ago, wouldn't my heart hurt so much now." ”

Chen Juan withdrew her hand and stood beside him, standing beside Bai Siyuan like him: "Son, are you saying that if you hadn't known Sun Yingchen half a year ago, your heart wouldn't hurt so much now, right Mom?" ”

Chen Juan summed up Bai Siyuan's words in one sentence, she was watching her son and Sun Yingchen go all the way to the present, she knew that Sun Yingchen was a good girl, and she also knew that her son liked her, and they might be very happy together in the future, but Siyuan wanted to protect too many things, so it would be unfair to Sun Yingchen.

"Mom, I've been sorry for her for a long time, from the beginning I forced her to sign a mediation agreement, I said that as long as I was given time, I could give her back an innocence, but I knew it too well, I had no ability to give her back my innocence, Xiao Chen had been on my side from beginning to end, she had been compromised, in fact, I was quite tired, I would rather her have a big quarrel with me, than I would have her always smile and say to me, it's okay Siyuan, I will always believe in you." Bai Siyuan looked very painful: "I'd rather let her hate me now than want her to be wronged all the time." ”

Chen Juan sighed: "Son, have you ever understood Sun Yingchen?" Do you know why she compromised? ”

Bai Siyuan turned his head to look at her, with confusion in his eyes.

Chen Juan smiled: "This is the difference between Sun Yingchen and Tao Xinyu, the personalities of the two of them are opposite, Sun Yingchen is the one who will always give in, she is willing to suffer any grievances for the person she loves, but Tao Xinyu is different, she can be crazy for love until she gets it." ”

Cloud End Villa Area.

Sun Yingchen stood at the door of the community, the umbrella in his hand still couldn't block the cold rain.

She watched Bai Siyuan's car drive past her with her own eyes, without the slightest intention of stopping, the stagnant water splashed her all over, like a sudden slap in the face, she couldn't hide, she couldn't avoid it.

This is the only thing she can do now, she just wants to hide from a distance and take a look at him, but now such an idea has become a luxury, because Bai Siyuan has never given her a chance.

Three days ago, Bai Siyuan found her and talked a lot to her, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and the well-fitting coat he was wearing before was now very big.

Sun Yingchen looked at him very distressed, and wanted to reach out to touch his cheek, Bai Siyuan should be very busy, or he didn't have the heart to take care of himself at all, there was already a lot of stubble on his chin, and he was obviously very tired.

"I'm sorry."

These are the words that Bai Siyuan said after being silent for a long time, as if it were just these three words, but he spent almost his whole life brewing.

Sun Yingchen was silent, just looking at him, Bai Siyuan didn't dare to look up at her eyes at this moment, but such a cowardly Bai Siyuan standing in front of Sun Yingchen made her feel strange, as if it was not the Bai Siyuan she knew before, she wanted to know what happened to him, but he kept his mouth shut, which made her even more worried.

It's just that...... Sun Yingchen didn't know if he still had that identity and reason to worry about him.

Bai Siyuan said these three words, as if he had finished performing some degree of his work, and left after speaking, without even giving her a single word of explanation.

"Bai Siyuan, you stop!" Sun Yingchen stood behind him and used almost all his strength to stop him.

Bai Siyuan didn't look back, just stood with his back to her, he had promised her too many things, but there was no way, he couldn't pretend which promises didn't exist, he was sorry for her from beginning to end, and he didn't have the courage to say it with a sentence of breakup and sorry, pretending that as long as he didn't say it, he pretended that the harm was not there.

"Don't you even have the courage to turn around and look at me now?" Sun Yingchen smiled very bitterly: "Obviously, not long ago, you said that the snowflakes are very beautiful, and the time they fall in the palm of your hand is too short, you said that there is a way to make the snowflakes fall in the palm of your hand longer, and the time for the beautiful stay will be longer, but even if you give me a pair of gloves, the beauty will eventually pass, isn't it?" ”

Sun Yingchen looked at his back: "A few days ago, you hugged me and said that we would go to Qingdao together if we had a chance, does this sentence still count, do we still have a chance to go?" Sun Yingchen asked cautiously, but what she got was still a very cold wind, and such a silent answer seemed to have given her a very positive answer.

Bai Siyuan's shoulders trembled slightly, but he still didn't turn around, and the feeling of powerlessness at the moment made him hate himself to death.

"Bai Siyuan, maybe you didn't know just now, I liked you first, I didn't know what kind of feelings it was at first, I always liked to stick to you, maybe you should be disgusted with me at that time, right? Later, you confessed, God knows that I am about to go crazy with joy, every day with you, the days that make me feel and happy are countdown every day, and the days with you in Hailan are also the happiest, and later, Hailan has become an unspeakable gap between us, in order to protect our feelings, it doesn't matter, you go to protect your Hailan, this relationship is good for me to protect you, but Bai Siyuan, from beginning to end is wrong, Hailan is what you want to protect, but you never thought of protecting me, You don't know how tired I am supporting this relationship, every time I am sad, every time I am sad, it is not you who accompany me, you know how much I wish, even if it is a sentence, even if you say that as long as I insist, I can wait without a lower limit, but Bai Siyuan, you don't say anything now, you let me watch the media and news all day long and say that good things are about to happen to you and Tao Xinyu, you know that I am waiting for your reply every day, as for me, what are you going to do? Not a word of explanation, right? ”

Sun Yingchen was almost aggrieved to the extreme in every word, she just wanted to wait for Bai Siyuan to explain, but she forced him to face today's meeting, she felt that it was simply ridiculous.

Sun Yingchen suddenly laughed: "Bai Siyuan, tell me, why do I have to pretend to be generous and empathetic?" Does wronging myself make you happy? ”

"I'm sorry." Bai Siyuan's voice was almost choked, but if he turned back at this moment, he wasn't sure what else was about to happen to her, he had always wanted to protect her, but all the storms and waves he brought to her.

"Bai Siyuan, try to contact Sun Yingchen, and I can tell you how crazy I am." Tao Xinyu's words are like a nail, he watched Sun Yingchen's daily encounters during this time, even if he loved it, he couldn't watch Sun Yingchen continue to be wronged without a lower limit.

"Bai Siyuan, this relationship between you and me, you end it with sorry." She smiled, and tears fell from her good-looking peach blossom eyes, which was her persistence for so long, and she cried again, but an inexplicable emotion hung in her heart, as if she was suddenly relieved at this moment, she nodded: "Okay." ”