I still care a little about this child in my heart, but I care more about Xiaoya than the child.

I can't bear to watch Xiaoya struggle with pain or sadness, if Xiaoya is really too painful, then forget it.

After all, there will still be children in the future, but there is only one Xiaoya, if there is no Xiaoya, I will have nothing.

As long as Xiaoya herself is happy, how can I stop her.

I won't put any pressure on Xiaoya, as long as Xiaoya can be happy, I am the happiest when she is happy.

"Anyway, as long as you're happy, I don't want to put pressure on you in this matter."

"Don't be such a little cloud, I didn't say I don't want this child, I'm just, I'm just ......"

Xiaoya sighed in pain on her face, and then shook her head at me again.

She didn't actually mean that, she just hadn't thought about it for a while.

Xiaoyun's heart will hurt when she says this, she is not such a cruel and irresponsible person at all.

She just felt that when neither of them had yet dealt with themselves, they shouldn't have accepted the arrival of this child so hastily.

But if she really doesn't want this child, doesn't it mean that she strangled her child into the cradle with her own hands.

Wouldn't that seem like she's too bad, like those vicious women on TV, she should be the kind of character who is very hated.

"It's okay Xiaoya, I will take care of you and the children, you just need to eat, sleep and sleep at home with peace of mind, and for the rest, it's enough to have me."

This time I took Xiaoya directly in my arms, I used to hear people say that once a woman has a child, her mind will become very sensitive and fragile.

I thought it was strange at the time, and I didn't want to believe that.

Now it seems that the eyes of the masses are really bright, and what they have summed up is usually correct, and I should still honestly believe them.

As for me, as a man, I can't share Xiaoya's pain in person.

But there is one thing I can definitely do, and that is to take care of Xiaoya.

When I ask someone for advice in the future, I will definitely be able to take good care of Xiaoya and the child.

Xiaoya just needs to stay at home quietly to raise the baby, and let me do everything else that needs to be done alone.

“…… Good. ”

Xiaoya was silent for a while, but she could feel that Fan Xiaoyun was really full of hope for the future.

So she thought, she might as well just agree, maybe this is also a novel attempt?

And if she agrees, she shouldn't be one of those bad women, and Xiaoyun can become happy.

The two of them won't have any disagreements or conflicts because of this matter, what a good thing.

"Xiaoya, Xiaoya, do you know, I was really happy the moment I heard the doctor say that we had a child."

I have to admit that my heart is extremely happy at this moment.

The moment I heard the doctor say that Xiaoya and I already had a child, I felt that I was so happy, and I didn't think about this day before.

But what I didn't expect was that this day would come so quickly.

In fact, when I was with Yun Ling in the past, I paid great attention to this aspect, and both of us invariably avoided the topic of children.

But now it's different, since I've been with Xiaoya, I suddenly feel that having a child may not be a painful thing.

Xiaoya and I are together, plus a beautiful and lovely child, this kind of life may become particularly colorful.

I seem to have gradually developed expectations for the future, and I have begun to think about the hypocritical topic of which will come first, tomorrow or the end.

At this time, I finally understood that two people together can really have a great impact on each other.

After a long time, I slowly became her, and she slowly approached me.

"I'm so happy to be the mother of your children, and I'm happy to be the mother of my children."

"You're right Xiaoyun, I'm just like you, and I'm very happy."

Xiaoya also hugged my waist back, in fact, if you think about it carefully, isn't that the truth.

The child will come sooner or later, she doesn't need to avoid it all the time, she should have understood the truth that it is better to face it later than to face it early.

Thinking about it like this, her mood naturally improved, and she was no longer as repulsed by the existence of this child as before.

Perhaps, this is really a good change for their lives, and having a child is also a new experience, isn't it?

"Xiaoya, we will be like this in the future, let's always be together."

I chuckled, and I couldn't help but feel a lot more emotion in my heart.

I hope that Xiaoya and I can go on like this forever and live together so happily forever.

When I wake up every morning, the first thing I see is each other; Before going to bed at night, the last thing I saw was each other.

And then add our baby, have nothing to do to tease the child, and a family of three can also go out together, what a good thing.

Of course, the premise of this matter is that they have to live together all the time.

No matter what misunderstanding we have in the future, they should not give up on each other as a last resort.

Anyway, I will always tolerate Xiaoya, love Xiaoya, and Xiaoya must always be with me.

"You, what do you mean by that?"

Xiaoya was stunned for a moment, she didn't seem to react.

She didn't understand what my sudden confession meant, she had been talking well before, so why did the topic turn here all at once.

She remembered that Fan Xiaoyun was not such a sad character before, and she didn't often say these love words to her.

Now that such a sentence suddenly came out, she felt a little unaccustomed to it.

Could it be that she didn't know much about Fan Xiaoyun all along, or did Fan Xiaoyun actually have such a character, that is, he had never found out before?

"I know that those things between me and Li Feng haven't been dealt with yet, and now I shouldn't mix you into my world."

I ignored Xiaoya's doubts, but still rested my chin on the top of her head, and sighed about these things to myself.

In fact, I shouldn't have dragged Xiaoya into my life all the time.

In fact, Xiaoya can have better choices besides me, she doesn't need to pin her hopes on me all the time.

It's me who is not good, I am too greedy to go, and I always want Xiaoya to stay by my side all the time, and I should let her make her choice independently.

is not like now, which makes Xiaoya in a dilemma, and always can't make her real choice.

At the very least, I should also completely handle Li Feng's matter, and ensure that when there is no more danger around me, I will drag Xiaoya in again.

"Don't say that, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been involved in Li Feng's incident."

Xiaoya also sighed, every time she talked about Li Feng, she was a little self-blaming.

Xiaoya actually knew very well in her heart, if it weren't for the fact that she provoked those people to come, and she wouldn't have been able to take out a penny when they came to collect debts.

Fan Xiaoyun wouldn't have gone to Sister Bai to borrow money for her, if she hadn't borrowed money, it would have been impossible for these things to happen later.

But on the contrary, everything happened so naturally, and Fan Xiaoyun was also completely involved in this matter.

So much so that he was later targeted by Li Feng in various ways, and even the godfather's group was suppressed by Li Feng's people.

Alas, she was not good enough in the first place, so she did these reckless things.

I only hope that these things can gradually get better in the future, and it is best to really make Li Feng's scum ruined.

"Xiaoya, I've thought a lot about this time with you."

I still didn't pay attention to Xiaoya's feelings, and now I only think about these things.

In fact, I have made countless fantasies about my life with Xiaoya, will everything be different after Xiaoya leaves?

Xiaoya may meet a better person, and her life may become more colorful.

With her current status, she can find a better man than me in a few minutes.

Coupled with Brother Fan's strong support, Xiaoya's future will only be better than now, not worse.

My existence may even have a certain impact on Xiaoya, maybe Xiaoya will really get better without me?

"I've thought about our future, and I've wondered if you'll be better off after you leave me."

"No, if I left you, my life would definitely not be as happy as it is now."

Xiaoya shook her head, she had never thought of it that way.

She knew very well in her heart that if it weren't for me, she wouldn't even have the opportunity to take care of Brother Fan, let alone become Brother Fan's goddaughter.

Not to mention the days after her, she definitely doesn't know what she will be like.

Maybe she's still as poor as before, and she can only live by cheating men all day long, and she can't find a serious job.

And it may make things worse and life a mess.

The worst result is that she still didn't pay back the money in the end, and lived a life of working in the yard under her godfather to pay back the money.