Chapter 178: If You Leave
He then covered his cheeks and looked at me incredulously, as if he couldn't believe I was going to hit him. I raised my hand in astonishment and looked at him in a daze, as if I didn't believe I could really hit him.
Everything from the past came back to me clearly, the melancholy boy who was the quiet introvert and quiet beautiful man in B University seemed to be long gone, and the man standing in front of me, my husband, or the man who was about to become someone else's husband, was looking at me with hurt eyes, and the sadness in his eyes was even worse than my disappointment in him.
"Yes, I'm sorry! IāI didn't mean to. I apologized and said sorry to Duan Ruochen, turned around and walked towards the room, ready to pack up and leave.
"Where are you going?" Duan Ruochen followed closely behind me and asked me nervously.
"Duan Ruochen, I regret that our marriage may be a mistake, and the person who caused this mistake is not you, but myself, so I have to pay a heavy price for my impulsiveness and rashness, please forgive me for leaving, and I also hope that you can be a good son, find a good wife who is the right person, and finally wish you an early birth to a precious son." I wiped the tears that instantly overflowed from the corners of my eyes, looked at the pile of things in the corner, and hesitated whether the taxi driver waiting downstairs came up to help me take it down, but my waist suddenly tightened, and then the whole person lost his center of gravity.
"I won't allow you to go, you said you would stay with me for the rest of your life, you said you would always be with me." Duan Ruochen picked me up, but his legs couldn't bear my weight at all, and the way he hugged me was wrong, so we both fell to the ground, and I was about to get up from the ground, but he moved faster and pressed directly on my body.
"Duan Ruochen, hurry up, the taxi driver is still waiting for me downstairs."
"I don't care, I don't care, anyway, you don't want to leave." Duan Ruochen's eyes were messy, and he began to pull the clothes on my body, and I struggled hard, but where was his opponent.
"Duan Ruochen, don't let me hate you." I lay on the cold ground, my hands on my chest, but I refused to compromise with him.
"Haha, Ye Shen'er, even if you want to leave, you are still my woman now, and you have the righteousness and responsibility to meet your man's needs." Duan Ruochen's eyes became crazy, he looked at me with red eyes, who had been plucked by him three times and two times, and then held up my legs, regardless of my pain, and drove straight in.
I simply gave up the struggle and waited quietly for him to gallop on top of me, tears of humiliation pouring down, unable to bring back him who had lost his mind.
I don't know how long it took, he finally came back to his senses, finally got up from me, then got dressed, helped me get dressed again, supported my legs and slowly returned to the room, put me on the bed, and hugged me into his arms, "Shen'er, I will definitely have a way, you give me more time, okay?" ā
I ignored him, didn't even want to look at him, I was afraid that after seeing his expression and feeling his pain, I would relent.
The phone rang countless times in the living room, I guess it must have been the taxi driver, I heard Duan Ruochen get up, went to the living room to pick it up, a few minutes later, I heard someone knock on the door, followed by the taxi driver's nagging accusations, and heard Duan Ruochen say to give him double the price before leaving satisfied.
After sending the taxi driver away, Duan Ruochen returned to the room, he sat back on the bed, hugged me into his arms, did not speak, I did not struggle, just lay in his arms.
Towards noon, he asked me what I wanted to eat. I ignored him, and he got up and went to the kitchen, where the sound of pots and pans rang out.
In the past, I would have thought that this was the most beautiful music in the world, and that I was the happiest woman in the world, although I didn't love him, but the feeling of being loved, pampered, and held in the palm of his hand by him also made me intoxicated.
But now, listening to this voice, I felt extremely ironic, and somehow suddenly remembered the words 'last lunch', so let's think it was the last lunch, just for the two of us.
After the meal was cooked, Duan Ruochen hugged me to the table and sat down, at first I was a little soft-hearted, afraid of hurting his legs and wanted to come down, but then I thought that it was the last meal anyway, so I didn't squeak and let him hold it.
Duan Ruochen was very happy to see me so docile, and after helping me add food, he kept putting vegetables into my bowl.
"Shen'er, I've almost thought about the place to travel during the holiday, your body is a little chilly, at this time it is best to go to Australia, or the Maldives or Bali, in fact, Saipan is also good, if you don't want to go too far, we can choose Hainan in China."
My hand froze, we had a lot of regrets about our wedding, so I actually always wanted the two of us to go out and make up for a honeymoon or something, but--
However, since I don't want him to continue to suffer between his mother and me, and I don't want to watch him continue to be entangled with that Liang Manzhen, then I can only be ruthless.
I don't even want to continue arguing with him about divorce, and with his crazy attitude today, I dare not say it again.
Duan Ruochen saw that I still didn't squeak, and he was not discouraged, and still said to himself.
That day, he didn't go to work all day, he stayed at home with me, and at night, he unknowingly demanded too much from me, but I could only bear the weight of his body silently, and when it was almost dawn, he finally fell asleep, but I got up from the bed, lay down in the bath, and gradually waited for the hot water to warm and then cold.
When I returned to the room, it was already dark, Duan Ruochen heard the movement, opened his eyes, stretched out his long arm to scoop me into his arms, and fell asleep again.
I kept him in my arms, smelling the good smell on his body, tears flowed uncontrollably, looking at Duan Ruochen, who was sleeping like a child, I suddenly felt that I was too ruthless, if I quietly left him, what should he do? Following his mother's arrangement, marrying Liang Manzhen, and living a happy life as a family, it is actually a very happy thing.
If my departure can be exchanged for your mother's kindness and filial piety, I am willing to be this woman who leaves you ruthlessly.
After today, we will eventually become strangers, and I will quietly hide somewhere to secretly heal my wounds, and you will no longer be embarrassed and painful.
I don't care how much this short marriage has hurt me, but I am still grateful for the dedication you have given to me, and for the paranoid love you have for me now.
I gently stroked Duan Ruochen's thin face, looked at his deep dark circles, inch by inch, and silently remembered them in my heart.
Duan Ruochen seemed to feel my touch on him, smiled happily in his dream, and put his arm around me to add a little more strength......
This wall of the Duan family, if it was possible, I would never want to step into it again, but for the sake of Duan Ruochen, I had to step in again, praying in my heart, hoping that this would be the last time.
Duan's mother was not surprised to see me, as if she expected me to come.
This time, I didn't have the cautious nervousness of honoring my in-laws when they drank tea, so I faced Duan's mother from beginning to end, just like when I was in the hospital, I didn't have half stage fright for Duan Ruochen.
It's just that there are two differences, last time, when I confronted her, she made me lose my job, and this time, I took the initiative to give up the identity of the Duan family's daughter-in-law, although this time I took the initiative, but it was not me who was proud.
"Sister-in-law Gui, serve tea!" Duan's mother looked at me coldly for a while, and actually asked Sister-in-law Gui to pour me tea, which surprised me very much.
"Say it! The purpose of your visit to Duan's house. Duan's mother sat back on the sofa and asked me slowly.
"Isn't the purpose of my coming to you exactly what you want?" Go and throw the words back.
"Yo! Figured it out so quickly? There was no appreciation in Duan's mother's eyes, some were just sarcasm.
"I quit and fulfill you, because I can't bear to see your son being tortured like you like that, and I hope that you can get along with your ideal good daughter-in-law in the future."
"It's my housework, and it's not your turn to intervene."
"Mrs. Duan, I am still Ruochen's wife at the moment, I want to finally comfort you as his wife, Ruochen is the child you gave birth to in October, since you have worked hard to bring up the general, why can't you let him get the family affection and joy he deserves like other mothers?"
"I tried to ask what I did for him, enough for him, I even paved the way for him when he was in high school, but what did he do to me as a mother? He never wanted to be close to me, or even go home to see me.
Before! I thought he was not good at expressing feelings, but since he was with you, he has completely changed his appearance, flattering you in every way, in order to marry you, he racked his brains and did everything, but he never treated me like this, I am his mother! ā
"Mrs. Duan, I used to think that you just thought that I was not worthy of the Duan family's family background and didn't like me as a person, but now I finally understand, you just don't want your son to ignore you, but if you think about it carefully, you will find that your son loves you more than anything.
Yes, he loves me, but he begs me again and again to give him time, because he is not willing to disobey you, you let him associate with Liang Manzhen, he endures the torment of betraying me, and obeys your arrangement to have a relationship with her, but can you feel his pain? If he doesn't want to get more care from you, to be closer to you, is he willing to listen to you like that? ā
"Enough!" Duan's mother suddenly interrupted me, her heart fluctuated, and she pointed at me and said sharply, "What is the purpose of you coming to me today?" ā
"That's all I say!" I suddenly felt very tired, and I didn't have the desire to continue, so I took out the two divorce agreements that Liang Manzhen gave me from my bag and put them on the coffee table, "I have signed this agreement." ā