Xiao Yu and I went back to the house she rented here, although the room was small but very complete, everything in the room still had not changed as when I left in the morning, but I felt that some things still seemed to be different, and I couldn't say what it was.

"Do you still want to eat that," Fu Yusheng asked

"Hmm," I replied.

I don't know if it's because I've returned to our warm nest, I don't want to suppress my emotions anymore, because I know that Xiao Yu knows what happened to me today, and our life for more than 20 years has already formed this tacit understanding.

I sat on the spot and cried uncontrollably, I knew that Xiao Yu would not bother me at this time, we had agreed with each other that we would not disturb each other when we were sad, and would give each other time and space to vent.

I vented loudly, as if I wanted to vent everything that happened today, I didn't want to ask him if he still loved me, because I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to accept his answer, yes, my former classmates and teachers thought that we would go to Baitou together, but everything changed in just two years, and no one could accept such an ending.

What's more, as a party, I don't know if he's sad or not, it's hard or sad anyway, I feel like I'm going to die, my heart seems to be beating slower and slower, why at this moment, after he hurt me hard today, I can still think of his kindness to me, it seems that I am really hopeless.

I didn't want to stalk him, because I couldn't do anything like that, even though I love him very much now, and I think maybe it was more because we didn't want each other to let that good past have a little impurity, so I didn't beg him to stay with me, and he didn't keep me, so we gave up each other's hands that had been clasped together.

In fact, deep down in my heart, I still think that as long as there is no one else around him, then we are still possible after all, and this kind of self-liberation, although I know that the possibility is very small, but I am willing to deceive myself like this.

After self-adjustment, I got up and walked towards the kitchen, and looked at the girl in the distance who was making soup for me, and a warmth hit my heart.

No matter how much I have been wronged outside, as long as I have her here, I believe that nothing can hit me, just because I have her by my side.

I hugged her from behind, leaned my head on her back, sniffed and said, "Xiao Yu, it's good to have you"

Xiao Yu replied, "Now I know that it's still me, those irrelevant people let him roll as far as he wants, just your old lady can find you countless good men, and you can't beat or scold or leave, how to think about it"

I thought about it for a while, and replied without fear of death, "But I still want him to do nothing, and if you can really find so many good men, will you still be single?" and then I heard her say, "That's because the old lady is thinking about you little girl, how about it, hum, or you will follow me, I will definitely not leave you."

As soon as I finished listening, I didn't answer when I heard her laughing voice, 'Little girl, don't tease you, my goosebumps have fallen to the ground, aren't you hungry, get ready to eat, don't cry for a while'

'Hee-hee, don't worry, I'm going to cry for sure, and I want you to cry with me, hmph,' I replied.

I've always had a habit of eating that very spicy Yangzhou fried rice whenever I'm unhappy, because it seems like the only way I can forget the pain and sadness for a while, and this habit has been maintained for many years.