The thorn stabbed me in the heart like this, so deep, so painful.

It turns out that his tenderness and affection are not just for me.

I smashed my phone angrily, turned around and hurriedly ran downstairs, like a crazy bison, running down the street, shuttling between the traffic, almost unconscious, I only knew that he had deceived me.

He, once again, lied to me.

Tears like rain wet the ground, but it was as if they didn't come out at all, soaking my heart, bitter beyond measure.

After running a few streets, I finally leaned weakly against a wall, in a dilapidated residential area, and there were not many people around.

Suppressed crying, indulged tears.

I don't understand, why did he lie to me? I can't imagine that his tenderness to me has been used on other women, and I don't know if I am original or plagiarized?

I just want to get rid of this cheap handout, and get it clean.

I took out my mobile phone and called him, only to be connected, I said bluntly: "Huo Nanyi, we have broken up, just a second ago." ”

Then I hung up and shut down.

In fact, what I complain more about at the moment is myself, I have been deceived by him before, and I know that he is not trustworthy, but I still jumped into his gentle trap without hesitation and indulged in it.

My indulgence has made me so unbearable, so miserable.

As if he had been pulled out of his spine, he took a weak step, walking casually, not knowing where to go.

Walking through a neighborhood, I happened to see a family quarreling, and the woman complained hoarsely that the man was ruthless, and betrayed the marriage because of beauty.

Many people were watching, but no one went up to persuade them, they just treated them as jokes and used them to have fun.

The man took two marriage certificates and coerced her, if she didn't sign and gave up the house, he would directly find a relationship, dump her happily, and create rumors that she was cheating in marriage......

Looking at the marriage certificate in his hand, I could only laugh at myself.

That man could at least openly threaten her to sign, and I, who didn't even have a marriage certificate, had nothing to do with him at all.

I finally realized that he had never mentioned the matter of obtaining the certificate, and it turned out that he just regarded me as one of the dolls, and he was as stupid as a pig, and he didn't need that trick at all.

He is the greatest actor in my heart, and he is simply acting in his true colors.

I wandered through the streets, and I didn't know how many streets I had walked, and I didn't know where I had gone, but I didn't want to stop. I just want to keep walking, no matter where I am, as long as I don't stop, there is always an illusion that I am fleeing from betrayal and pain.

From afternoon to evening, from the early lights to the deep twilight.

I wandered the streets like the walking dead for an entire afternoon.

Looking around, I walked back to the business district, two streets away from the Huo Group.

Looking at the figure in the night, it was black and oppressive, like ants busy moving, hurrying home. And I'm a lost little milk dog, homeless.

Passing by a bar, through the door, you can also hear the hustle and bustle inside. There was a pause at the door, hesitating to enter.

"Mu Zi?"

An uncertain shout came from behind him.

He turned abruptly, but met the gentleman's slightly happy eyebrows.

"I'm sorry, sir, I'm really sorry I stepped on your foot last time!"

It was the gentleman who was Svenwen, and the last time I saw him in the People's Square of "Golden Peach City", I accidentally stepped on his foot because of the chaos of catching a thief.

I distinctly remember that when they saw me, their eyes changed and changed, as if they were surprised at first to excited, and then to the politeness and detachment of strangers.

As I was leaving, he suddenly said, "You look like my fiancée." "It makes me feel uncomfortable.

I didn't expect to meet him in Maocheng.

He glanced at me lightly, "You, why are you here?" Glancing at the bar again, "Want to drink?" So why don't you go in? Can you quench your thirst just by looking at it? ”

As he spoke, he grabbed my wrist and walked in.

I wanted to take advantage of this opportunity to get drunk, but as soon as I entered the door and saw some chaotic scenes, I wanted to turn around and run away. Miss Drunk actually staged some large-scale action movies in public, and several people played together!

These restrictive dramas make me uncomfortable to watch.

Pulled at the corner of his clothes, tried to make it clear to him, and left.

But he ignored my thoughts, and just dragged me through the dancing forest of demons to a relatively clean corner.

After seating me in my seat, he called for someone, and soon the waiter came with a couple of bottles of ciderwine.

He handed me a glass, but I didn't want to drink it.

"I want to get drunk, but you give me a glass of fruit wine, this gentleman, you are really funny! Sorry, I can't be accompanied. ”

Put down the cup, get up, and leave.

"Mu Zi, you're not happy."

He paused abruptly and looked at him suspiciously, "How do you know my name?" ”

"I knew it a long, long time ago. Come and sit, I'm in for a treat today, and I'm not drunk. ”

Picking up a glass of whiskey, he drank it all in one gulp, but the melancholy surrounded him, forming an oppressive atmospheric cycle of its own.

I didn't want to stay any longer, but as if I was going crazy, I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to take revenge on him, so I turned back.

If he can carry the woman I have on his back, why can't I drink and talk to other men?

He plays, I play, this is called equality.

Sit back, without saying a word, pick up the wine glass, and drain it in one gulp.

I want to get drunk, I want to get drunk, drunk and unconscious.

After a few hard drinks, he began to persuade me, but to no avail. What I decide, the glass will not change easily.

The fruit wine had a lot of stamina, and after a few glasses in my throat, I began to scoop, and I felt that the whole person was floating in the clouds, floating in the wind.

Gradually, there was no sensation at all, except for a strong stomach ache.

When I woke up again, I was woken up cold.

I only felt cold and swishing all over my body, and I unconsciously hugged myself, but I was scared awake.

He sat up sharply and found that he had no clothes on him, and that there were several conspicuous bruises.

The heart is instantly cold.

I got drunk and lost myself?

Embarrassed and indignant, he hurriedly got out of bed, dressed and opened the door to leave, but bumped into someone.

"Are you awake? Panicked, what's the hurry? Come and have breakfast, I'll take you home when it's over. ”

Carrying a pile of breakfast in one hand, he grabbed my wrist with the other and pulled me back to the bedroom.

Seeing the smile on his face, the warm spring breeze formed a strong contrast with the cold winter in my heart.

It is not excluded that he was happy because I ......

I looked down in shame, I felt very sorry for Huo Nanyi, even if he had other women, but I was different from him, I didn't want to use the same means to retaliate against his ruthlessness and deception.

However, such a person who thinks of himself as high has done that shameless thing.

Weakly asked, "You, we, we didn't happen last night, did we?" ”

He didn't rush to answer, but the smile on the corner of his mouth widened, handed over a bun, and then ate breakfast leisurely, as if he and I were not in the same time and space, and could not talk.

Seeing him like this, he chuckled, and his heart fell to the bottom.

Is this a tacit acquiescence?

"This gentleman, I, I'm not very good at drinking, and when I'm drunk, I tend to do all sorts of stupid things, and whatever I did to you last night, can you please forget? I'm not the slightest conscious, I'm sorry I hurt you. ”

stood up, bowed solemnly and apologized, but he was,

"Do you think that your boldness, your enthusiasm, have men forgotten?"

“……”

I was so flustered that I didn't know how to face Huo Nanyi, and I didn't know how to face myself.

That time I may have been killed, but this time, it was I who cheated myself.

How can you forgive yourself for being so unclean and stupid?

"You, what do you want?"

"Whatever I want, will you say yes?"

"As long as it makes sense, I can consider it."

"Then stay with me one more time."

“……”

I was shocked by his words. At this moment, even if he said such a thing, he still had a soft smile on his face, and he was not a little flustered, as if such a topic was just commonplace for him, and he couldn't get to his heart at all.

"Sorry, I'm married. This gentleman, I hope you can forget about last night, I was drunk, and whatever I did, it was unconscious, I hope you understand. ”

took out a card from his bag and handed it to him, "There are 100,000 in this card, just give you the loss fee at that time!" ”

Retract your hand and walk away.

As soon as he walked to the door, he said, "I look forward to having another Spring Festival with you, and we will meet again soon." ”

With a heart full of guilt, he ran out of the hotel, opened his mobile phone with trembling hands, and saw Huo Nanyi's more than N calls and text messages, his heart twitched suddenly, and the indescribable taste was entangled, entangled, and sleepless.

How do I deal with him?

I had to go back, but I didn't dare to see him. Even if he is not loyal to me, I cannot tolerate my betrayal of him.

It's even more unbearable for me to know that he's betrayed me.

Just as he wanted to turn off the phone and hide for a while, his phone came in again.

"Mu Zi, where are you? I'll pick you up and take you home. ”

Faced with the fact that I suddenly and unilaterally broke up and didn't return overnight, he didn't question, nor did he accuse, but cared.

This made me hesitate again.

Does he do the same to other women? Are these just his routines? And I'm just one of the tricks?

That's his business, I can't guess the answer. Even if you guess, so what? It's not a complete defeat.

ignored him and hung up the phone.

Escaping is what I'm good at. Since you don't know how to face it, it's better to dodge.

He turned off the phone again, didn't dare to go home, and shouldn't have returned to his apartment.

From the moment I said we broke up, we didn't have anything to do with it.

It's just that I overestimated my ability to escape.

Less than 20 minutes after hanging up the phone, he appeared in front of me, carried me without saying a word, stuffed me directly into the car, and then ran wildly to the southern suburbs.

I looked at his angry side face and wondered what he would do to me if he knew I had done it to someone else.

"Huo Nanyi, last night, I was with other men, lonely men and widows, in the same room, as if we had done ......"