part445

It's not early, but the road is still full of people. 35xs

Bai Siyuan took Sun Yingchen's hand and wandered on the road, it was rare for someone to buy rock sugar gourds on the road, Bai Siyuan bought a bunch for Sun Yingchen, not because Sun Yingchen likes to eat, but when he was eating just now, Sun Yingchen was a little hungry because he was too nervous, so the rock sugar gourd that Bai Siyuan bought for her was actually for her to digest, but Sun Yingchen took it in his hand, so he regarded it as a play, and he didn't eat it at all.

The night was also quiet today, and the streets were bustling.

The two of them walked very slowly on the road, in fact, this is a feeling that Bai Siyuan has never had, in the past, the pace of his life was always fast-paced, whether it was work or life, it was the same, because his identity and status have always been like this, he can't slow down alone, after all, he has received too much attention, but today, he can hold Sun Yingchen's hand and walk step by step on the road, feeling the feeling of slowing down, this feeling makes him suddenly feel that if his future life can be like this, he really hopes that the present is a lifetime.

"Sun Yingchen." Bai Siyuan suddenly stopped her who was looking around.

Sun Yingchen looked back at Bai Siyuan and said, "Huh? What's up? ”

"I want to hold your hand for the rest of my life. 35xs "Bai Siyuan has always said to Sun Yingchen that her illness has nothing to do with and will be fine, such a large amount of brainwashing is almost about to make Bai Siyuan himself believe it, but he still knows in his heart how high the risk coefficient is.

If he never got happiness, then he wouldn't know how specific happiness would be, but if he got it, it was the warmth that he had to succumb to reality, he didn't want to let go, and he couldn't lose it, so at this moment, he was afraid.

Sun Yingchen looked at him with a smile and didn't speak, because Sun Yingchen knew Bai Siyuan too well, although she loved him, and even didn't care what Bai Siyuan had done to hurt her, as long as Bai Siyuan stretched out her hand towards her, she would still rush over and hug him without hesitation, but now she saw Bai Siyuan's smiling face, and there was a deep sadness in her eyes.

Sun Yingchen knows this kind of look too well, it was half a year ago after everyone said that Bai Siyuan was dead, she would see her eyes in the mirror every day, full of sadness, she would always be immersed in that silent sadness, unable to extricate herself.

And now Bai Siyuan's eyes are full of such sadness, she understands, she also knows, Sun Yingchen has never been an optimist, although Bai Siyuan has said more than once that as long as Bai Siyuan is there, she will be fine, she never believed that such a small probability of luck would fall on her head, so although Sun Yingchen heard Bai Siyuan say every day, she was still ready to leave Bai Siyuan at any time. 35xs

Sun Yingchen smiled and held Bai Siyuan's hand tighter, but he didn't have the courage to look at him, just smiled and said: "Siyuan, I love you, you may not know how much I love you, now I can hold your hand, walk on this strange street, watch the people around me, I can see you as soon as I turn around, this kind of life is something I never dared to hope for, but now it has come true, I think we are happy enough, we cherish the moment, okay." ”

The future changes are too great, Bai Siyuan is now deeply afraid, as if he has fallen into some invisible whirlpool, he can only hold Sun Yingchen's hand with the same strength.

Yes, I've already gotten it, what's not to be satisfied with.

"Siyuan, do you have any wishes, let's hear about it." Sun Yingchen said with a smile, but she never looked back, because her eyes were full of tears, but she kept gritting her teeth and forcibly cheering up, letting the tears pour back into her eyes.

Bai Siyuan pulled Sun Yingchen to walk and walk, thinking very hard, what else did he want: "I hope to open my eyes and see you every day, I hope you can give birth to children for me, we are parents together, and then watch our children grow up day by day, become stronger day by day, and then I take you around the world together, we stop and stop all the way, see beautiful attractions, I want to be the most earthy tourist, I will take pictures of you in front of the attractions, leaving traces of time stolen at any time." ”

Sun Yingchen listened quietly, and the tears that were originally controlled still fell.

Sun Yingchen didn't think about Bai Siyuan's wishes, it turned out that every one of them was about herself, but what she could give was too little, at this moment, she even blamed God for being unfair, why did she suffer this, she was obviously already happy, but she still had to remind herself that this happiness was temporary.

How did she give birth to him, she was the one who would leave after an operation.

Tears had completely blinded her eyes, and the depressed breath in her heart made Sun Yingchen breathe for a moment, and she suddenly stopped and couldn't leave.

Bai Siyuan was puzzled, and looked back at her, but found that Sun Yingchen was already in tears, and she was actually crying.

When Bai Siyuan saw who Sun Yingchen shed tears, the suffocating throbbing pain in his heart made him panic for a while, he hurriedly wiped away the tears on her cheeks with his hand, sad that he was more aggrieved than her, but gradually, Bai Siyuan's calm face was also full of tears, the kind of liquid that he once thought he would never have, but at this moment, it swarmed.

I don't know if there are such people in your life, they love very sadly, and they love very humblely, they will cry silently.

Bai Siyuan's tears flowed more and more, Sun Yingchen looked at him sadly, and even more grief, she suddenly opened her arms and let herself fall into Bai Siyuan's arms, her voice was choked: "Bai Siyuan, you are too much, why did we meet, do you know, I am really afraid that I will leave you, I will really be afraid to leave you alone in this world." ”

Today's mood is almost the sadness that Bai Siyuan and Sun Yingchen have been accumulating for too long, and the two of them are hugging on the street, silently holding tears.

Their love is too heavy, and the strength of their hugs has fully explained how reluctant they are to each other.

"Sun Yingchen, I love you, I love you, I love you......" Bai Siyuan's choked voice said love words about her over and over again.

Sun Yingchen closed his eyes and listened to him say over and over again, silently thinking in his heart, if I could, I would rather never meet you in my life, because if I didn't meet, there would be no difference, and there would be no sadness. She can still live a careless life in her absurd life, and she will not face loss in the end of such a stormy and stormy life.