Chapter 181: A Sad Past
Su Xue entered the door, and Lu Qiang, who had been waiting, went up to pick up the bag and deliver the shoes. Smelling Su Xue's drunken body, didn't he say that he wouldn't drink in his life?
Because Su Xue knew from the age of three that her parents' car accident was caused by the driver's drunk driving. She subconsciously remembered that alcohol is not a good thing, and it is absolutely not a drop of alcohol.
Su Xue muttered quietly when she heard it, saying that Chen Can was happy to be back.
When she was about to enter the bedroom door, Wu Bo's mother came out and told Su Xue that she would go out in the future and not go home too late. Lu Qiang's parents just went to rest at the opposite door.
Su Xue smiled and nodded.
As soon as I entered the bedroom, I kissed each of the two sleeping children. After kissing the kimono, he lay on the bed, looking on all fours, his eyes were closed, his thin lips were pursed, and the tip of his smooth white nose was dripping with fine sweat.
Lu Qiang knew that Su Xue must be uncomfortable drinking for the first time, and asked her what she wanted to eat?
Su Xue shook her head without saying a word.
Lu Qiang thought that Su Xue saw Fu Chun, because he didn't want the mistakes he had made before, and he was unhappy.
But with his understanding of Su Xue, Su Xue later knew about it, so she didn't ask, because she wanted to forget about it.
Lu Qiang didn't say anything for a long time, and he couldn't hear any movement, Su Xue opened her eyes and saw Lu Qiang bending down and looking down at her.
She burst out laughing and asked Lu Qiang why he looked at her like this, if she looked ugly when she was drunk. As he spoke, he raised his right hand and touched Lu Qiang's face.
"You've got something on your mind!" Lu Qiang held Su Xue's hand.
"If I look for my parents' relatives, would you be willing?" After Su Xue finished speaking, she sat up and shook Lu Qiang's hands with both hands.
Su Xue never mentioned this question at all. Since Su Xue wanted to find her relatives, she naturally supported it very much.
"Why do you suddenly have this idea!"
Su Xue didn't say anything, turned around and got out of bed, opened the wardrobe, pulled it for a while, took out a red cloth bag, turned around and put the bag on the bed, and took out the things inside.
The first thing I took out was a small pink cool hat, which was wrinkled and a little yellowish in color. He took out a cotton skirt inlaid with small red flowers, and the skirt was also crumpled, but the color was still bright.
Su Xue shook off her little skirt, compared it on her chest, and muttered, this is what she wore when she was two or three years old. After saying that, he raised his head, but there were tears in his eyes.
Lu Qiang knew that he was Su Xue's strongest backing, and promised him to help her find it.
After falling asleep, Su Xue told Chen Can's friend Chen Zhiyong about finding someone. But the director of the orphanage said that her mother's name was Chen Xiaomei, and her father's name was Su Xi.
Lu Qiang asked Su Xue if she had any photos.
Su Xue said no, the only thing left was these things. But these two things are exactly the same as the little girl in the photo provided by Chen Can's friend.
As soon as Lu Qiang heard this, he asked Su Xue to call quickly and ask Chen Can to send the photo.
Su Xue didn't dare, for fear of making jokes, and others said that she wanted to climb rich relatives.
As soon as the idea came out, Lu Qiang laughed and said what do you want to do so much? Maybe this Chen Zhiyong is your cousin or cousin, and the matter between that family and Chen Can will be decided.
Su Xue remembered that Chen Can had a happy face when she said that Chen Zhiyong just now, which fully proved that she wanted to do things for Chen Zhiyong.
asked Chen Can to send the photo over, and Chen Can also teased Su Xue, if you are the person Chen Zhiyong is looking for, your life will be different.
Su Xue grimaced and hung up the video.
flipped out the photo, Lu Qiang took a look, and said that this little girl was Su Xue, with a very similar nose and eyes.
Su Xue muttered, if it was her, she would be much like her father, with a face, eyes, nose, and mouth. And said that her forehead was like her mother.
When Su Xue said, she looked looking forward to happiness.
Before going to bed, the two decided to go to the orphanage tomorrow.
Su Xue took Doudou to the orphanage since that time, and later due to trivial matters, she never went again.
Before coming today, she called Teacher Li and said that she would find out about her arrival at the orphanage.
Mr. Li readily agreed. When Su Xue and Lu Qiang came, they bought some school supplies.
Teacher Li expressed his deep gratitude to Su Xue, and said that in recent years, the civil affairs department has vigorously supported the development of orphanage facilities. When he said that, his fingers were repainted in the new accommodation building, the activity room, the cafeteria, and even the courtyard wall were as white as snow.
was going to the office, but Su Xue said that she wanted to walk around the courtyard.
When walking with Teacher Li, Su Xue first talked about her more than a year, saying that she was pregnant and gave birth to a child, and she had no time to come here.
Teacher Li was happy that she gave birth to a dragon and phoenix fetus, and asked about the current situation of the two children. After asking, Su Xue suddenly wanted to find her relatives, she didn't raise children, and suddenly understood something.
Su Xue replied that she had this idea, and told Chen Can's friend about finding relatives.
After listening to Mr. Li asked Su Xue, do you remember taking photos when you were two or three years old?
Su Xue smiled and shook her head.
Su Xue's actions made Teacher Li laugh at herself, saying Look at my age, I am really old and confused, what can a two- or three-year-old child remember?
After speaking, she talked about Su Xue being brought to the orphanage by Grandma Yao that year.
One summer morning, she and the dean happened to ride their bicycles to the gate, and were about to enter the gate when an aunt pulled a little girl in the hand to block the front.
Before they could ask anything, the aunt grabbed the dean's handlebar with one hand and spoke, saying that your parents had been in a car accident and left, and she had no information about your parents' relatives. And her son, who smokes a lot, wants to sell you to a rich family, and she is reluctant. She is afraid, she takes pity on you, and hopes that we will take you well. As he spoke, he was about to kneel down for us.
The dean stopped her and asked her what her relationship was with you, and the aunt said that she was your parents' landlord, and said that your parents treated her like a real mother, she had rheumatism, and as long as your mother was free, she would wash her clothes and always bring her a bowl of delicious food. She has long wanted to recognize your parents as her son and daughter-in-law, but the good person didn't report the car accident and left. But this child, as long as she lives for one day, she will definitely make you safe, but she thought of this.
When the aunt said that, she wiped her tears from the left and the right, and the dean naturally agreed. I remember that when she was leaving, she gave the dean dozens of dollars.
But as soon as she left, you cried in my arms, and the aunt couldn't bear to come back, saying that she would go into the courtyard and coax you to sleep before leaving.
As soon as she enters the office, she hugs you for two hours before you fall asleep. When she leaves, she touches and kisses your face. When she goes out and comes back, don't spread the word about it, otherwise her scourge son will have evil thoughts.
After Mr. Li finished speaking, he sighed deeply, good man! Later, she came twice, once to give you new clothes for the New Year, and once to give us the skirt and hat you were wearing, and told us to keep these two things, saying that when your parents took a family photo of you, you wore these. In case your parents' relatives come to you that day, there is a testimony.
At that time, I also asked the aunt if there were any more photos, and the aunt said no. I also asked the aunt, didn't your parents tell her the detailed address of her hometown?
Auntie said that your parents' hometown is in Zhejiang, your father's name is Su Xi, and your mother's name is Chen Xiaomei. She didn't know how specific it was.
After Mr. Li finished speaking, he looked at the sunset in the west.
"Why didn't you tell me about this grandma, where is she now?" Su Xue also looked at the afterglow of the sunset.
"She's gone, twenty-seven years ago!" After Mr. Li finished speaking, his lips trembled.
"Deceased?"
Looking at Su Xue's puzzled look, Teacher Li told Grandma Yao about it.
said that Grandma Yao's son who smoked a lot of cigarettes was more addicted to drugs later, and as long as the family could sell it, he changed it for money. Later, the family sold nothing, in order to ask for money, he also started to beat his aunt, and also stole the tenant's money, helplessly, the aunt was angry, put rat poison in the meal, and left with his son. She was forty-eight years old!
Su Xue listened with tears in her eyes.
Teacher Li knew that Su Xue was uncomfortable, so he told why he hadn't told Su Xue all the time. One Su Xue is still young, and the other Su Xue is an orphan, and she rarely laughs and rarely talks after being sent, so this matter has been hidden from her.
Su Xue walked out of the welfare home, and remembered what Teacher Li said, it was the day before Children's Day, Grandma Yao came to see her with newly bought clothes, and told the dean, saying that in the future, whether foreigners or Chinese come to the orphanage to adopt children, Su Xue must not send them away. When Grandma Yao was leaving, she secretly left 500 yuan and picked it up at the window for a long time, but left at night.
A cool breeze blew in her face, and Su Xue's tears burst out of her eyes. What did she think was wrong with her life? owe it to your biological parents; owes to Grandma Yao; I don't even have a chance to pay it back.
Su Xue returned home and told Lu Qiang that she wanted to find Grandma Yao's neighbors.
Lu Qiang still said the same thing, I support you!
In order to find Grandma Yao, Su Xue called again to ask Teacher Li if she knew where Grandma Yao lived before.
Mr. Li said that it was probably called the North Lane piece.
Su Xue and Lu Qiang drove there, and there were many high-rise buildings. Su Xue's interest fell to the extreme, looking at everything here, she was trying to remember, she wanted to remember the memory of this place when she was three years old. However, all she could think about was the orphanage. For the shantytown in the past, even if it was a road or a telephone pole, I have no impression.
Su Xue's face was sad, Lu Qiang comforted, and they asked again. Seeing an old grandfather with a hunchback and a crutch, Lu Qiang told Grandma Yao about it.
After Lu Qiang finished speaking, the old man looked up at his wrinkled face for a while, and then opened his toothless mouth and asked, "What did you say, young man?" He gestured to his ear.
Lu Qiang knew that the old man meant, he was a little deaf.
Lu Qiang first said sorry, and then loudly told the old man about Grandma Yao word by word.
This time, the old man heard it clearly and asked Lu Qiang if they were from the Public Security Bureau?
Lu Qiang explained that it was not.
"She was killed by her son!" After saying that, he staggered away.
Lu Qiang was unwilling, and chased after him, wanting to help the old man sit on the chair with the forest belt to rest.
The old man didn't let him help, shook his head and left.
Lu Qiang didn't understand why the old man didn't talk about it, and wanted to catch up and ask again.
Su Xue blocked it and said to ask others again.
When the two walked outside the community, they met an eldest sister in her fifties, and Su Xue asked about Grandma Yao. The eldest sister was very polite, saying that she had not lived in this community for a long time, and her home was from Henan, selling vegetables in the vegetable wholesale market.
The eldest sister saw Su Xue's disappointment, pointed to the buildings at the west gate of the community, and said that it seemed that the residents of those buildings were all demolished and relocated from the bungalows, so go and take a look.