Jiang Yu was also stunned for a while after seeing the text message, since she left her contact information, she has been in infrequent contact with her grandmother, and the Bodhi bracelet she gave has been hanging by the bedside.

When I heard that the new drug developed by Jiang Lin's research institute had begun to be ready to go on the market, I thought that my grandfather should be able to last a little longer, so why did he suddenly become critically ill.

Jiang Yu scratched his head blankly and asked Jiang Ningchuan, "Isn't his operation very successful?" ”

Jiang Ningchuan can't say what's going on, the success of the operation is one thing, it is to pull the person back from the dead line, but all the changes that the patient will encounter in the future are not something that he, a doctor, can control.

Jiang Yu didn't hear the answer, and he wasn't discouraged, he sat there and said to himself.

It's not so bad to say that Zhong Jiajing is actually not so bad, at least everyone was very busy when he was a child, only Zhong Jiajing would take time out every day to enlighten him, although his way was too harsh for a child.

But what I learned at the beginning was taught by that grandfather, and even my interest in medicine was faintly influenced by that grandfather.

Jiang Yu's heart was a little complicated, to be honest, he couldn't say that he hated Zhong Jiajing, but when he thought of that person, he felt more fear, like a slender bamboo stick hanging from his arm, and he was in danger of being pulled down at any time.

Hearing the news that Zhong Jiajing was critically ill, compared to the grief of ordinary people when they faced the loss of their loved ones, he felt relieved, like a nightmare that had been hanging over him for so many years was finally going to disappear.

Jiang Yu didn't dare to let others know the emotions in his heart, especially Jiang Ningchuan beside him.

No matter what kind of news he conveys to the outside world, and no matter how others understand their so-called relationship between grandparents and grandchildren, he now has to hide his true thoughts in his heart and prevent people from seeing his hard-hearted heart.

Seeing Jiang Yu's secretive appearance, Jiang Ningchuan couldn't guess what the other party was thinking, he recalled the news he happened to see just now, and said, "What does your grandmother mean is that she wants you to go to the funeral at that time?" ”

"Well," Jiang Yu nodded, clicked on his phone and looked at the text message again, smiled carelessly, and said, "The Zhong family has been an only son for so many generations, and I didn't even have an uncle or aunt when I was a child, so I should want to go back." ”

No wonder Jiang Yu would rather use his degree as a threat to return to the Zhong family, Jiang Ningchuan thought to himself, but why, for more than ten years, they ignored this only grandson, until they were terminally ill, they remembered that there was such an abandoned relative, because they thought that their time was short, so they thought of using vicious methods to snatch people back.

A wave of disgust rose in Jiang Ningchuan's heart, but this emotion did not last long, Zhong Jiajing was not so unforgivable to him, and he could barely be regarded as a senior who was willing to carry him.

But since the news was sent by Jiang Yu's grandmother, it means that the essence of the matter has little to do with Zhong Jiajing, this is a grandmother's request, and it seems that Jiang Yu's heart is also a little loose.

Jiang Ningchuan stretched out his hand and pinched Jiang Yu's neck, and gently suggested: "If you also feel that you should go back, then go back and have a look." ”

Jiang Yu was stunned for a moment, then shook his head, "I don't know, it's not a big deal for me to go and see, they are relatives who haven't seen each other for a long time, but the meaning is different for my mother, my mother hates them, she hates everyone in the Zhong family." ”

It was more than ten years ago, the night when Jiang Yu just came out of the hospital, his mother, who was too busy to see anyone, hugged himself and cried loudly, Jiang Yu couldn't understand the emotions of adults when he was a child, he just felt that the wound on his head was very painful, and he didn't understand why his father, who didn't talk much, would smash the chair that he couldn't move with all his might.

He had nightmares for several days in a row, and even after moving into his aunt's house with his mother, the nightmares continued.

After that, he never heard anything related to his father, and everyone didn't let him mention that person again, he remembered that once he couldn't help mentioning it, in exchange for his mother's crying again, Jiang Yu didn't dare to talk about his father anymore, just as if he had never had a father.

No one can put themselves in the shoes of others to understand others, just like when Jiang Yu said "Mom hates them", Jiang Ningchuan naturally didn't understand.

He has never hated anyone, and his biggest negative emotions for a person may not be despise, and he even hates very little people.

He didn't understand what hatred was, let alone how someone like Jiang Wan could have feelings like "hate".

In Jiang Ningchuan's eyes, Jiang Wan is like an invulnerable iron man, she has no weaknesses, and her only weakness may be the same as herself, that is, the young boy with a sad face next to her.

What kind of people are worth her to go to?

Jiang Ningchuan couldn't figure it out, but people can't always keep the scars of the past on their bodies, and they can't always be affected by the negative emotions in the depths of their memories.

If you can let go, if you can say goodbye to all the unhappiness of the past, then life will be easier.

But how can people who can let go and see clearly still fall into the world, letting go and seeing away is a problem, but overcoming difficulties and living with pain for a lifetime, which is more difficult?

Jiang Ningchuan didn't look at Jiang Yu, looked ahead and said his question: "If she always has hatred for that family, will she really live an easy life?" ”

Jiang Yu didn't think about this problem, let go of hatred, how can I make my mother cry when she no longer mentions those people, how can I make this topic no longer a time-bomb-bomb at home?

He is a rule-abiding person, if something becomes taboo, then he will obediently not walk around the forbidden area, even if it is just an ostrich behavior, but as long as the problem is not in front of him, does it mean that the problem is no longer there.

No, it's not like that, even if you can avoid it, what a person is afraid of, the problem that you don't want to face, it still exists, it resides in the heart, and when people are not paying attention, it grows wantonly.

Thinking about some questions that he didn't usually think about at all, Jiang Yu only felt a splitting headache at the moment, whether to go to the upcoming funeral is no longer the most important thing, do you want to try it, let my mother put it down?

When it really came time to decide whether to do something, Jiang Yu began to become dazed, he looked at Jiang Ningchuan tangledly, and asked, "What kind of person do you think, my mother." ”

"Strong and gentle, she was a good mother and undoubtedly a good person." Jiang Ningchuan replied without hesitation, just talking and his impression of Jiang Wan gradually became blurred, what he said was just the ones that Jiang Wan was willing to let others see?

What others can't see is what Jiang Yu said about having hatred for someone, or crying bitterly when mentioning something.

Jiang Ningchuan thought like this and said in a daze: "What we see her is different, right?" ”

Jiang Yu didn't answer immediately, and after a while, he shook his head, his eyes were very blank.

"I'm going to go back and think about it, and I'll come back in the evening."

Jiang Ningchuan had no opinion, "Let's go, I'll send you to the door." ”

Jiang Yu immediately stopped him and said, "Don't send it, I'll go down by myself." ”

Jiang Ningchuan couldn't, so he could only watch the other party get up, and then turn around and leave. He didn't retract his eyes until the door was closed, feeling a little lost, he couldn't participate in this matter as a family member now.

Originally, there were so many things I wanted to say, but because of my identity, I could only keep my mouth shut, and I could only say what I wanted to say in another way.

Jiang Ningchuan rubbed his eyebrows, feeling an indescribable tiredness.

It's obviously a family member who can support each other, but there are such complex emotions in it. At this time, he couldn't help but think of Jiang Hai, who was thousands of miles away—his father.

Just because he said when he was a child that he didn't like his grandparents, Jiang Hai would not force Jiang Ningchuan to meet them in the name of family affection for so many years, if Jiang Hai couldn't abandon the kind of family affection that needed to be thought about with great effort at that time, would he also have to experience the entwined emotions in Jiang Yu's heart now.

Although the old man sometimes did things that were not so pleasant, he still had to thank him all in all.

……

Night gradually fell, unlike the clear daytime, the sky was full of dark clouds, covering the originally bright moon, making people feel inexplicably depressed.

There was a roar of thunder in the sky in the distance, and the rumbling sound came one after another, and the human body seemed to swim with a strange resonance with that sound, Jiang Ningchuan felt that his heartbeat accelerated in an instant, he frowned, and closed all the curtains in the room that could cover the outside, in order to isolate everything outside the house, and all the insecurities in his heart.

After doing this, Jiang Ningchuan fed the only four fish left in the fish tank, Xiao Hong and Xiao Hei were still alive and well, one red and one black The two fish kissed in front of him without shame, he watched the lonely four fish swimming happily in the fish tank, and he was ready to never raise fish again when they were all wiped out.

looked at the time, it was exactly half past seven in the evening, Jiang Yu did not go upstairs as promised, and did not leave a phone call.

The meals in the kitchen are ready, and as time goes on, the smell of the food gradually dissipates and the heat slowly subsides.

The mobile phone was already in his hand, and he just pressed the dial button lightly, but Jiang Ningchuan hesitated, and only two hours had passed, did Jiang Yu figure it out.

When he hesitated, the phone called, it was Director Lu's-

Ninghe came to an injured person who accidentally fell from the building, and the steel bar was inserted into the heart with a difference of three millimeters, and only Jiang Ningchuan could do this operation in the city.

Jiang Ningchuan hung up the phone, was stunned for three seconds, and then packed his things and rushed to the hospital.

Jiang Yu, the password of the house, knows that the food will be cold when it is cold, anyway, it can still be eaten when it is hot, and now is not the time to consider the relationship between children and daughters.