As soon as the words came out, Huaiyin was relieved.

Lu Shijing's eyes rolled stiffly, "I'll talk about this when I come back." "It's clear he wants to run away.

"It won't be too long, let's talk." Huaiyin tried to squeeze out some natural demeanor, and said open-mindedly: "You tell me what you think, because he is not mine alone, and I will refer to your opinion." ”

Her heart is far less open-minded than she says.

Lu Shijing suddenly closed his eyes, opened them again, and said, "You are still young." ”

Huaiyin's heart was like falling into an ice cellar, and his expression froze in place.

Her abnormality, her loss of soul, Lu Shijing saw it all in her eyes, she was weak and couldn't stand up, as if she was going to face the cold wind in late spring.

There was a momentary loosening in his eyes, and finally his face tightened, his back was straight, and his gaze was no longer shaking, which made Huaiyin afraid.

"Drive."

She heard his voice cold, without a hint of emotion.

Until the car was far away, the exhaust fumes wafting in the air were gone, and Huaiyin's stiff steps couldn't move a step.

In her mind and ears, she kept floating in the words of Shijing, "You are still young." ”

He didn't want the child.

Huaiyin is sure.

didn't say it very clearly, it was to save her some face, and the point was up to the end.

That's his attitude.

But why, her heart is so uncomfortable, so painful, she doesn't want to accept this fact, she wants to know, why?

It's just that I don't want to get married, and I still don't want to have children with her.

Huaiyin had been thinking about this all night, in fact, she had already made a decision in her heart, she needed her lover's affirmation.

She was waiting for him.

Until midnight, the sound of the door lock turning.

After turning on the light, Lu Shijing saw Huaiyin sitting on the sofa, holding a pillow, and it could be imagined that her eyes were so wide in the dark, her face was extremely cold, and she didn't move, like a lifeless porcelain doll like white jade.

He approached slowly, stumbling on his feet.

There was a clear smell of alcohol on his body, and Huaiyin could already be smelled from a long distance.

Turns out that I didn't have a job tonight, but drank a lot?

His cheeks were dark, and his deep eyes were full of depression and low sadness. The sadness disappeared in an instant.

However, Lu Shijing finally went straight to the second bedroom.

"Stop!" Huaiyin suddenly pulled off the pillow and stood up, her body trembling uncontrollably.

Lu Shijing held on to the door frame and turned his face, "Is there something wrong?" ”

His pronunciation was different from usual, because his tongue was hanging.

"Do you want this kid?" Huaiyin sometimes really doesn't understand why there is a completely different deviation when it is a natural thing.

Lu Shijing likes her and cares about her, why doesn't he like the children who belong to her and him?

"Could it be...... Am I not clear enough? ”

“……”

"You can't have this child, even if you can't give it up."

"Lu Shijing!"

Huaiyin chased after him and grabbed his stiff arm, his expression slightly painful, "Why?" I need a reason, can you convince me of the reason? Don't you want to start a family with me and never plan for our future? ”

Lu Shijing clearly saw the struggle in her eyes, the pain and the weakness and innocence that wanted to cry, it was very moving, and he was almost moved.

He forced himself to calm down, turned his head, and his side face was sharp and dull, "Now is not the time, I have done the surgery in the past few days, and I will recuperate my body, and we will ask for it later." ”

"I'm tired and rested."

Lu Shijing didn't give Huaiyin the slightest chance to defend himself, so he went back to the room and closed the door. Even if it wasn't locked, Huaiyin felt that this door really locked their feelings and future.

Is that the reason?

She doesn't understand.

She didn't understand.

Through the door, she said loudly: "Lu Shijing, do you have anything unspeakable, no matter what it is, I hope to hear you tell the truth." Or maybe you're tired of me...... You don't know what I've been through today, I never thought of being a mother so early, because I haven't tasted maternal love, I don't understand, and I'm not sure if I can be a competent mother, but I think the arrival of a little life is God's arrangement, we can't arbitrarily erase him, you and I have no power! ”

Just when she thought there would be no response, Lu Shijing suddenly opened the door, and in the shadows, his face was not real, with clear contours and steep expectations.

"So you've decided," he said. ”

Huaiyin calmed his breath, and the other party said, "Since you have already decided, why bother to ask my opinion." If you really care about my opinion, why bother with this unwilling look? ”

He went straight to Huaiyin's heart, and Huaiyin was a little untenable, but, even so, so what?

"I can't agree with the reason you just had, I'd rather you lie to me, you don't like children, or you have a shadow, a psychological disorder, I can give you time, please don't erase his life, okay?"

Huaiyin's tone was full of pleading, and there were tears in his eyes, and tears could fall down at any time, so pitiful.

Lu Shijing's indifference to her was not without warning, even she had felt it before, and she couldn't imagine it to come true so quickly.

Lu Shijing suddenly grabbed her two slender arms, and the force at once made Huaiyin feel suffocating and painful.

She looked up, and his eyes became terrifying, dark, bursting out with a thick yin, slowly spreading, and his eyes seemed to suck her whole body in.

It's like, completely replaced by another person.

"Don't you know why?"

The voice between his lips and teeth seemed to be polishing, questioning her one by one.

Huaiyin stared at him worriedly.

Lu Shijing's nostrils were bubbling with air, and when he spoke, his breath sprayed with thin anger: "You and Wei Yanxiu ...... that day"

Halfway through, he snapped to an abrupt halt.

Throwing her off, the whole person seemed to be out of control, through the glass door, and ran directly to the balcony.

Through the floor-to-ceiling window, she saw Lu Shijing's long figure, or crossed his waist, or raised his hand, or stepped in place...... and other exaggerated movements, bordering on mental insanity.

Just like what he said just now, there was a sense of abnormality.

What the hell happened to him?

Huaiyin's mouth opened wide the whole time, he couldn't open and close it for a long time, his pupils didn't have time to contract, and his heartbeat and pulse were beating violently.

Huaiyin didn't know, she was just sad, could it be because of Wei Yanxiu?

She walked out slowly, Lu Shijing had regained her composure, turned her face, the clouds were light and the wind was light, and it was unfathomable.

"What are you suspecting, do you suspect that the child is not yours?"

"It's just angry words after impulse."

Lu Shijing's explanation was completely insincere, scribbled and almost perfunctory, and Huaiyin didn't believe half a word.

"What if I insist on not being killed?" After Huaiyin finished speaking, she bit her cold lip and looked at him desperately.

Tonight, they are all impulsive, and they have all lost their minds.

She was obviously afraid of his decision, but she couldn't control the two of them to come to this point.

Lu Shijing left a sentence of "you think about it" and disappeared from the house.

It's past one o'clock in the morning, where is he going?

Huaiyin wanted to chase out, but her footsteps took root, and her stomach became heavy, and she couldn't move a step, let alone convince herself.

She thought carefully over and over again, why Lu Shijing suspected her and Wei Yanxiu, there was no reason at all and there was no basis.

In the few days they didn't see each other, the two didn't have any contact. Lu Shijing was originally a cold character, because the two of them only changed slightly after they fell in love with each other, this is the real Lu Shijing, high up, always commanding, his machismo is vividly displayed.

Huaiyin insisted on going to the repeat class, although she listened to almost nothing at the end of the day, and was very severely reprimanded by the teacher.

In the evening, when I returned to the book bar, I was already exhausted.

This point is relatively empty, and everyone has gone back to cook and eat, so the book bar is very idle. In their free time, everyone will sit and chat or play with their mobile phones.

Huaiyin was about to go to the baking room to have a look, and when he passed by the back kitchen, he heard two waitresses talking.

"The hostess is pregnant, you know?"

"No wonder, I think she's having a weird temper these days."

"That's because she had a fight with her boss."

"Isn't it good to be pregnant, why quarrel? Doesn't the boss want to have a child so early? ”

"Shhh, I'll tell you quietly, the child in the boss's belly is not the boss'......"

"Really?"

……

Huaiyin's face turned red when she heard this, from red to blue to white, and at that moment, she wanted to rush in, hit the two people in the mouth, and then fire them.

But in the end, she didn't do that.

Huaiyin clenched her fists, walked into the baking room, closed the door, let her tired and limp body lean on it, and closed her eyes.

What they say is not true, they don't know the facts.

Some people naturally like to gossip, human nature.

She now has to control her emotions, her temper.

What really made her sad was Lu Shijing's attitude, could only she beat the child out of order to bring their relationship back to the past?

No, it doesn't exist.

Their problem is not this, never has been.

After Huaiyin calmed down for a while, she began to think about where the two waiters knew about her pregnancy, because after returning to Haishi, she didn't mention it to anyone, and Lu Shijing naturally couldn't do it.

It didn't take long for Xiao Tian to enter the baking room.

There was concern between the words: "Sister Huaiyin, I see that your face is not good, are you okay?" ”

"Well, it's fine."

"I just want to ask you for a leave, I made an appointment for a gastroscopy at the hospital, so I'll ...... tomorrow"

Xiao Tian was about to go out, but was stopped by Huaiyin again, "Xiao Tian, you wait." ”

"What's the matter, Sister Huaiyin?"

Xiao Tian is still the same, sweet and pleasant, round face, some pure and some innocent, when you look at her, you always feel that she is a gentle and kind girl, and she can't give birth to a little malice.

Huaiyin asked, "Xiao Tian, what do you think of me to you?" ”