part 319
"Do you usually like to eat these things here alone?" Bai Siyuan's voice is still very good, as if the two of them have known each other for a long time.
Sun Yingchen ate an arctic wing, and wanted to open the water on the side, Bai Siyuan saw this, directly took the water, then unscrewed it, and then handed it to her, Sun Yingchen was a little stunned, I don't know why, today's Bai Siyuan seems to be the opposite of the cold appearance before, but still said: "It's not anymore, it's just that I happened to pass by here today." ”
Sun Yingchen took a sip of water and said, "You shouldn't be passing by here, why is it so coincidental today." She said this on purpose, just so that Bai Siyuan wouldn't say it was a coincidence.
"I came here on purpose." Bai Siyuan said, and then saw Sun Yingchen looking at him with some curiosity, he explained again, and said, "Recently, Heilan is very good, and Lu Heng is very good. ”
Sun Yingchen continued to eat oden with some interest and lack of interest, she thought it was delicious before, but now she felt that the taste in her mouth was strange.
Bai Siyuan could see that Sun Yingchen was not very interested in listening to him, so he asked, "Do you feel bored?" ”
Sun Yingchen hurriedly raised his head and said, "Where do you feel bored, just curious, why did you come here, there should be no Heilan business here." ”
Bai Siyuan thought for a while and said, "Maybe you may not believe it when you say it, I always feel that I should have been here here, and it just so happened that you also appeared here." ”
Sun Yingchen was a little nervous, and hurriedly asked him, "Did you remember something?" The light of expectation in her eyes was very dazzling, like a morning star in the sky.
Bai Siyuan thought about it carefully, but still shook his head.
The light in Sun Yingchen's eyes gradually dimmed, yes, if Bai Siyuan remembered who she was, could the two of them have anything to do with each other, the two people who had broken up were now sitting together to eat and chatting about the past, this feeling was really weird.
Bai Siyuan looked up at her and said, "Here, have I been here?" ”
Sun Yingchen kept her head down and ate oden, although she couldn't eat any taste anymore, after all, the low taste in her heart had made her feel that all interest was missing.
"You've been here before." Sun Yingchen still said it, with a look of indifference on his face, and looked at him with a smile: "Do you feel anything about this place now?" ”
Bai Siyuan's mind was actually blank, but he always felt that there should be something very regrettable here, but he couldn't find an answer, suddenly, Bai Siyuan looked up at her and said, "We have been together before, maybe you know what happened here." Bai Siyuan threw the question directly to Sun Yingchen.
Sun Yingchen just smiled and said against his will: "I don't know." After speaking, she felt that the answer was a little stiff, and added: "How would I know." ”
Bai Siyuan also fell silent, that blank past did bring him a lot of trouble, on the one hand, he wanted to remember, on the other hand, he was running away from something, in fact, he was such a person, very entangled.
Sun Yingchen stirred the oden with a bamboo skewer, thinking about what had happened here, that was the only connection the two of them had about the future, and it was also the place and event that they had no longer had anything to do with each other.
That......
It's only half a year, but it seems like a long, long time has passed.
A sly smile flashed in Sun Yingchen's eyes: "I know you still love me very much, although you don't say it, but I know it." ”
Bai Siyuan smiled, even he felt that all this was very unreal.
"Bai Siyuan, I always forgot to tell you how lucky I was to meet you."
It is said that the probability of two people meeting is 0.000000000000000000003, and the probability of falling in love is only 0.0000000000000000009, it is not easy to find someone to love, it takes a moment to reach out, but it takes many years to hold hands, and I have forgotten to tell you how lucky I am to meet you.
This sentence was seen by Sun Yingchen in a magazine, and when she saw it, all she thought about was Bai Siyuan, it turned out that no matter how long it took, there was only one person who made her heart move.
The two of them didn't say anything, all the secrets in Bai Siyuan's heart were still secrets, he didn't want her to know too much, and some of the so-called had to be undertaken, just leave it to him alone.
"If I don't care about anything, I don't care about dignity, as long as I'm with you, are you willing to push me away?" Sun Yingchen hid in his arms, listening to his steady heartbeat, sniffing the good smell of honey locust on his body, in such a quiet moment, she recalled many times in her midnight dream, but only this time was real.
"Xiao Chen, something happened to Heilan." Bai Siyuan's voice was tired.
Sun Yingchen listened quietly, she knew Bai Siyuan's dedication to Hailan better than anyone else, and he should be the saddest when this incident happened.
Bai Siyuan sat up straight, looked at her, and his gaze was extremely firm: "Xiao Chen, tomorrow morning at 8 o'clock in the morning, you and I will go to Bali together, where, I have an important thing to ask you, if you agree, we will not be separated for the rest of our lives." ”
Sun Yingchen looked at him, the light in her eyes faintly appeared, and finally she nodded, she couldn't allow herself to make some decisions against her heart when she got Bai Siyuan from the new, no matter where she went, she was willing to go with him, whether it was Bali or the ends of the earth.
Bai Siyuan looked at her with a smile: "Okay, tomorrow morning at 8 o'clock, Hongqiao Terminal 2." He looked at her dotingly: "No matter what happens, I will wait for you, you must come, Sun Yingchen, this time, you can't be late." ”
"Okay."
Sun Yingchen broke away from her memories in a trance, she turned her head to look at Bai Siyuan, who was eating oden with her head down, and she didn't know what it was like in her heart.
The same place, the same person, the identity of the two people is no longer the same as before, but now the only thing is more of a feeling of relief.
It turns out that the feelings of love can disappear because of the stoppage halfway.
Perhaps, this is the so-called real letting go, as Bai Siyuan said, everyone is fine.
Sun Yingchen smiled bitterly, maybe it is really not that difficult to really let go of the past.
Bai Siyuan looked at her, and his heart was inexplicably sad, although he didn't know what the meaning was hidden under that smile, but he felt a suffocation in his chest.
"Sun Yingchen, don't you hate me?" Bai Siyuan's voice was a little tired.
Sun Yingchen didn't look up at her, but the water bottle in her hand was grabbed by her hard, so that she could forget the pain in her heart.
"I hate you, but I hate myself even more for being in love with you."