Chapter 228: I Don't Want to Be With You Anymore
"After this incident, the media added fuel and vinegar to make a big fuss, and even the hospital involved was pushed to the hot search in the city, and many people crusaded against your father, hoping that he would be sentenced... Because this matter is known to too many people, it is difficult to solve, this juncture cannot be rash, and Uncle Ning's crime cannot be changed, so the boss lady, you should be calm now......"
Duan San was very afraid that Ning Churan would feel that he would not help her, so he kept explaining beside her.
Ning Churan lowered his eyes and was silent for a long time.
Duan San had been looking at her worriedly, and Ning Churan raised his eyes and pulled out a pale smile comfortingly: "I'm fine, why are you so worried about me." β
Seeing her smile, Duan San's heart slowly put down.
But he didn't know why, he always felt that Ning Churan's smile was very far-fetched, and it was never from the bottom of his heart, and it always made people think that she had something else on her mind.
"It's okay if you're okay, I'm too worried about you, you can still come to see your father regularly in the future, and then we will slowly find evidence, and when we find enough opportunities in the future, we will appeal again, during this time, you can adjust your mentality, and life will slowly get better......"
Duan San tried his best to comfort her, but Ning Churan's expression did not change, but was unusually calm, just like after great grief and pain, nothing could arouse her emotions.
This made Duan San's heart even more uneasy.
She nodded and said, "I know, Duan San, you go over first...... I have something I want to say to Bo Lianchen alone, okay? β
When did Ning Churan talk to him in such a tone, Duan San finished speaking, and glanced at Bo Lianchen worriedly.
Only then did he realize that Bo Lianchen seemed to have been silent for a long time.
Both of them were a little strange at the moment, and he couldn't tell what was weird.
"Then calm down, I'll go to the car first."
After Duan San left, the atmosphere between the two became quieter and more depressing.
Bo Lianchen thought that Ning Churan was just too sad after knowing the result, and he wanted to take her into his arms as usual, but Ning Churan subconsciously avoided him.
That kind of unfamiliar and deliberately distant action made Bo Lianchen's heart uneasy.
Ning Churan looked at him, his eyes were complicated, he pursed his lips slightly, and lowered his eyes again.
"Actually, yesterday I heard what you and Grandpa Bo said in the study, Grandpa Bo said that I am not worthy of being in the Bo family, I thought about it all night yesterday, it seems... And that's exactly what happened. My father, he did such a thing, I can't even count the daughter of the Ning family, I am poor, the Bo family is a high-ranking family, and it is so prominent, I really don't deserve it. β
When she said the first sentence, Bo Lianchen had a faint premonition.
Her words later made Bo Lianchen's heart suddenly hurt: "Chu Ran, it's not what you think. β
"How's that?"
"The old man was only sad because of Grandpa Ning's death, and he thought that your father would be excited to say that kind of thing, and there is nothing unworthy of saying it."
Ning Churan tugged at the corners of her lips, as if agreeing with these words could indeed comfort people a little.
She looked at Bo Lianchen again and asked, "What about you, do you believe me?" You again
Can you continue to accept me with complete innocence, ignoring these things? β
"I have always believed in you, as long as it is what you want to do, I will follow you without reservation. You are bent on saving Uncle Ning out, but this matter is not so simple, and now that you are forced to save him, it will definitely further implement his crime. β
"But I can't accept it myself, I don't seem to believe my dad anymore, maybe that's the way it is, I've always been too extreme, stubbornly believing in my father, and trying to help him clear his name."
Ning Churan laughed at himself in a self-deprecating tone: "Maybe it's what Grandpa Bo said, I'm just ignorant, the Ning family has cut off relations with me, and Grandpa Bo doesn't want to see me, in fact, it's really me wrong, right." β
Bo Lianchen held her shoulders and said in a low tone: "Chu Ran, it's not like this." You're not wrong, as long as this matter is investigated slowly in the future, can you calm down first, listen to me, he talked to me before Grandpa Ning died, in fact, he has explained the will of the Ning family, but he put it here on my behalf, and the property of the Ning family is not ...... at all."
"Bo Lianchenβ"
She broke away from his hand and raised her eyes, her eyes were already filled with trembling tears: "I don't care about this at all, what I care about is my grandfather and my father, but they can't come back, I'm not even a member of the Ning family anymore, just like Grandpa Bo said, I am the daughter of a murderer, I have no home, the Ning family doesn't want me, everyone hates me, I am a burden in everyone's eyes, what reason can I care about those family properties?" β
Her hysterical appearance, which seemed to have reached the last extreme, made Bo Lianchen's heart ache to the point of suffocation.
What is it that can make the lively and cheerful Ning Churan, whom he loved at the beginning, become what he is now.
Ning Churan felt that her whole person was hurt, and she was hurt by the recent incident, everyone she trusted hurt her to be vulnerable and helpless, and now she only felt that her brain was in chaos, and she kept echoing the words that Grandpa Bo said.
Her entire heart seemed to be cut by countless pieces of cold knives one by one, making her so painful that she couldn't breathe.
She really has no sense of security, she knows that she can't stay in the Bo family well in the future, that sentence is not worthy of entanglement of her breathlessness, the more Bo Lianchen loves her, the heavier it will make her, so what else can she do.
Perhaps, she can only give up this heavy deep love.
"First ......"
"I used to listen to my father all the time, I wanted to try my best to have a good relationship with the Ning family, and after the incident, I believed my eldest brother unreservedly, but they all deceived me. Before this, I felt that as long as I waited until you came back, I would have a glimmer of hope, I felt that in this world I only could rely on you, and only you would believe me, but now I only think, why did I have such arrogant thoughts in the first place, because I knew that Grandpa Bo rejected me. β
"Chu Ran, the old man doesn't think like that, you calm down."
"I'm calm, I'm already calm now," Ning Churan held back his tears and refused to let him touch him, "I thought I could."
I also thought that the Bo family could be my home, but this was not the case at all. So I confessed, I confess my guilt now, I admit that my dad killed someone, how calm can I be? β
"Churan, it's not what you think, the old man loves you very much, it's just a recent ......"
"So at the end of the day, you still don't believe me, because I'm the daughter of a murderer who rejects me, don't you? Indeed, even people with the same surname as me have excluded me, I really shouldn't pin my hopes on the Bo family, and I don't have the surname Bo, it's too selfish to give you things. β
Speaking of this, she felt that the last string that was tight in her heart had also broken.
Ning Churan knew that her mood was not very good, she sniffed and continued: "Bo Lianchen, I know that I shouldn't say such things to you now, I apologize to you, and then thank you very much, thank you for believing in me and being willing to help me." β
"I know, if you don't want to live in the main house, we can go to live in other places together, and there are several real estate in City C that are decorated in the style you like, or... These days, we go out to travel together, take a break, and bring Bo Xiaobao with us, these things will be fine sooner or later. β
"Bo Lianchen, I didn't mean thatβ"
Looking at the face of the man in front of him, Ning Churan thought of the choice in his heart, and his eyes and nose seemed to be more sour.
But she had to endure it before she could resist the urge to cry.
"I mean, let's break up."
She said these words very softly, and at that moment, the air seemed to freeze instantly.
The man's face seemed to freeze instantly, and those cold eyes made Ning Churan's heart palpitate: "What did you say?" β
"I said I don't want to be with you anymore, break up."
No matter how many good memories she had in the thin house, no matter how happy she was during those days, no matter how many times she sighed that she had the best love in the world, what a good man she had, even if... How much she loves Bo Lianchen, but now she doesn't want it.
She chose to give up.
The blow to her recently is too heavy, and her heart is heavy and complicated every second she is with Bo Lianchen, thinking about what Grandpa Bo said, everything in the court, and everything that happened in the Ning family.
She thought that she might really not deserve Bo Lianchen's feelings.
For a few seconds of stunnedness, Bo Lianchen didn't believe what he heard at all, but the determination on the face of the girl in front of him told him that what she said was serious.
"I don't agree." That was his first reaction.
"It doesn't matter if you don't agree, I'll clear everything tomorrow, and it doesn't matter if it's my unilateral idea."
Bo Lianchen took a deep breath: "Why?" I don't think there's anything wrong with the relationship between us, Churan, I know that you are emotionally unstable, and I will take you to have a good break these days, and everything will pass in the future. β
"It's going to be overcome."
"Then I won't agree, you are my legally recognized wife, even if you want to leave, I won't let you
Leave. β
Ning Churan tugged at the corners of his lips slightly: "I didn't want to get the certificate at the beginning. In that case, let's go for a divorce and complete all the formalities. β
"Ning Churan, I can accept whatever you do, but it's impossible to leave me, and I will never let you go."
She raised her eyes and looked at him without any emotion: "Then what do you want me to do, Bo Lianchen, I am the daughter of a murderer, I am poor now, I have nothing, and you are different, you are the pride of the sky, even Grandpa Bo said that I can't be a Bo family anymore with this status, do you think I can still be with you." β
Old Man Bo's words were like a needle piercing Ning Churan's heart, even if the needle was now pulled out by Bo Lianchen, the eye of the needle was still there, and it was making Ning Churan feel pain every moment.
Bo Lianchen clenched his hands: "Don't you understand, those virtual and real, I don't mind at all-"
Ning Churan shook his head: "But I mind." β
(End of chapter)